** Phwaaaarrr. What a fucking week. Surgery talk ahead.
I AIN'T GOT NO BALLS NO MORE. Everything is bruised and fucked up and in pain and holy shit. On the plus side, I am no longer taking cyproterone, plus my chronic pain is gone and my goodness is it making a difference to my mental health. Actually, there's been such an improvement to my mental health that it's hurting m...
2020-12-15 00:09:00 +0000 UTC View PostDidn't expect that Gauntlette chapter, did ya! Hehe, I scheduled it for the estimated time I'd be getting sliced and diced and got it right on the money.
Anyway, surgery went fine, I have been de-nutted and my pain seems to be receding very quickly. Honestly the whole experience was so so so nice. Everyone in the hospital was lovely, from the nurses being very good about my pronouns and n...
2020-12-09 06:53:06 +0000 UTC View Post** So, this is scheduled to come out on the day of my surgery. Hope you all uh... enjoy? the chapter. I should be making a post after it's over. You know, whenever I'm awake and lucid. Stay safe everyone and thank you so much for your support!
Also, updates might be spotty until I'm mobile again, never managed to get the money together to buy myself a laptop to type in bed so yeah. Stupid...
2020-12-09 00:08:00 +0000 UTC View Post** Awoooooooooooooooooo less than a week til surgery! **
We entered the rec room slowly, me behind Cerri due to the intense anxiety that was threatening to swallow me whole. God, I was so scared the others wouldn’t accept me. I mean, I know that Cerri’s friends would be chill, but my own? They didn’t even know about Cerri, let alone me.
“What happened to her?” D...
2020-12-03 12:09:37 +0000 UTC View Post** Awoooooo **
“What happens to my body?” I asked Cerri as we lazed around in our little pillow fort.
“You can just abandon if you want, but I’d suggest selling it if you have no special attachment to it,” she told me. I lost track of what she’d said for a moment, needing to replay it in my head to fully understand. This wasn’t because of what she’d said, ...
2020-12-02 00:08:27 +0000 UTC View Post** New flatmates moving in tomorrow, surgery in a little over a week. Things are hectic in my life right now, so I'm not sure how active I'll be for a while. Hope that's okay and stuffs. I'll see what I can do though. Anyway, enjoy the chapter! **
“Wait, I take it back!” I blurted as a terrifying thought occurred to me. “How does it actually work? Digitization, I mean. Wi...
2020-11-30 11:54:03 +0000 UTC View Post** Warning, resolute decisions ahead! **
I woke the next morning with a searing headache that had me curling into a protective ball. For a moment I couldn’t figure out where I was, or even who exactly I was. Then it all came back, my absolute meltdown last night and everything associated with it.
Despite the heat radiating off the outbound reactor cooling pipes, a shive...
2020-11-30 00:45:00 +0000 UTC View Post** Warning, dysphoria ahead. **
I spent a long week in the bowels of our ship making sure all our wiring was actually functional. We really didn’t want a repeat of the ordeal with the turret.
I found a few areas where the wiring looked a little dodgy, so to be sure I just replaced it all with much more robust wiring. I swear, once I was done with this ship it wouldn’t...
2020-11-29 23:44:43 +0000 UTC View PostLife slowly began to stabilise in Maine, with the state governor declaring that things were fine and everyone should get back to work. The usual messaging really.
He wasn’t necessarily wrong though, apart from a few isolated incidents, nothing too wild had happened. A bunch of people got some interesting new features added to their bodies, the general landscape of the state had gained a...
2020-11-29 00:09:00 +0000 UTC View Post** Gosh, I'm so glad I can make a living doing this. Thank you so much everyone!! Going to have to use most of my paycheck to buy new stuff for my apartment though Q.Q. My current roommates are moving out and most of the shit around the place was theirs. Won't even have plates! **
“Why are you helping me anyway?” I asked Saoirse once my excitement had died down a little. ...
2020-11-27 00:09:00 +0000 UTC View Post** Seriously loving this story right now. So fun! **
“Ah… that,” I winced, looking away sheepishly.
“Hey, don’t give me that look,” Saoirse giggled, nudging my shoulder with her snout. “You’re a hero!”
“Wait, I am?” I asked, turning back to her in surprise.
“Yeah?” she said, like I was asking a stupid question. “You released all the...
2020-11-25 00:07:00 +0000 UTC View Post** Nuthin to say. Veryyy tired. Hope you all have a good day :) **
Eva and her mother went home the next morning, with the promise that Eva and I could hang out again soon. I really hoped that our parents kept that promise, but I wasn’t hopeful. My mother was a bit of a flake.
School was cancelled for the foreseeable future while the world figured itself out, with stran...
2020-11-23 00:08:00 +0000 UTC View Post** Hiiii. Surgery on the 9th, hopefully coming out the other side of it with my damaged nerves no longer sending me constant pain. Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
EDIT: Craaaaaaaap, I meant for this to go out on the scheduled time! I forgot to hit the schedule button and instead just posted it!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa **
Bassi and I walked into the Coclot Pathfinde...
2020-11-20 07:54:44 +0000 UTC View Post** Awooo. So sleeeepy. Mow. **
Eva was in my bed.
That particular fact had my thoughts ricocheting around inside my skull as I lay there next to her, scattered and unfocused. My large queen sized bed was pressed against the wall opposite the door, the main window above our feet at the end of the bed. The window was shut, blinds down and curtains pulled, of course, but nor...
2020-11-19 00:06:01 +0000 UTC View Post** Heyyyy everyone! I'd really appreciate it if you could drop a 5 star rating on the public version of this story over on scribblehub. It will probably get a lot of hate for being "leftist propaganda" etc, so yeah, help combating the inevitable 1 star ratings that salty white supremacists give it woul...
2020-11-17 00:08:00 +0000 UTC View Post** Hello yes, random inspiration made me get out of bed at 1am to write all this. 2 hours later and I have a chapter. Hope you enjoy it, I'm going to sleep. Oh, there's probably going to be typos but like... yeah. Sorry. Mow. **
Our first salvo missed entirely, but that was to be expected. Space was big and the ships that traversed it were fast, nothing was going to connect at ...
2020-11-15 13:56:22 +0000 UTC View PostAs you all know, I find it nearly impossible to make myself stop writing entirely. I am going to just calm down a little though, write a little gauntlette here, a little DG there, but I'm not going to throw out a chapter every other day. Few reasons for this, but the biggest one is that I need to destress a little. The pressure of needing to keep up with Trouble and Ryn did a little number on m...
2020-11-10 10:54:25 +0000 UTC View Post** mow. **
"Look at you," Eva whispered excitedly, having dragged me up to my room in like two seconds flat. She'd been my friend since forever, she knew where it was.
"Yeah," I laughed, scratching awkwardly behind one of my long ears. "It's been interesting."
"The world has gone crazy," she grinned, wandering over to sit on my bed. "2020 is nuts."
I followed ...
2020-11-07 09:50:06 +0000 UTC View Post** BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNKKKKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS *****************************
I stared down at my phone and deleted my reply to Eva yet again. How the hell did I even tell her? One of my best friends, certainly my closest friend on an emotional level and here I was, stuck.
Eva: Itiasssss? Please reply, ...
2020-11-07 01:34:09 +0000 UTC View Post** AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love writing these chapters. Every time, makes me so happy. Goshness greatness mow. Awooooo!!! **
I woke slowly, not because I felt groggy or anything, but because I felt incredible. You know those Saturday mornings when you know that you don’t have to do anything that day? When your bed is so soft and warm, and you feel so ...
2020-11-06 01:56:56 +0000 UTC View Post** Finally finishing off the intro section of the story! This feels like how long it took to get to chapter 9 of Ryn. Blah! I hope you all enjoy it, thank you sooooooooooo much for supporting me. Also hope this helps take everyone's minds off "things". See you all next chapter! **
I slammed back into my mortal body with a startled gasp and bolted upright, staring around myself ...
2020-11-05 09:18:02 +0000 UTC View Post** NGL, it's excruciating having to get through all of this story intro bullshit. There's so much I want to write but I have to like, set the scene and stuff! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Mow. Hope you enjoy the chappie xP **
Rather than heading into the huge courtyard beyond the gates of the acropolis, we took a left into an ancient greek style temple looking place...
2020-11-03 12:02:18 +0000 UTC View Post** My imagination is running rampant with this one, holy moly! Hope you enjoy it! **
“Oh, I always forget how energetic foxes are,” the white dryad mused, watching me scrabble around on the ground trying to get a good look at myself.
“Well, this is the first damned time I’ve been a fox, okay? So just chill for a second while I deal with this,” I exclaim...
2020-11-02 11:38:48 +0000 UTC View Post** Okay, I know I said I was proud of the last chapter.. but this one... this one..... oh my goodness. I am soooo excited to see what you all think of this chapter. Awooooooooooooo. Gosh. Enjoy! Thank you so osososososoooooooo much for being my patrons you beautiful people!! **
Strangely, a side door to the church was cracked open slightly, but I wasn’t going to look a gift h...
2020-10-31 11:44:21 +0000 UTC View Post** I actually took quite a bit of care with this chapter, and I'm a lil proud of it. I hope you all enjoy it! For those in the discord server, I've added a role to get discord pings when a chapter goes live. Also note, this story will be going up on scribblehub when Ishi finishes the cover for it. Thanks everyone! <3**
Several tense seconds followed my proclamation as people...
2020-10-30 11:26:33 +0000 UTC View PostMy fingers grasped the fabric of space, tangling through and around it as though I were threading them through a lover’s hair. Not that I knew what that was like, I’d never dated anyone, but I’d imagined it on more than one occasion. Bright, shining hair. Soft to the touch and silky like—
Anyway, back to magic... It would only take a moment, a snippet in time before I had a firm g...
2020-10-28 12:06:20 +0000 UTC View Post** So, reworked things a little with this story and I'm excited to get stuck in.
First off though, I'm putting Trouble and Ryn on hiatus, as I'm starting to think of writing those stories as a chore, and I really don't want to end up hating them like I did with pellan. The stress of having them hanging over my head was stifling the enjoyment I get from writing.
So, I'm going to be f...
2020-10-28 12:05:49 +0000 UTC View Post** Hello everyone! Don't have much to say really, other than I hope everyone is doing okay and I hope you all enjoy the chapter. Thanks! **
Another day, another retro TV show marathon. It’d been a week since Roger decided we’d go and get a job that wasn’t just flying shit from point A to point B, and my goodness were the pickings thin out here.
See, much like out in...
2020-10-26 11:01:40 +0000 UTC View Post** Awooooooooo. Got it done!!! Okay so... I'll probably write until chapter 100, then focus on a different story. Digital Galaxies is just... it's calling to me, and I'm so excited to finally flesh out some story elements from Trouble that I can't pick up in Trouble itself. **
We found Troy acting as a translator for the obrec as they haggled with some of the university staff o...
2020-10-26 00:05:01 +0000 UTC View Post** Honestly didn't think I'd get this done on time, but here we are! Hope you enjoy it! **
“Catherine, huh?” I asked slowly, rolling the name around on my tongue as I stared down at the smaller girl. “Yeah, I reckon it fits you pretty damned well actually. Pretty too, but with some interesting connotations. Catherine sounds like a pretty girl who is startlingly intelligen...
2020-10-24 00:05:01 +0000 UTC View Post