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Shooting with

The story of how I filmed with Fred.

I wrote to him myself because one of our common acquaintances from the photo party told me "Fred really wants to take a picture of you, but is ashamed to write." Of course, we immediately planned the shooting - we chose the date, studio, shooting style. 

And then the day came .... I slowly gathered everything I needed, went out earlier to ha...

My muse

@assttriid

Next week, I'm finally leaving for my own rental apartment. And for me it is a great joy. 

Yes, I will live now not in the city center, in a not very picturesque place and there will not be so many shops and cafes around .... But finally I will stop feeling like a guest. 

Finally I will sleep in my own bed (instead of sharing it with my sister), I will be ...

Selfportraits

Part 2

For the first time in a long time, I can say that I am in a good mood. The desire to shoot has returned to me - when I wander through the streets of the city I constantly notice beautiful light and interesting locations, now I also pay attention to the deserted locations). I started listening to the music again and swaying my body a little to the rhythm ... it's still awkward to mo...

Shooting with

@elcansky

I'm sorry, but today there will be photos without my thoughts.

My muse

@clementine_mn

Every time when I find conection with a model on the first shoot, I immediately plan the next one. But the sad thing is that nothing special happens on the second shoot and I get upset. It seems that there is more preparation - a special location, well-thought-out references, a model that I know (which is usually not on the first shoot). But the result is worse than the fir...

Selfportraits

Part1 

Analyzing my last self-portrait shoot:

I was sad, I was a little scared, I didn’t want to smile, and I even thought at the very beginning to stop this filming and not suffer. But then I remembered my "ideology" - to be myself, to be in the moment, not to be afraid to expose my feelings. If I am not shy to show my naked body, why am I so afraid to show my feelings and e...

Shooting with

How interesting it is to get acquainted with photographers and artists, to watch how they create, what they say and how they reveal themselves through their work.

I have never met such modest and introverted photographers as @elcansy. And the thing that surprised me the most was that this photographer shoots everything in JPG and shoots only at home. It's brilliant! (I know that not every...

My muse

Before the war, I was lucky to meet and shoot Monica Bellucci)

Okay, okay - this is Angelina) You have no idea how happy I was when I saw her message in my private messages with an offer to work together. After happiness, of course, fear came - but will I be able to, and am I shooting well enough, what if she doesn’t like it, etc.

We planned the shooting for a whole month - we con...

Selfportraits

Thank you all for your support and concern for me!

I made the decision to leave Ukraine for a safer place. Now I'm half way to France. My agent from the gallery will help me recover, do the paperwork and get comfortable for the first time.

I will try to keep shooting.... but since I am in another country with nothing (with me a small suitcase in which there is only my laptop camera ...

I want to make art whitout war

I missed taking pictures. I already dream about how we will get a victory over the Russian army, and together we will reconstruct our cities - we will make them even more beautiful and greener. And in those intervals between laying bricks and painting fences, I'll be filming - filming myself, filming others, filming love.

Glory to Ukraine!

Sorry but today without nudes

This will be a long line of my thoughts. Perhaps it will not be of interest to you, since I most likely will not post nude photos for the first time (now it’s not at all up to it). But I want to share my feelings.

The day before X day, I arrived in Odessa - a beautiful southern city of Ukraine by the sea. I came to my friend for her birthday and part-time farewell party (she won a green...

Selfportraits

Everyone knows about what is happening between Russia and Ukraine. All the media are trumpeting this, social networks are overflowing with information from different sides, "sofa wars" are taking place, someone is afraid and collects things to go abroad, someone collects weapons and prepares for war...

I've been afraid of everything all my life. I was afraid to ask a passerby what time it...

My muse

@clementine_mn

In love

Shooting with

@gypsyphotos_

I never looked for friends.

Even as a kid, when you're really young and it's normal to walk up to someone on the playground and say "let's be friends"... even then I didn't do that. I always wanted to do this, but I was extremely shy.

Kindergarten, school, university - all this time someone else initiated communication with me and offered friendship.

I have...

Selfportraits

You have already noticed that I started to shoot a little differently than before. In my pictures there is less and less interior and more and more abstract. I don't know if this is good or bad, but now I'm trying to understand what I want ... I'm a little lost in myself.

I haven’t shot at home for a long time, in apartments - all the time in studios ... Therefore, I’m even a little n...

My muse

@clementine_mn

this series could be better (It could be better in color, volume, sharpness).

But I rented a new camera and started shooting automatically. In the middle of shooting, I realized that I was shooting in jpeg format, and very narrow.

Let's call my stupidity experience. I will definitely never do this again and will check the settings before each shooting...

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@eyegasm.jpeg

Film shots will always be magic for me.

You can't take bad pictures on film. Even if it is illuminated, your eyes will be closed, all blurry due to movement, and even if the film is not rewound by chance and two frames overlap, it will still be fine. It will be atmospheric or unusual!

And even more magical is that you don’t know what happened until you show it....

Selfportraits

I'm starting to feel old

Old not physically but morally... All these new innovations - bitcoins, nft, mining - I really want to understand, but this information is so tightly absorbed into me.

oh, I feel like I'll be taking courses from the youth or asking my nieces to bring me up to date so I can keep up with the world.

P.S  it was the most extreme shooting in...

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@porazhynskaya

My first shoot where the photographer didn't tell me to pull up my toes, pull in my stomach, or fold my fingers nicely. Here Lisa asked me to be an ancient Greek sculpture, an atlas) To be stable, sometimes strong, sometimes soft. I think the end result is what she intended.

How amazing is the human body!

My muse

@happy_hippiegirl

I have always been surprised by the fact that people on social networks position themselves in a completely different way than in real life.

Men who met girls on the Internet will understand) Online you communicate with an insta diva, and when you meet you see an ordinary person (some may not even recognize this girl in life without filters and beautiful poses)

Selfportraits

So I ran into the problem of shooting self-portraits. Not everything that you see and want to really realize when you are both a model and a photographer at the same time.

It would seem how cool it would be to shoot this glass table with water, flowers and a beautiful girl - but 90% of the photos went to the trash bin due to the distortion of the face and soon the uniformity. There was so...

Selfportraits

I feel it's time to fly away somewhere to warm lands, otherwise I will be swallowed up by creative depression.

I have 5 shots not trotted (if not more) ... every time I try to select them and do color correction, I no longer like them. I look at them and understand that something is not right - everything seems to be fine, but not what I wanted.

Selfportraits

This year has been incredible. So many good things in my life have probably not happened for a long time. I allowed myself to do what I really like, allowed to let go of everyone and everything that did not bring joy. I stopped thinking about the opinions of others and began to listen to myself more.

Thanks to everyone who is with me now) I hug everyone tightly and wish that your most sin...

My muse

Part 2 with  @aireenel_2

I will not continue to write odes of love to Ira, you already understand how beautiful she is)

So just enjoy)

Selfportraits

I am always for natural color grading ... But there are days when I want to absorb everything in red like in Gaspar Noe's films. And it is these days

Meet - shooting which is not very typical for me.

Selfportraits

Today I caught my cat in the act.

She tried to hide the traces of the crime - to cover the pillow, on which she ruthlessly relieved herself, with a blanket.

Of course, I was told that women and cats are very vindictive, but I did not think that so.

And this is all due to the fact that I just left for a couple of days in another city without her.

So .... I will give "a ve...

Shooting with

@mihaylova_jpg2

We wanted to shoot with a lamp and a picture - as a result, we shot with a cat)

My muse

Part 1

This is a shooting in which I got a record percentage of successful shots and a lot of positive emotions :)

We had 2 hours in the studio ... and after 25 minutes of our shooting, I realized that I had shot what I wanted. This is how the model and the photographer felt each other and were on the same wavelength) full synergy)

I don’t have enough words to express how co...

Selfportraits

I haven't filmed what I want for almost a month ... There were constant commercial filming in November in which the customer was "always right" - soulless, fake, retouched ideal faces. I'm tired.

It's time to return to myself and my principles. Without embellishment - just the way wwe are.

P.S. bw seria made on medium format

My muse

Shooting with Sveta came out not very successful, but it will be blasphemy if I do not show you how beautiful she is.

Why not the most successful - I was very nervous, because after that I filmed her naked with her husband. And for me this was the first such experience.

sounds like an excuse  ... in general, how it happened - it happened)