MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 19: Near Death (S)Experience
I walked into a white room; the space was very hard to describe.
Everything was white. The floor, the walls, the ceiling…
So much that it was hard to differentiate the top from the bottom, where the room ended and where it started, to understand whether I was actually walking or not.
...
2023-08-22 10:00:02 +0000 UTC
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[A little warning before you start reading. Just like the previous chapters 18 in the "My First Year..." trilogy, this chapter is a heavy one. The end of this post contains scenes of graphic violence. If this is not something you would like to read, you can skip the few last paragraphs. See you next week to learn more about the consequences of the events occuring in this chapter!]
2023-08-15 10:00:03 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 17: Triple threat
I am not proud to admit it but when Carlos came in, I was a bit starstruck.
I had been watching his content for months, – I bet I was one of his very first subscribers -, and recently, I had dived even deeper (pun intended) in his filmography. And what a filmography that was!
“Carlos VS 4 big juicy ...
2023-08-08 10:00:02 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 16: Adult Male Performer of the year
Jasper did not ask me for anything, but I felt like it was only right to quit my job.
He had done so much to help me keep it, but now, I could see how miserable he was when we were taking on the same shifts.
We would small talk but it was not the same as before, and any time I tried t...
2023-08-01 10:00:04 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 15: Jasper does not love everybody
Six months after getting out of prison, my life had taken another unexpected turn.
Janice and I had moved in together in a small apartment downtown, and since I thought it was only fair to leave her the single bedroom, I was sleeping on the couch in our living-room.
It might not sound l...
2023-07-25 10:00:05 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 14: Greek Fever
Mykonos... Greek ephebes wandering around in revealing bathing trunks, showing-off on Europe's most beautiful (and open-minded) beaches. In short: the gay Heaven!
I had heard so much about that place, but although it was tempting, I had never seriously considered going. Europe was expansive and my life had been...
2023-07-18 10:00:04 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 13: Under the mask
As you are about to read this chapter, I must warn you, dear reader… If you thought the tale was pretty tame so far, buckle-up, because the ride is about to get bumpy!
Sometimes you watch a ridiculous soap-opera on TV, and sometimes, you just live in it.
There was a silver lining to the mess I was in...
2023-07-11 10:01:01 +0000 UTC
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RYAN EXHIBITIONIST'S LIFE

PART III: Experimenting with exhibitionism: crossing boundaries
What is the saying again? “Once you go black, you never go back”? I do have to concur.
Once you go visit the black saunas, you never go back!
2023-07-04 10:00:03 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 12: The 21 days fight
Day 1
“He’s coming!” Janice pressed me.
“What?”
“Austin! He’s coming out of the lobby, he’s walking towards us. What should we do?”
I was freaking out.
“Nothing. We do nothing, Jan. I need to think.”
Since how long had he been g...
2023-06-27 10:00:04 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 11: The Reunion
The “early thirties” stage of a man’s life is widely underrated. Look-wise, I mean.
Martin was far from being the only one looking better than ever!
The 32 years old version of Henry, who joined us at the bar of the hotel’s lobby shortly after our arrival, looked gorgeous in his fancy Hugo Boss su...
2023-06-20 10:00:05 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 10: The Mile-High Club
A couple of weeks had passed since my brother had left and since Austin and I had the place back for ourselves.
Still, I had no idea of what had happened to Austin’s mom.
Every time the subject would come up (usually from me), Austin would get uncomfortable and we would end-up having sex to avoid...
2023-06-13 10:01:01 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 9: The party
I jumped from the couch as if I was doing something wrong with my older brother.
Was I?
No, we were just talking. Right?
“Austin… I was… Hi! I mean, I did not know you were coming back tonight.”
“I was not sure about the flight I would eventually take, so I thought I could surprise you....
2023-06-06 10:00:05 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 8: Brotherly Bond (Part II)
Welcoming Ryan home was a breath of fresh air.
I needed some distraction from Austin’s absence and Ryan definitely needed some time off, away from the kids.
He appeared on my doorstep, all sweaty from his trip, wearing a summer blue shirt with short sleeves, and some light brown shorts. My b...
2023-05-30 16:23:51 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 7: Batman and Robin
Austin boarded in the earliest plane for the East-Coast the next day.
He barely had any sleep and neither did I.
Austin did not want to talk about what was happening, and I respected that. I was worried for his mother, for him… For us too.
We had been together for just a couple of months; we w...
2023-05-23 10:00:05 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 6: The Man Cave
I was massaging my man’s body with scented (and consumable!) oils. Austin was lying on his stomach, looking amazing as usual.
I took care of his neck and his broad shoulders first. I rubbed his biceps. They made me feel so secure.
His back, next. Muscular and strong. I went in deep to make him feel good...
2023-05-16 10:00:03 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 5: Drive safe
The weeks following our “fight” with Austin turned out to be some of the best we had ever spent together. Who knew that talking things out could actually improve your relationship?
To make it simple, we were constantly having sex.
It did not take us very long to fuck in every corner of our small apartme...
2023-05-09 10:00:02 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 4: The dinner
I barely wiped the cum off my face and I left Ralph’s place in a hurry, my hard-on still raging on in my pants.
“I’m coming.” I texted Austin.
Bad choice of words, I guess.
It was not such a big deal but I did not want to be late simply because I did not want to explain to Austin why I was lat...
2023-05-02 10:00:02 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 3: The Nine Inches King
“Don’t you ever wear clothes?!”
Ralph had just opened the door to his small apartment. It was situated in an old building in a sleazy part of the town.
The ex-bodybuilder was not naked but he was not really dressed either. Who greets someone coming to their place in only loose underwear with...
2023-04-17 20:17:53 +0000 UTC
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MY FIRST YEAR WITH AUSTIN
Chapter 2: The honeymoon phase
The first morning waking-up in my new apartment could not have gone any better. Some rays of sunshine on my face, an odour of bacon and eggs, and a naked Austin bringing me breakfast in bed.
Did I mention that my boyfriend looked stunning?
Ok, I know, I am drooling over Austin’s body one every tw...
2023-04-11 10:00:02 +0000 UTC
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Tyler is finally ready to commit to a serious relationship when he moves in with his former College crush, Austin. After years of entertaining the idea, it is time for those two to figure it out: is their relationship meant to last?
This story is a sequel to “My First Year in College” and “My First Year in Prison
2023-04-04 10:00:03 +0000 UTC
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RYAN EXHIBITIONIST'S LIFE

PART II: Embracing the exhibitionist’s lifestyle: hot in the sauna
Who would have thought that I would be a frequent (and avid) visitor of gay spas and saunas in my late twenties? Certainly not me!
Before I continue with t...
2022-10-13 11:00:06 +0000 UTC
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For the first time ever, I am going to let you, my dear Patrons, decide of the ending of one of my stories!
I am usually too protective of my characters to do this, but frankly, this is mostly a coward move on my part. I just could not choose myself.
At the end of chapter 23, Tyler is faced with an impossible choice: his hot roommate from college, Austin, or his lover from ...
2022-08-30 17:00:05 +0000 UTC
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My First Year in Prison
Chapter 23: Choose me
312 days. 311 nights. And finally, it was over.
Well, almost. Only a couple hours to go before I could leave those depressing grey walls.
Austin was the one appointed to come get me, Ryan being busy with the kids on the other side of the country.
Austin did not have a home in California yet but he had b...
2022-08-30 11:00:07 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 22: The testimony
“Inmate 328, Tyler Braxton, please come take the stand.”
I was nervous, my armpits were sweating. I did not know the room would be so full of people. Some journalists, some other inmates who were supposed to testify after me or who have just testified, like Ralph, and some closed-ones, families.
Austin, Ryan and Janice were there....
2022-08-23 11:00:06 +0000 UTC
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My First Year in Prison
Chapter 21: Toss my black salad (back to the classics!)
“Ty, I don’t know… My mom cannot sleep since the shooting, knowing I’m stuck in here. I cannot do that to her. My girlfriend is worried sick too. Bro, we’re supposed to get out this hell together, in just three weeks. We cannot rock the boat now.”
Ralph and I were alone...
2022-08-16 11:01:01 +0000 UTC
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My First Year in Prison
Chapter 20: Mourning sex
After the first time that we had sex, Kurtis and I were pretty much fucking like rabbits. Well, I have no idea whether rabbits do fuck all the time, but we definitely were. All the damn time. Everywhere.
I know what you think. How in hell were we able to pull this off in one of the homophobic places on Earth?
2022-08-09 11:01:03 +0000 UTC
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My First Year in Prison
Chapter 19: Death, grief and libido.
Shock.
A lot of things were happening in the following days. Enquiries. Transfers. Fights. The world was spinning around me. People were crying, screaming, breaking down. But I was not there. I had been struck by lightning. Who was still there? Who was dead? Who was sent to ...
2022-08-02 11:01:01 +0000 UTC
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In this spin-off to the “My First Year” trilogy, we get to learn more about Tyler’s big brother Ryan and to explore his wildest sexual fantasies.
Follow Ryan’s journey throughout the years as he finds out more about his exhibitionist tendencies, why he likes showing off so much… and more!
This story is purely ...
2022-07-28 11:01:01 +0000 UTC
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My First Year in Prison
[Warning before you start reading: Just like chapter 18 of My First Year in College, this chapter 18 of My First Year in Prison is plot driven (no sex) and touches on very heavy subjects, such as mass shootings, violence in prison, and drugs. Chapter 19 will of course deal with the consequences of the events described here, bu...
2022-07-26 09:00:05 +0000 UTC
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My First Year in Prison
Chapter 17: To love and to cherish you…
With age, I have learned to always listen to my guts. I have found that those were always right.
The day of Xander’s wedding, my morning literally started with multiple pukes in our (disgusting) shared toilets. That should have been a clear sign.
For the first time in months, we had been...
2022-07-19 11:01:01 +0000 UTC
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