Been wanting to do this for a long while, mostly to prove to myself that I can lol
I've been feeling- not good lately.
It's the usual creator stuff, don't feel motivated/inspired, that my work is terrible, jealous of my friends own work, that old chestnut. 😑
So I opened clipstudio paint and just went for it. No thoughts, just move your hand and don't stop until your satisfied....
2020-11-05 07:07:30 +0000 UTC View Post
A while back I posted this as inks only but recently my friend decided he would have liked it in color!
Lately I haven't been feeling inspired when I work in SAI, so I'm currently hopping from all my art programs messing with new things and trying to find a new way to do things.
So I colored this in Medibang, I really liked the brushed I used, especially the shading on the hair, it ...
2020-11-05 06:47:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Me: I'm just going to mindlessly doodle to get back into it.
Also me: ANGST. EMOTIONAL PROJECTION. Baby Lilith.
I was talking to a friend and, as much as I love the senseless, passionate fucking between Uncle and Julien, I love them coming together to form a family over angst and abandonment.
I've been working on the Kowalski leaving Jul...
2020-10-19 08:55:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Anyone else read Bondage Faeries?
I loved that comic series, it was one of the first I stumbled upon in 2000 and I've always come back to read through it throughout the years.
That's what happened recently and I really wanted to draw Julien wearing something lol
Also! I really missed filling in blacks, just- adding that simple shade and highlight, good times.
I want t...
2020-09-29 08:04:05 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm pretty sure I know who this is, it's an account that was created only yesterday to post this to my most recent journal.
Posting here to keep everything like this in one place for future reference. 🤷♀️
In all honesty I was expecting this, lots of people through out the years really don't like me and I guess this is mean? Like my dad didn't know my work lol
These a...
2020-09-17 11:59:59 +0000 UTC View Post
I thought I would try out Clip Studio Paint, it's pretty popular and right now it's 50% off, so I figured I would give it a go before I spent any money.
The only thing I really like about it was the colored pencil tool, really great for sketching, but once I moved onto inking and coloring I just gave up.
The work space didn't feel comfortable to me and even with all the various pens...
2020-09-07 07:31:53 +0000 UTC View PostThe updated community guidelines are going to get me eventually, I can't even mention anything of an "adult" nature in the text boxes anymore.
I have seen a few other options like Subscribestar and such as alternatives to Patreon when it comes to furry/adult material.
Let me know what you all think, I love and appreciate you guys so much, you're support and input means a ton to me! ...
2020-08-29 09:35:41 +0000 UTC View Post
Yes!
I wanted to actually finish a short comic. 🤣
I've never done comic thumbnails ever and figured I would give it a try for this project. It's meant to be a remake of an old comic I did years ago called 'Taken'.
But it's been reworked, gone is the non-con/dubcon elements, all that's left is consent and a good time had by all!
I'm aiming for less than 20 pages, I ...
2020-08-29 09:16:29 +0000 UTC View PostAugust is the one time of the year where I'm fucked up beyond belief.
As much as I try sometimes the depression and PTSD get the better of me and I'm a selectively mute depressed mess who can't stand the thought of being alive.
I'll do my best but it's been a rough start.
2020-08-09 03:29:37 +0000 UTC View PostSo sorry for lack of updates!
Hurricane Hannah sent us a ton of rain!
Unfortunately my mom's home flooded, again.
Tho we were better prepared this time, we were able to elevate furniture, prepare our pets and keep them safe, and we packed and hunkered down at my sister's home, where it didn't flood but the power did go out.
We've been cleaning up since the water receded an...
2020-08-01 09:39:10 +0000 UTC View Post
About time I think lol
I spent some time on this last night for my new pillowfort account.
You know, I hide behind a lot of my favorite characters a lot, like Julien, Starscream, Snufkin, and even Varian. It's because I have no sense of self love and very little self esteem, meanwhile I think a...
2020-07-01 22:53:00 +0000 UTC View Post
A whole month gone by! Get this King in a swimsuit!
I'm leaving this as a sketch for now and opening suggestions for swimwear!
What kind of swimsuit do you think Julien would rock? A simple yet stylish one piece?
A daring and bold bikini? Or anything in between!
I'll ink and color in the suggestions during a stream soon!
Also planning on a NSFW version of this lol
2020-06-30 07:52:06 +0000 UTC
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In these trying times?
Tried to post this yesterday but Patreon was down.
Pretty much just venting my feelings.
I really like the rain and wish I could simply sit in it with a big hat, no glasses, I'm so tired of the damn things.
Need to talk to someone but at the same time don't want to. I purposefully ignored my counselors call today and slept for hours. Dreams h...
2020-06-26 06:20:40 +0000 UTC View Post
and Julien is making sure you know it!
Was kinda hesitant to draw- anything for pride month really, hah, I make myself nervous about it even though I really shouldn't.😅
You guys know how important Julien is to me, he's helped me through like, a lot of bad times, met and have some really great friends because of the PoM fandom, he helped me realize who I am and what I want out of ...
2020-06-09 06:50:52 +0000 UTC View PostAnxious and nervous lately.
I'm doing my best to overcome a lot of ingrained fears and panic over being more social online. Which I know sounds dumb, I feel so helpless with it all. I mean, I was really looking forward to streaming and chatting online with everyone but every time I tried I got so overwhelmed and afraid I couldn't.
Because he used to hurt me for it, I remember when t...
2020-06-05 05:58:53 +0000 UTC View Post
I followed the dimensions the site said to use and it still cut off some of the image lol
So here it is posted for all to see.
Finally a new banner after 10,000 years 🤣
Will be public since my name is literally huge on it, if anyone claims as they're own then- a dumbass they be. 😁
Hope you guys like it, I really love it, you know you're gurl love some Julien booty and...
2020-05-27 15:25:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Such an old concept, wow!
Like, ten years ago, when the PoM community was bumping on the regs, a friend of mine wrote a fic where Kowalski accidentally became a lemur and had to adjust to the changes AND living in the lemur habitat lol
Only this time around my concept is basically that Uncle teases Kowalski during threesome time, showing off how he can finger Julien, eat him out bet...
2020-05-15 08:06:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh boy three a.m. time to post!
I've been meaning to post this page for a while but was dreading having to letter it, I finally managed to keep focus long enough to do it. XD
I really love how this page turned out, the Timo cameo, Kowalski's excitement, Julien just casually dropping the knowledge, it's so much fun. 😄
Hopefully I can keep pace with doing two pages or so at a...
2020-05-15 07:52:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Ahh, finally another finished page!
I've been so stressed these past few days, I found a white hair!😱
Really just want to work on personal projects, I think after this last big commission I owe I'm going on commission hiatus.
I have so many ideas and all my motivation wants to go into working on Folksy Wisdom and other smaller comics ideas and stories. 🤗
Please enjoy ...
2020-05-01 06:54:01 +0000 UTC View Post
I drew this the other night to illustrate how I see the two most popular versions of Snufkin.
I didn't grow up with the 90's version, I only became familiar with it during the Moomin boom of last year, which led to me watching it eventually.
2019 Moominvalley Snufkin is the first Snufkin I was introduced to, again because of the Moomin boom, it's like when someone asks who your favo...
2020-04-18 09:17:32 +0000 UTC View PostMy wifi these past few days has been blipping in and out of existence!
I'm going to try and see if I can fix that, or at least make it better, I don't want anything to randomly stop while I'm with you guys. ;w;
But there is the invite link, let me know if it works or not, it expir...
2020-04-01 01:47:56 +0000 UTC View PostWould anyone be interested in chatting on discord while I stream?
It would be Patreon exclusive and, uh, if you like the idea of talking to me while I stream let me know! I'll do my best to stream during the day, my sleep schedule is absolutely knackered but I can do it!
Let me know!
Hope everyone is staying safe! <3
OH!
Persephone, the slight changes work so good on her! They're subtle but really bring her look together, especially the inner ear color, it really works well with her color scheme and help her eyes pop more too!
I always had the canon that Persy was just a bit shiny, a trait she inherited from Kowalski, she just has naturally shiny, healthy fur. Lilith isn't jealous one bit, nope ...
2020-03-09 08:05:20 +0000 UTC View Post
You can tell I was easing back into everything by this point because the expressions are much better! 😁
We also get a cameo from Timo!
Julien is one of those- I'm only going to learn something if it benefits me- types. And he really wants to learn how to wield things like, electricity and power tools, good thing for most everyone involved he gained more information if anything.
Yo, dis is what you all came to see!
I forced the zone, I am going to finish this comic. 😎
We're getting a lot more blushing and slow realization of attraction going on, it's gunna go full blown, we'll get there.
Kowalski is still being awkward 🤷🏼♀️
Julien is starting to show real excitement 🤩
It's going as planned.
Kowalski came out gre...
2020-03-09 07:29:09 +0000 UTC View PostOk, I'm working on drafting a few pages of Folksy Wisdom to get my groove back, for both drawing and working on comics, and I have written a very basic outline for the rest of the story and I -
Hmm, I have it that Julien isn't stupid, you know what I mean?
Since All Hail King Julien a lot has been changed in the comic outline, I wanted to add that canon because Julien is shown to be...
2020-03-07 07:34:46 +0000 UTC View PostI spent all that ime last night finishing a page that was laready done! Fuck man
Last night my PC and drawing tablet were lagging hella badly and it really freaked me out.
So I restarted, which seemed to fix the problem, but let me tell you, I was terrified that something was wrong or broken. ;A;
After testing the tablet out to make sure it was working well, after re-calibration, I doodled this little Lilith.
I love my Kowalski/Julien kids, they're m...
2020-02-28 23:33:23 +0000 UTC View Post
EDIT: WHAT?? THIS PGAE WAS ALREADY DONE???! IT wasn't in my files!?! UGH, will make delete soon. 😭🤬
I seriously thought I had finished this page but I found it just needed to be lettered and let me tell you, it was hell.
Photoshop was not working with me, it was lagging terribly and no matter how slow I went or how hard I tried nothing was working w...
2020-02-28 23:21:43 +0000 UTC View Post
This was hard.
I haven't been sleeping well at all and thanks to that, and mistakenly drinking a pepsi for breakfast, I managed to doodle a what-if to wrap my brain around.
I wasn't sure if Kowalski would be the same height as Julien or if he would be taller. I made him taller for humor's sake lol
The series/manga has shown ring-tailed lemurs and they are pretty small. A pengu...
2020-02-23 08:01:51 +0000 UTC View Post