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First progress pics: swimsuit edition (1-2024)

Here's some progress pics to start this year! I was trying to decide between swimsuits and realized I could also practice some flexing. I want to start doing progress pics every month or two, so those are at the front :) But there are some fun swimsuit test photos and pics from today, as well, and I attached a silly flex sequence and two of my barbell row sets from today if you wanna see them i...

CBT: Reflections on my First Experience Domming

Thank you to everyone who voted for this! It was a really fun project. I've never done anything audio before, and I definitely got to learn a little about recording and editing. Still, there are some hiccups!

I hope you enjoy the reflection. I attached two pictures of my outfit the day I went and dommed that's described in the piece.

A Dark, Whimsical Wintery Weekend

I’m writing because I can’t speak and I need rest. Luckily, that’s rest after a much needed burst of living life, and I realize more and more lately I need the good bursts of life. This was needed, and now, I need rest and time to process.

Processing.

At the beginning of this trip, I felt Ayumi was a monster. While now she lays quietly and contently on my lap as I sip a maple ...

Exploring the orgasm gap: What do you want to see next?

Poll time! Let me know what you want to see next<3

If you have any questions about the options, please feel free to comment below and I'll happily clarify! All of these are projects I'm really excited to work on and discuss with you all :)

Note on the third option: I'd also be reaching out to the author of Becoming Cliterate to correct the misinformation once the project is fin...

Embodying Dom Energy

*Shared with permission of a friend with kinky benefits.*

I dommed a man for the first time.

Let me catch you up. My history is littered with people walking over my sexual boundaries and handling it poorly when I try to set them. This gave me a complex relationship with my own sexuality. I found safe places to enjoy my sexuality with doms, but realized that I’ve wanted to expand o...

Closing the Orgasm Gap Updates

Thank you for the support here! It is a great help in allowing me to be off stream more to read, study, write, and otherwise engage in the creative labor that creating video essays will take. Here are some updates on what I’ve been doing!

I’m still considering myself in the research phases of making a video essay on the orgasm gap, though I have pages of script written. I really want ...

Bonus Beginning Bodyscapes

Aaah, when we started shooting, I insisted I'd not be comfortable showing nipples or anything else that gets considered sexualized. Yet, here we are! As the shoot progressed, I realized it captured something I had hoped to get the chance to capture in my work: the human body in an artistic, desexualized way. Looking over these to choose what would be my bonus pictures for those of you that give...

Beginning Bodyscapes

LOOK! AT! THIS! What a beautiful way to capture the human body and bring out the emotions of it. This was a fun, stripped down way to play with gender as well, the flexing ones have me in that enby euphoria<3 Would you like more of these? I thought they'd be a beautiful way to track body progress as I continue working to build muscle.

I think the last three are my favorites, but I c...

Deep in the Forest with Emory

A few extra pictures for those of you who help hold this place up so much. Thank you!

Finding Emory

Happy Halloween! Welcome to Emory, my DnD character's first conception.

DnD and the potential to play other roleplay focused games has given me the freedom to step into other characters. Sometimes we all need a little escapism here and there. Make sure you have your's, or some other form of self or community care that regularly nourishes you. I hope you all had fun dressing up this year...

Still Climbing

We might've been knocked down, but we are back on path and climbing. Are you ready to keep on this journey? We've got so many paths to take...careful about your wandering eyes, though. If they stray into the darkness, you may find yourself tethered.

A Witch's Welcome

Stepping into a loud tavern in an otherwise sleepy city, I scouted my friend's friend out after he scouted me. The strong, fairly short man was already smiling and making his way over to give me a hug. He shouted loud enough over the cacophony of the place for me to catch that my quest target was on the back patio, then ushered me through to the back. I followed him closely through the heat and...

Welcome into October.

Peer deeply,
the season has reminders for you.
The future dances in the void.

Sanctuary

Welcome to my sanctuary. I hope you like lattes, plants, and fighting slumlords.

Things I've learned while trying to learn to unionize the old, low-income apartment building I call home: the first step is building solid community. There will be neighborly disagreements to navigate, transphobia and sexism have to be plowed through and left behind, you have to find the people who will have...

Sanctuary

I had the opportunity to flee my apartment and go live with my teammate and confidante. This is the first place that has felt like home to me since my childhood home, and since then, I've fought for it, trying to build community, hoping to unionize, even returning after it got condemned. But with such an opportunity, I consider, and there is a lot to consider.

Of all the chore wars, the ...

Pride Makeup and Bonsai Trimming Stream

First Pride look test and music share!

What would you like to do the next stream?

We will do a Patreon stream on Tuesday the 9th. What would you like to do?

You can select multiple choices!

Psychic Pokemon Gym Leader

I've always been fascinated with psychic Pokemon, and I thought an OC psychic gym leader would be the perfect photoshoot to practice a more androgynous look. Do you think I pulled it off?
Would you battle me for a badge? :)

Psychic Pokemon Gym Leader Bonus Pics

A few extras from our psychic gym leader shoot, I hope you like them! The fouth one I thought my face expression was a little silly, but still interesting...not sure what is it saying.

I love the last one :)

Ostara Plant Stream

Second Pokemon Violet Patreon Only Stream!

Live now :)

Song Shares for 3/15 Stream!

Tomorrow at 12pm ET we will have a Pokemon Violet, community music shares and discussion, and learning about Bonsai trees together! Please drop the title and artist/band name of up to three songs you'd like to share with us in the comments so I can have them cued up for tomorrow's song share. Hope to see you at the stream!

Patreon Hangout Stream on 1/31/23

We will test out our cosplay for next month's photoshoot, try Pokemon Violet out for the first time, and then listen to music and draw :)

Is there any music you'd like to share? Drop a song below or bring one to stream so we can listen to it together.

A special thank you to Chloe for getting us Pokemon Violet! I cannot wait to try it<3

Celeste Bonus Photos

Hope you enjoy this first attempt both at this character, and at a creative fantasy makeup! This shoot was a lot of fun!

Celeste

"We don't have much time, the sun is quickly approaching."

Celeste
Birthdate: some winter solstice long ago
Gender: nonbinary femme
Pronouns: fae/faer/fem
Species: Celestial Being, considered a deity by some humans
Personality: quiet, firm, knows what fae wants

Nature Reclaims Bonus Photos

Would you come on an adventure with me?

If not on earth, maybe into outer space?

Nature Reclaims

This photoshoot was originally meant to be somewhat Kim Possible inspired and playing more with androgynous fashion, but the space we chose to shoot at took over. I love the colors in this shoot and the wild energy between the plants taking over and the decaying building. The entire process felt like an exploration of this place, its memories, and my own unacknowledged strength I've been discov...

Bonus Witchy Photos

This shoot was from some of my favorite places. I hope you enjoy the beauty of them!

Happy Samhain!

Samhain is a time I feel most comfortable being my most comfortable: witchy and a little dark. This time is a time of acknowledging things to let go and those who have died, and play with those things that scare us.

This year "witch" is the closest to a costume I got, as I mourn my safe haven of my last apartment, I also realize I can always find and create new ones. Beyond destruction, ...

Happy September!

I hope you enjoy your drops this month! Next month we should have a photoshoot and maybe a Patreon only stream from San Diego during my TwitchCon trip.

I'm really happy to see so many people here. Thank you for the support, I'm very grateful.