Completed all Rewards now :o if I'm not gonna be good to go next month, I'll pause the re-billing thing and relax d; but I'll still do some Art every now and then.
2021-12-21 04:50:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I always wanted to do something like this, my forearms are weak tonight :\ I barely got this done, as you can see with the thicker lineart, I kinda rushed it a bit.
Hopefully they won't be as weak tomorrow as I need to get the last stuff done.
If I can somehow get better by Next Month, I think I'll hold off on the pausing re-billing thing, but it's not looking promising for me :\ but ...
I might have to pause re-billing next Month and take a break because my Anxiety's not taking it easy on me :\ woke up dizzy and my right lower back and right side of my neck is aching so bad, and now my vision's giving me issues too, I'm seeing slight doubling in my vision, I have to squint to focus on things, I just hope whatever it is, is temporary.
I need to take care of myself for awhile...
Might have to go basic with the list again x3 the first version is for the non-anthro fans :v thought I'd just include that... unless everyone's okay with my anthro art? :o
Also I'll probably delay the next month's 'Loot Package' to give myself some time to worry about it.
ALSO: If you want your name not included just let me know :P
So as I was crossing this off my list, I noticed that I was supposed to be doing Outbreak Perfected instead of Sleeper Simulant D: I somehow mixed those two up, so I did some tweaks and I did my best :o I'll do better next time x3 my bad.
2021-12-16 22:59:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Did a little something different here x3 I'm learning how to deal with my anxiety, taking little steps at a time, but I'm able to draw once again :) and that's all I just wanted to be able to do x3
2021-12-16 01:00:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Alrighty, I feel a bit better today :) hope to be even better tomorrow
2021-12-14 22:30:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I felt a little better tonight, so I decided to do something random as a "test" :V but I managed to draw and shade the whole thing, so hopefully that means I'm starting to heal, and that I get better soon :) I have things to do :\
2021-12-14 04:06:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm still not feeling awesome yet, every time I sit on my desk, my chest somehow starts beating fast (not worryingly super fast, mind you) :o plus my hands are still shaking, I was working out 3 days ago so I'm hoping it's just "after workout" stuff :0
And yeah there's a line on the left hand x3
Hm, my chest is feeling heavy so Imma go lie down, so yeah... still not feeling well enough to draw :\ hopefully soon we will see some improvement :)
2021-12-12 07:35:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Thought I'd upload my old Christmas themed art over the years, seeing as I might not get much done this Month :( I don't think my Anxiety issues will improve sooner :(
2021-12-11 12:44:44 +0000 UTC View PostAlright, sorry I'm dealing with my anxiety and I'm late for the 2nd poll x3 this next one only has 2 choices and I think it'll be a bit difficult d;
So it's Exo Stranger and...?
(Also lemme see if I get the Time right this time >.>)
Still not 100% well tonight, cannot keep my nerves steady, but it's nothing serious :) so why don't we take care of the Loot Poll for Next Month now.
Also Patron Art Keywords/Comments have been locked in.
Just a little sketch of alternate colors of my new OC :) also I am not 100% yet :v but I think my caffeine withdrawal is finally dying down :o but it's kinda hard to tell, maybe a few more days should help me :3 I'll work on Rewards first thing when I'm ready.
2021-12-09 00:20:24 +0000 UTC View PostAlrighty, so let's begin the Patron Art Commenting now, get it nice and prepared early, because something came up and I'll be busy for a week-ish, so we might as well take care of it now :) but I am also adding an Anthro character in there too, so read carefully below:
Patron Art Character: Amanda Holliday + Anthro Catgirl, trying something new here :) so maybe Amanda has a "pet" for thi...
Slightly lightheaded today, but I'm feeling a bit better then yesterday :V that's good so far :)
2021-12-05 19:08:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Terrible night last night, but I'll keep that to myself x3 anyways, I'm gonna try to do one every day, but really take my time and rest after :v hope I feel better in 3 days or less :\
2021-12-03 21:57:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I am lightheaded, so Imma upload this and go lie down x3 I hope it doesn't slow me down :o
2021-12-02 22:47:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Alright, I think I'll see if I can get everything prepared early on so I can be ready.
Anyways, I had to deal with a panic attack yesterday morning :\ and I think that was obviously from a lack of sleep, so I'm gonna try to sleep early x3 I'm also theorizing that it could be caffeine withdrawal fueling my Anxiety :V I haven't had caffeine for over 6 days now :) I'm doing good, and they s...
2 Artwork done tonight :o I think I need to go to sleep now x3
2021-12-01 10:51:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Contains:
-2 Artwork
-2 Artwork PNGs
-2 Emotes
-2 Pins/Badges
These were pretty fun to do :) looking forward for Next Year x3
And here's another reminder for Exotic Tier members if youse didn't click on the Berri post, feel free to send me info for your Reward this month.
From Conker's Bad Fur Day, I completely forgot about her x3 I might have some neat ideas for Her & Lola though ;)
Anyhoo, a little Health update, I went to go get checked up, and they say everything's pretty normal :o they gave me some Gravol for my Nausea, and it's actually helping :) and my shakiness was most likely from me assuming the worst, which I tend to do... that I got some ...
Safeguard: "Looks like there's some faults in your configurations Captain, allow me to do some tweaks"
Nyx: " Hey Specs, isn't that the most beautiful sight you've ever seen?"
Specs: "...yeah, whatever.."
Yep, still dizzy but something's helping >.> I'll see if there's some improvements tomorrow x3
Hello ya'll, I am still hella dizzy :\ haven't had any sugar all day, but I'm still lightheaded x3 so It's most likely not completely the sugar's fault :v I'll keep tabs on what I ingest now, so I think I have to postpone the new Tier to next next Month, because I have little confidence that I'll do every reward, plus the 2-character & animation :( with this dizziness.
Update: But If...
I decided to do a character concept of an "Alternate Version" of Failsafe x3 but instead I thought maybe she's my Guardian's Personal Ship AI ;) she's slightly based on my Soul Calibur character crush, Cassandra x)
Also little update on my Health stuff, I think I finally pinpointed the possible cause, and it's Sugar, I think it gives me Vertigo :O been dizzy for almost 5 days straight no...
I decided to try drawing the "stuff" a different way >.> I think I still have some learning to do x3
2021-11-28 05:58:23 +0000 UTC View Post
More Early Access Content :)
I made these so they can be suitable as Wallpapers :V they are as follows:
4K Resolution: 4096 x 2160
High Resolution: 1920 x 1080
Phone: 650 x 1000
Idk how well they will fit, because phones are pretty varied on screen size :V and I had to look up how big 4K was x) I was gonna do 8K too, which was 7680x4320 and I was like :O "yeeeeah, no" x3 ...
I wanted to do a cel-shaded drawing x3 I need to chill with the shading >.> I'm not as satisfied with it as I should be d; also this is an early access piece :) I'm making future posts early access now :V
Anyhoo, I need to watch what I drink because I almost had another anxiety attack tonight :L
really stinks that stuff I like is doing this D; lol but it's for my own good x3
2021-11-26 10:55:51 +0000 UTC
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"It's time for your feeding~"
I'm making new Art early access here on Patreon soon :V maybe 3 days early d;
