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Meal Team Six

Meal Team Six

I thought after Christmas it would be back to heavy gaining, but I got hit with a curveball and got sick. Was it a cold? Was it the 'rona? Who knows, but I'm about 90% back to normal now which makes me happy because I hated seeing the numbers on the scale drop. I was 278 this morning, so it was only a couple pounds lost over the 5 days of feeling under the weather. But the good news while I was...

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Slick and Shiny Belly

Slick and Shiny Belly

One of the requests was to use some baby oil and play with the belly. It was pretty fun and next time I'll get Adam to help out too. It would feel good to lay back for some belly rubs after stuffing myself.

And the other good news is that the messages are working again so I'll go through them tomorrow. Hope everyone has a good night/morning <3

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12/28/2019 to 12/28/2020

12/28/2019 to 12/28/2020

I hope everyone had a good wintery holiday season and a nice break from everything! I got a throwback notification from last year on this date and Adam and I recreated the same picture one year and 20 pounds later today. I couldn't close the shorts without it being uncomfortable, but otherwise it's like nothing has changed ๐Ÿ˜‚

There's some new content to upload tomorrow to celebrate get...

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280 & Messages!

280 & Messages!

After making it to 275, the weight has been still climbing and I'm super excited to say after stuffing myself and chugging shakes last night, the scale read 280 for the first time ever. I'm going to shoot for 285 by the end of the year and then it'll be just 15 pounds to 300 which is pretty clear won't be the stopping point for the bearification journey. 

I'm going t...

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Please Keep Patreon Content on Patreon :(

I've gotta say thanks for the guys that sent me links of stuff published here that's found its way to Tumblr, Pornhub, etc. and I have ask:

Please don't steal the content here and share it elsewhere. It's really disheartening and feels like a major breach of trust.

Let's keep it fun and worthwhile so we can focus on what matters rather than playing whack-a-mole with takedown request...

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Screencaps from the newest video

Screencaps from the newest video

More Pictures Here 

I've never been bigger and never wanted more than I do right now. It's getting hard to get out of bed, the belly is bigger than ever, my face and chin are getting extra fat, and I love every part of it. I feel myself thinking twice whenever I have to bend down to pick stuff up and ...

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Booth Getting TIGHT

Booth Getting TIGHT

Yesterday was the first time I've sat in a booth and the table be pushing against my belly. Personally, I blame the booth for being too small and not myself for being too big.

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Post-Thanksgiving Folder

Post-Thanksgiving Folder

I hope everyone had a very thankful and filling Thanksgiving! I woke up weighing 275 which is a first for me and I always love seeing bigger than ever numbers on the scale!

I'll restructure the tier perks and replace the live chat with something else. I have reached out to a few new people to do collaboration videos with since I have a backlog of costumes to use we need to start cranking ...

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The start of a ball belly

The start of a ball belly

This past week the belly really seems to be pushing out and down more than ever.  When it gets stuffed, it makes moving around difficult (like getting off the couch) and it gets in the way more and more. I really like the shape it's taking on as it fattens up so here's hoping for plenty more!

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6 Shakes - New Personal Record

6 Shakes - New Personal Record

As the weight comes on, the capacity is still increasing. My old record was about 4.5 shakes, but it's up to 6 now! I picked up another big batch of food from my buddy Brad for the week so I'm ready to eat big this week. He overdid it and said this should last 10 days but I'm going to try and pack it in as quickly as possible. He mentioned that I am looking fatter these days and compared me to ...

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Screenshots of the Feed

Screenshots of the Feed

Adam and I are going to Asheville tomorrow to eat big and wander around the city and do some Christmas tree shopping. We're leaving earlier in the day than when we went for my birthday to make sure we have more time for food since we had a bit of a time crunch last time. I'll document the journey for you guys and put it up on the lens story here on Patreon.


The live chat will h...

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Election Night Feed

Election Night Feed

I wanted an escape from the politics and decided it was a great night to eat until my only focus was the uncomfortable, and briefly painful, feeling of an overfed and stretched gut. 

The video above is the full thing (27 minutes) but if you're like me and enjoy a quicker fill up, here is the quick cut version: View Post

Gainer Shakes +

Gainer Shakes +

I'm late to the party with this, but in case you didn't know sparkling water is awesome for gaining. I've started drinking it all the time when stuffing myself and now I have one after I finish my shakes too for a little extra stretching power. I try to get down the whole can without burping and hold it for a bit before letting it out. When eating and I feel full, I down about half a can, burp,...

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Wrestling Singlet Acquired ๐ŸŽ‰

Wrestling Singlet Acquired ๐ŸŽ‰

I have to admit, it's kinda hot wearing it. I've eating big in it on my own a few times already and I've been talking to Shane (the guy that did the coach voice in the last collaboration video) and we have a plan for this video that I think will be a lot of fun about a coach that finds his player just didn't cut the extra weight like he should have... And then what happens as a result ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

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Ice Cream Gainer Shake

Ice Cream Gainer Shake

It was a late night, Adam had already gone to bed and it was a good time to stretch myself. I made a big ice cream gainer shake and then followed it more shakes to really stretch myself out. My belly is taking on more of a ball gut shape with the extra pounds and bloating and it seems the love handles are growing fast too!

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October 2018 Throwback

October 2018 Throwback

You guys know that one of my constant roadblocks to gaining is that I feel like I'm not making any progress and that kills my motivation. I stumbled across a nice reminder that maybe I'm not a total failure after all when I went back looking for an old picture of my Halloween outfit and was forced to face my old size.

Adding 35 pounds in a couple years isn't bad! I've always been more of ...

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A Day's Pig Out

A Day's Pig Out

It was a good day starting and ending with gainer shakes and multiple meals. I tried a gainer hypnosis video to cram in a little more once I was full and loved it. If you have any suggestions on good hypnosis videos like that, let me know and I'll eat along with them for you guys. I've used that video a few times now to gorge when I'm past the point of wanting food and it really seems to help. ...

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New Morph

New Morph

A buddy sent me this saying he found it on Twitter so if anyone knows who made it, I'll happily link their page to give them credit. It's pretty awesome, I need to get there in real life haha


Edit: https://twitter.com/MuscGrowthMorph/status/1312849382023327744

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October Progress Pics

October Progress Pics

It took cutting the sleeves to make it fit, but I got the small shirt stretched on me and the other highlight so far was the stuffing in the bathrobe that left me totally clueless out of my mind

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Burps and Button Ripping

Burps and Button Ripping

I got nice and stuffed and put on an old shirt I love for some belly bounces and burps. At the 5:40 mark, I let the belly have more room by ripping the shirt open making the buttons fly everywhere.

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Filling Up a Small Shirt

Filling Up a Small Shirt

Maybe it's foolish but here's the first small step towards more provocative content ๐Ÿ™ˆ

Consider this one of the last videos without talking too. We're shifting gears and I hope you guys like the new direction we're heading. 

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October Thoughts

October Thoughts

Thanks for the all the feedback! This is a video of some current thought bouncing around in the noggin.

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Extra Content Poll

I'm not saying I'm fully committed to the idea just yet, but I want to get your feedback.

I've heard that some of you guys like that the videos are just belly and others have asked for eating/jerking videos. Of course it doesn't have to be all one or the other, but if there's a clear preference then I could dip my toes into that water and see how it feels. If your response is more complic...

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275 -Blooper Reel

275 -Blooper Reel

ย Esther: The unwanted cameoย 

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275 - Constructing Mass

275 - Constructing Mass

This was a fun one to make as trial run with the outfit. It is so snug, but still feels pretty good in a constant hug kind of tightness. Adam has been busy with work, but he's going to help out in the video we make this weekend in it.

You guys already have me using a cpap to breathe at night and have turned my eating habits into a real fat boy style. I'm excited to keep this up and let ga...

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275!

275!

Last night was long marathon of snacking, eating, and finally chugging to get the scale up to a new record in weight!

This morning I was thinking about how all the things that are normal to me now are really so bizarre to the average person. I am taking appetite stimulants, digestive enzymes and stuffing myself with the goal of packing on as much size as I can for the sole reason that it ...

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Let's Build Together

Let's Build Together

The hard hat is getting delivered tomorrow, but leave a comment on what we should do with a construction worker look ๐Ÿค”

If you like someone else's idea, just click the heart and we'll see what the consensus is.

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Pictures from Asheville and This Morning

Pictures from Asheville and This Morning

I knew you guys would make me outgrow my clothes, but I didn't think the bed would be a casualty so soon. Last night the sound of wood cracking and then splintering woke us up as we dropped a few inches. The supporting legs snapped off which meant the beams couldn't hold us up so they broke too. We have a metal replacement on the way I just ordered, but it looks like we'll be sleeping mattress ...

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Asheville Pigout Past Capacity

Asheville Pigout Past Capacity

Friday Adam and I drove over to have a nice evening of food and it left me beyond stuffed. It was all day eating with the day ending with double dinners and a stop at the Chocolate Lounge for cookies on the way home. The problem with eating to capacity multiple times in a day is that you stretch yourself out and I hate going to bed without feeling full. The difference this time was that a guy o...

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Yesterday's Pictures and a Then & Now

Yesterday's Pictures and a Then & Now

Google Photos was kind enough to make a comparison picture for me of when I lived in Asheville and few years ago to now. I know the belly is fatter now, but I can't believe how much my face has gotten bigger too. I didn't plan on having a big day so I didn't take many pictures, but at least these show how much my sides were rounding out at the end of the day. When it looks like your love handle...

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