Here's the first picture from the Pokemon photo shoot I did with Phirebrand. More are coming, some will be turned into posters for public consumption, and one will be this month's postcard for those of you who donate at that level.
2016-08-08 21:44:04 +0000 UTC
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Lions - Tones on Tail
Sunglasses at Night - Corey Hart
Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode
Blue Monday - New Order
Tainted Love - Soft Cell
Shout - Tears for Fears
Red Right Hand - Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds
This Charming Man - The Smiths (Luis Leon Remix)
Killing Moon - Echo and the Bunnymen (Sendas Remix)
Just Like Heaven - The Cure
Sentin...
2016-08-04 08:53:59 +0000 UTC
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Fortunately the wonderful Phirebrand Arts was there to catch it. This is a Patreon-Exclusive photo. Thanks for supporting me and my art!
2016-08-03 21:52:00 +0000 UTC
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So there is a Pokestop that I can hit from my office during the day. Pokestops reset every 5 minutes, so I have started setting a five minute timer on my browser. This has an unforeseen side effect where, because I have to stop what I'm doing and change tabs to turn it off, it pulls me out of a lot of distracting behavior. Scrolling mindlessly on facebook? Can't do it for more than ...
2016-08-02 22:20:50 +0000 UTC
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Meow! This photo was taken by Estelia Photography and will be published by Cynical Fashion . There's a censored version on facebook, but for you wonderful Patron donors I wanted to share the original. You can purchase a co...
2016-08-01 21:43:24 +0000 UTC
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Before and after of tonight's makeup. I actually recorded my putting it on (while also eating my dinner) and if I ever get around to editing it I will post it up on here!
Makeup is a very calming thing for me. It helps me gather up my strength for being in public and is a very focused task that I can easily lose myself into. It's great for soothing anxiety but awful on the wallet. ;)
2016-07-29 07:31:07 +0000 UTC
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Starting this at 1:45, just gonna keep a running tab of what's on my plate today. Already met with a photographer for lunch to discuss his ideas about a shoot promoting the idea of normalizing body positivity and kink, so soon I might be posting up some behind the scenes stuff with me naked and covered in candle wax! Then I made sure the notes from last night's Fetish Multifarium meeting actu...
2016-07-26 23:40:07 +0000 UTC
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Tonight I'm doing much better. Just slayed it at a birthday show and now I'm going to actually make it in the door of the Anti Block Party.
2016-07-24 06:20:54 +0000 UTC
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This is one of those "before and after a panic attack" comparisons.
The pic on the left is me backstage earlier tonight. The pic on the right is me in my car after a panic attack. To be honest, they don't seem like the same girl.
I am ok. I am safe and I am with someone who cares enough about me to make sure that I will get food and aftercare and into bed. Having so many performances tonight was ...
2016-07-23 08:02:15 +0000 UTC
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Here's some behind the scenes stuff for you. I've used a number of "to-do list" systems over the years. I'm a big fan of lists - it's incredibly satisfying to cross something off, and for a long time I just carried a notebook with me everywhere. At the start of each day I would come up with 10-15 things I wanted to get done ranging from "send email to" to huge things like "finish poster". It felt ...
2016-07-19 23:51:07 +0000 UTC
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I've got something sweet coming for all of my wonderful Patreon donors this week. :)
2016-07-18 21:44:36 +0000 UTC
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Here's a behind the scenes picture from the set that is going to be released in the next few days. This is what I look like between poses and the most technically unflattering ever.
2016-07-16 22:21:30 +0000 UTC
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[ ] Find Charity
[ x ] Create Event Page
[ x ] Create poster
[ ] Create Act Submission/Tech Form (and don't forget to ask for emails this time)
[ ] Email poster to venue for their in-house printing
[ ] Print Posters
[ ] Find relevant links, images and post them in the even...
2016-07-13 10:19:10 +0000 UTC
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Nor have I posted on here in a few days. So, here ya go! An as-yet-unreleased photo from a shoot I did with Danny Brown Photography. Tomorrow I'm hoping to type up a "History of The Cabaret of Evil" post. Hope everyone's having a great Monday!
2016-07-12 00:39:51 +0000 UTC
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Some of you know what the necklace I wear represents.
Two years ago today, I had to put down my beloved cat Astra. She was my companion for 15 years. My first kitty. My baby.
I read somewhere that it's sometimes harder to mourn a pet than a person because animals love us unconditionally. It's easy to remember the flaws of humans. That fucking cat was a firecracker. She could hunt like no other. ...
2016-07-09 20:12:12 +0000 UTC
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Tainted Love/ Where Did Our Love Go - Soft Cell
Cry Little Sister - G Tom Mac
Stigmata Martyr - Bauhaus
Devil - Gothic Girls
Stripped - Shiny Toy Guns
Night - John Carpenter (Zola Jesus and Dean Hurley Remix)
Madness - Muse (Electro Big.Dark Remix)
Shallow Grave - Birthday Massacre
Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
S...
2016-07-07 08:51:02 +0000 UTC
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Lemme tell you about this fucking skirt.
I made 3 different skirts for my fucking Coca-Cola act. The first one just didn't dye right (I posted a photo of that). The second one was slightly too big and the magnets didn't hold. And third just plain fell apart.
So Saturday, on my way to the first show, I stopped by Target and Old Navy to no avail. But then I texted my friend Andi, who works at the ...
2016-07-06 04:34:03 +0000 UTC
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Always Something There to Remind Me - Naked Eyes
Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
This Charming Man - The Smiths (Luis Leon Remix)
GOTH - Sidewalks and Skeletons
Kill the Lights - Birthday Massacre
Killing Moon - Echo and the Bunnymen (Sendas Espiralas Remix
Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode
Kathy’s Song - Apoptygma Berzerk (Victoria remix by VNV Na...
2016-07-05 06:27:21 +0000 UTC
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Tonight I'm off to DJ a spooky Lovecraftian event in Seattle. So about an hour and a half ago I set about to straighten my hair, watch a few YouTube videos on "TradGoth Makeup", then went about applying said makeup. I'm glad I set aside time to get this done, because I had to completely wipe clean my eyes and redo them at least once. It occurs to me too late that my only current foundations are fo...
2016-07-04 02:25:41 +0000 UTC
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Tonight is 'Murica, the first of two 4th of July themed shows I'm doing this week. I'm brushing off an old act and was going to dye a cute skirt I found red to be a Coca Cola girl. Unfortunately, the dye didn't produce the color I want so now I get to go to Joanns and buy fabric to just make one! Wheee. Also on my to do list is get my Brows waxed (ouch) and pick up Ice Cream (yay!). Mental note to...
2016-07-02 20:03:32 +0000 UTC
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I can't share this picture on facebook because the dreaded female nipple is exposed (*GASP!*). Sorry folks, looks like this picture is just for you. Thanks for subscribing to my Patreon. :)
Photography and dress by
Bismuth Clothing Co
2016-07-01 22:06:32 +0000 UTC
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Have I mentioned yet how much I love Bismuth? Last year for the SEAF Seduction Party, I told Tuesday (the lady behind the clothes) that I wanted to be "In Charge" for Halloween and she made me a phenomenal strap dress with a pentagram harness in front. That dress sparked a whole series that she sells, ranging from club dresses to just the harnesses. Some of you remember I posted some behind-the-sc...
2016-06-29 00:29:55 +0000 UTC
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It's 1 AM and I just had the realization that once a month I spend money on getting my nails done rather than having my lady-bits waxed because it's much easier to work around having unkempt bush/only dealing with the pain of razorburn when it is worth my time than to work around messy or chipped nails.
Not saying this is good or bad, just a epiphany I had.
Back to work I go! I've got a first dr...
2016-06-28 08:05:54 +0000 UTC
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I'm totally not ready for Pride.
Do I march with the Goths or the Burlesque people? What about some third option that I don't know exists yet?
The fuck should I wear?
I need to get posters for the show on Sunday. Then I need to walk around Cap Hill and post them.
Fuck, I need to get tech notes together for Sunday.
Fuck! I need to do the online promo for today for Sunday.
FUCK! I need to make s...
2016-06-24 23:10:39 +0000 UTC
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1337 - SemTex
Hoodie Ninja - MC Chris
Mountain Range (TalTal Heights Remix) - DJ Cutman
Sonic (Green Hill Zone Remix)
Self Destruct - Pegboard Nerds
Zelda - Lostwoods Remix
Cakestep (Dirty Portal Dubstep)
Megaman 2 Dubstep (Crazy Sound Remix)
Wubalubadubdub!
Pokemon Theme (Extended Remix) - Toni Leys
B...
2016-06-23 08:55:43 +0000 UTC
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Tomorrow I'm going to post a cute and sexy selfie. It will be essentially a preview/promotional image for next month's Patreon-exclusive images. Tonight we did the shoot itself, and it was fun but it was also a lot of hard work. My day started with a process of self maintenance that goes into such shoots. Once I heard the advice "groom like it's your honeymoon" in reference to models before a shoo...
2016-06-22 07:59:43 +0000 UTC
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It's Anna's birthday! For three years in a row, I've performed at her birthday party and it's always AWESOME! She's a super rad person and I'm always happy to see her and it makes me extra happy to be a part of her celebrations. She was one of the first people to sign up for my Patreon and definitely deserves all the booty.
2016-06-19 06:23:15 +0000 UTC
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Aaand here's some Patreon-exclusive, NSFW behind the scenes selfies of me in a harness and a bathtub.
2016-06-15 23:41:00 +0000 UTC
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There's so much I want to talk about and so much I need to talk about - Orlando, Portland, Columbia City Theater, my own emotional health, the list goes on. But I'm already overwhelmed with my to do list and currently at a product shoot for Bismuth Clothing Co so as a placeholder (because I tell myself I have to post *something*), here are some pictures of me behind the scenes doing that. I promis...
2016-06-15 22:53:27 +0000 UTC
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No set list from last night because it was all request and DJ Jades did most of the actual spinning.
So let's take a moment and appreciate this man. He has been with me since the start of my career as Morgue Anne. While our relationship has evolved into many different forms over the years, we've always worked great together and maintained a working relationship. He is the one who taught me how to...
2016-06-10 00:16:14 +0000 UTC
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