$1+ Early Access - NUDES! EXPOSING MYSELF
Added 2017-03-02 20:00:00 +0000 UTCHey Guys!
I know this is coming out of nowhere, and it's absolutely crazy, but I have decided to own up to the ONE LIE I've told you guys... saying that those terrible Muscle Tease nudes are fake.
Please watch the video, and I hope you can understand and forgive me. I am so happy that Pekka, most of you know him, my Twitch mod, friend, and long-time supporter brought it up recently and inspired me to FINALLY own up to it. I honestly feel so much better now. I HATE lying to anyone I care about for any reason. It's more stress than it's worth, and it's not what you deserve.
I lied, I made a hige mistake (in both doing that shoot and lying about it, as well as keeping up the lie) and I promise to never do anything like thhat again... and I never have otherwise.
To repent... Attached are nudes from the only real fully nude shoot I ever did (the submission to Playboy I decided to recind later) and a few others I took for fun with photographers I've trusted not to leak them. They are attached to this post!
I hope this helps you forgive me. I wanted this video and the nudes to go to you first, before I make them public on Saturday.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask! I am an open book, and I want you to feel comfortable trusting me again. I am so sorry!
I LOVE YOU!
Tara <3
ps. The "Few Others" zip file will be for Patrons only, and will not be on the free post. :)
Comments
I support you and understand you. It's your life and you have the decision of what part of that life you want to share.
Jose Villegas
2017-03-12 00:51:00 +0000 UTCI love you so much. Seeing how you are able to deal with this, even if you know you are probably going to get some hate, is amazing. I understand why you have to lie about this, and I admire you to tell the truth now and to seem so comfortable about it! Xxxxx
stephpoupart
2017-03-06 18:36:11 +0000 UTCWow! After watching the video I can really see how much this bothered you. I hope that you are able to put qyour mind at ease now. Imho (which doesn't really matter but imma say it anyways) I don't think that an apology was warranted due to the whole business aspect thingy. I don't understand the mentality behind "if they have nude photos of themselves published, we can't use them to advertise our brand". To me that's exceedingly limiting in a creativity aspect. Anywho, we'll always be here supporting you Ms. Babcock! However I am disappointed in myself for rushing to look at the images (which are damn good!), because now I can't use my imagination to visualize you naked anymore ππππ. Live long and prosper greatly Ms. Babcock!
Jonathan Spencer
2017-03-06 12:26:23 +0000 UTCDoes LMT stand for "Little Miss Tara"?
Jonathan Spencer
2017-03-06 10:52:10 +0000 UTCSucks so much to see you in pain over having lied for so long. Glad that you've finally found relief. (HUG) and may your future be guilt free.
James Downs
2017-03-06 07:04:07 +0000 UTCI understand why you did what you did 100% I'll always support you :)
Kyle Ellison
2017-03-05 22:58:55 +0000 UTCI completely understand, Goddess Tara. Thank You for being honest with us and for being so brave and fearlessly Yourself. You are truly the best person. I am not just saying that phrase loosely. You honestly are the absolute best person. I am here for You and I still love You and Your beyond awesome and beyond perfect content that You share with us, Goddess Tara. Thank You so much...~ (One thing that I will say as an opinion with which You can take however You would like to do so, I dislike Your use of the word "gay" as something that is negative in this video. I know that is semi-unrelated (related to the video itself, but not necessarily related to its subject matter). However, I feel as though I would be remiss if I did not state my discomfort with that one situation. Otherwise, I absolutely adore and admire You and all of Your content that You share with us, including this video, Goddess Tara.) ^_^ <3
Corey Andrew Wright
2017-03-05 06:01:06 +0000 UTCHeh, I always thought they were too good to be fake photos, and I just figured you wanted to protect your modelling career with saying they are fake :) It's okay <3 *hug*
missrebecca
2017-03-04 11:17:22 +0000 UTCmy opinion is that you still Rock regardless! not to mention your integrity is what is most important to you, if you don't have that, you are nothing.... So good for you! :)
m00gle
2017-03-04 06:59:55 +0000 UTCIt's understandable. You have your Image and Rep to protect, that and i"m sure you didn't want Us (the fans) Plus the people you really care for to think any less of you.
m00gle
2017-03-04 06:52:23 +0000 UTCHi Tara, we all have things we have done that we have done in the past we don't want others to know plus don't expect you to talk about all aspects of your life. Everyone has a past so just keep moving forward and being your awsome self. Your fucking awsome πππ€‘
Michael Vassou
2017-03-04 04:57:17 +0000 UTCI love you Tara! It's ok I would never think less of you for something like this.
Quinn Reed
2017-03-04 04:30:27 +0000 UTCLove you!!!!
Garrett Uchiha
2017-03-04 03:29:14 +0000 UTCyeah i didnt even know about any of this crap. i honestly just watch your gaming video and patreon stuff. like others prob said already. doesn't really matter, but i just hope you feel unburden by this and can move forward. wish you nothing but the best
Raul T
2017-03-04 03:07:14 +0000 UTCThank you so much!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-04 01:24:37 +0000 UTCThank you, Zaki! I am so glad to see you are still in support of me, or at least some things I do despite our conversations in the past (and me being so behind on bikini vlogs.) I am also glad to hear you and others call it "heartfelt." I am so bad at that kind of thing, and it always feels like I am not showing you all how I feel through my actions. I guess I've never been good at tear-jerking, or even feeling sorry for myself. I just wanted to FINALLY be honest and never again feel like I am not giving my content, and you guys 110%. As much as I hate to use an illogical percentage, it really is what I want to strive for. :) Thank you, again!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-04 01:23:46 +0000 UTCAww, really? I am so glad to hear that, especially from you. You can be a hard ass, but a wise ass, too. In both meanings. :P
Tara Babcock
2017-03-04 01:20:47 +0000 UTCI am so glad you feel that way!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-04 01:20:03 +0000 UTCAww, thank you!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-04 01:19:42 +0000 UTCI think the not shooting first-time nudes is a good idea. I've never really thought about it from a photographer standpoint, but I definitely think the hassle of someone changing their minds about nudes, or deciding to use them anyway because you have the release is a huge moral vs business argument. As I stated in the vid, I think the dude was within his rights and I made some huge anti-Tara mistakes, but it still feels very much like a shitty person thing to do, especially if he won't even take reimbursement with interest on what he paid for them.
Tara Babcock
2017-03-04 01:19:28 +0000 UTCPlease never apologize for nudes.
Zach Tank
2017-03-03 21:04:53 +0000 UTCI want to thank you for being so honest with us. I don't see what you did as wrong because from a business standpoint it makes sense. I appreciate your honesty, it completely overwrote the lying to us part, in my opinion. This isn't going to effect my opinion of you or the content you make. If anything, it makes me enjoy it even more. We've all told lies before. I will continue to watch your content and support you in any way possible.β€β€β€
Jordan LeCLair
2017-03-03 16:57:39 +0000 UTCDoesn't change the way I think of you what so ever and I hope others feel the same.
FrankLovesPizza
2017-03-03 15:26:41 +0000 UTCI don't see why this would be an issue, like you lied for a long time about this ok, but it's only nudes, they're not the first one we saw on internet and they're not the last we're going to see. Plus, I love the Playboy ones, i wanna try to understand why it would be a problem today but really I don't get it. It was a lie ok but it was one lie, who can honestly say that they never lied about anything. I've done worst, i wish i only had to deal with one lie lol, plus your pictures are cool! The only thing we can blame you for is the fact that you should have listened to yourself instead of just doing the shoot but i don't even want to blame you there because a nice amount of money was involved. Anyway, that was an interesting story and it's probably going to help some people or make them think.
Nick L.Stotch
2017-03-03 14:54:08 +0000 UTCAs a photographer, regardless of the model, the going rate is just less for clothed work.. it isn't that YOU don't do nude, that's fine.. I just find there is a "clothed rate" or "non-nude rate" I just had a shoot literally last week and I love the shots... I got a model release but the difference is I don't shoot "first time nudes"... for the reason you just stated in your video. I will post a shot in the community section ..
The New Kidd
2017-03-03 07:32:57 +0000 UTCPost recent pictures you have nothing to hide now !
Alexandros Paraskeva
2017-03-03 07:29:37 +0000 UTCTara you don't have anything to be sorry about, we all watch you and support you for being you. :)
ArkAngel052
2017-03-03 06:42:27 +0000 UTCTara, you are the most amazing person. We will Love you no matter what. A lot of people or celebrities should be like you. After a while, when there are lie after lie, it's hard to know what's the truth or not. With you we have no doubt that it is true.
Mark Baumgarner
2017-03-03 04:09:32 +0000 UTCBut i still *gave* you the idea to *expose* yourself, so i kinda feel like that baby.
Pekka Laaksonen
2017-03-03 04:06:21 +0000 UTCHow rude! π©π
rubbertongue888
2017-03-03 04:05:48 +0000 UTCShut up shitslave
Pekka Laaksonen
2017-03-03 04:03:12 +0000 UTCLol LMT! Love You! β€β€β€
rubbertongue888
2017-03-03 03:56:26 +0000 UTCWell said. Totally true. I appreciate your openness and honesty Tara.
Richard
2017-03-03 03:55:55 +0000 UTCYou can do no wrong in my eyes :) I really don't feel like you owed us this whatsoever, but, I am glad that it brought you some peace to get it off your shoulders <3 I am sorry you had a bad experience and I hope that if you choose to do another, it will be with an awesome moment for you. I don't think most of us would expect more nudity from you because of this. We simply adore you because you're a unicorn chick. Hot, funny, and well-spoken. You have my support, always. Xoxo, #TaraFanGirl
Melanie
2017-03-03 03:32:30 +0000 UTCWell the fact that you did something you regret just makes you human... It doesn't matter for me that it is nudes... You make mistakes and that is the way you learn... That makes me like you even more, the fact that you came out even though it is a hard topic.
Timur Sultanov
2017-03-03 03:07:57 +0000 UTCThis must have been hard to carry this as long as you have Tara. This monkey on your back. And the run-up to making this vlog must have brought that low feeling at the pit of your stomach. Not constipation mind you. The weight of this on your shoulders and in your mind all this time. The bent back of age can be metaphorical. The burdens we pick up along the way. So after this, one less burden to bother with. "Away with you monkey!" ^_^ I hope young women going into modelling will see this heartfelt vlog, becoming more aware of those potential potholes going into the modeling gig. This vid has a good message. The choices and creeps and consequences. And being honest to yourself. As for nudes, well ancient greek and roman art celebrated nudity, both male and female, masculine and feminine, in reverent wonder to the human form. "A bestowment from God, a work of nature, a boon, a gift that is the human body." So celebrate. And I'm not saying all this in the hopes to see more nudes of Tara Babcock. Nope nope nope. ^_^ Hope you have a good sleep after this Tara. You know you did the right thing. Much hugs and support.
Zaki
2017-03-03 02:48:52 +0000 UTCNo need to apologize as there are some topics we're not ready to express but we're here to support you! Thank you for your tireless work and I hope you'll feel better!
David H
2017-03-03 02:36:43 +0000 UTCOf course! I can always count on you guys! :D
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:27:45 +0000 UTCNo, you! <3
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:27:24 +0000 UTCThank you!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:26:58 +0000 UTCUgh, I am so glad to hear that you understand! :D
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:26:38 +0000 UTCHaha! True!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:26:08 +0000 UTCThe nudes I want released are attached. If you wanna see the garbage, you can search it!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:25:44 +0000 UTCJust fuck already.
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:25:16 +0000 UTCCool :) this took a lot of balls, good job girl
Sheridan Hall
2017-03-03 02:25:15 +0000 UTCThank you so much! :D I am so glad to hear that form you, someone I always consider super rational and supportive. :)
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:24:50 +0000 UTCAww, thank you so much for the support! It makes it so much easier knowing I still have the support and understanding of so many people. I am glad I was able to provide a message, too! That's crazy!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:22:06 +0000 UTCNah, it was my choice!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:21:23 +0000 UTCThank you so much! <3 <3
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:19:44 +0000 UTCYeah, I'm updating the ! commands. :)
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:19:07 +0000 UTCAww, thank you!
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:18:49 +0000 UTCProbably not, but maybe shoots and things in the future, as well as random shots in Model Monday.
Tara Babcock
2017-03-03 02:18:29 +0000 UTCNeat I guess. Can't complain, but I was cool with the nearly nude. Kept up the fantasy y'know. Why see it when you can image it, but tis cool Have a good day
Jason
2017-03-03 01:32:32 +0000 UTCJesus christ girl you are absolutely gorgeous! There is no need to apologize and (not that I am complaining) but you didnt have to share these with us.
Brian schmidt
2017-03-03 01:20:07 +0000 UTCWhile I would love that, It'll just become straight soft core porn instead of a simple tease.
JAV1ERHG
2017-03-03 00:31:18 +0000 UTCTara, as far as I'm concerned you have no need to apologize. The fact that you did, just means you're an even bigger person than I had you imagined you to be. Rock on
Ian
2017-03-03 00:17:48 +0000 UTCNude fan service fridays ? Yay !
ali demirbas
2017-03-03 00:00:49 +0000 UTCfair enough Tara, it takes a lot of confidence to post these. How could anyone be angry with you? You're and amazing woman; who just needs to keep her head up and ignore the hate cause there is a lot more love for you than hate <3
Mills_1125
2017-03-02 23:50:46 +0000 UTCI couldn't agree more, they all look so amazing. ππ€§π
Aaron Carter
2017-03-02 23:43:17 +0000 UTCThat'd be good
Bladez190
2017-03-02 23:32:04 +0000 UTCI am wondering though, does this change what mods tell people on Twitch?
Sheridan Hall
2017-03-02 23:30:09 +0000 UTCNot going to lie, I'm pretty shocked by this information but honestly, I don't care. I completely understand why you lied and if anything I love you more for having the courage to fess up; that must have been hard. I'm sorry you had to deal with that asshole but I'm glad you're ok and I hope from now on you'll feel better about things. You're an awesome woman, don't forget that. :) As for the pictures, wow! They look good but so different! It's crazy how different you look now, but still gorgeous. (I actually prefer now π)
Sheridan Hall
2017-03-02 23:29:45 +0000 UTCVery true I think u would make a great fan service Friday but it is all up to if she wants to do it
harry still
2017-03-02 23:21:54 +0000 UTCIn hindsight it's her choice... But I'd love that aswell π
Gavin
2017-03-02 23:20:26 +0000 UTCI'm speechless π³π΅π
Aaron Carter
2017-03-02 23:03:42 +0000 UTCWhat lie? What is this lie you speak of? It really sucks you had to deal with that prick, perhaps you should have got up and left. You shouldn't feel guilty at all. I don't want to see nudes you are uncomfortable with. You did say you were proud of these nudes. I'm sure you were comfortable. Thank you, Thank you and fucking thank you! The photos are so fucking hot and I am thrilled to have them on my computer. I'm glad you feel sorry for lying but I don't think it's that big of deal. It shows what a great person you are with a huge heart because not only do you feel bad but you feel so much better for telling the truth. I love that you feel better and have this weight lifted off. I'm not hurt or angry, it's nice you are owning up to it now. So fucking what that you lied, so what? If people leave you because of this video then they are not true fans of yours. I don't see a person with lier stamped on her forehead. I see a person owning up to a mistake and I think you should get more supporters for it. I love you Tara! Keep being awesome!
Nathan Mark Chatterton
2017-03-02 22:46:18 +0000 UTCThank you for being honest tara. I much like many of your other patrons don't care that you have or have not done nudes. I am here because I love the work you do, and nothing will change that for me personally. Having taken a look at the photos I must say, damn they are great, but it's not like I'm going to stop supporting you because of this. We are here for ya Tara, and thank you again for telling us.
Ian Welch
2017-03-02 22:46:17 +0000 UTCTara you are awesome alright ^^ I understand that you didn't want to go all out nude in the end and I do appreciate you sharing the nudes as an act of penance. I think your hot and cool whatever you show us :) P.S. ........for some reason it's not letting me view the files....it says I have to buy something...... is this happening to anyone else?
James Cupedro Jr
2017-03-02 22:46:00 +0000 UTCI'm happy you were able to finally speak your peace on the matter. I took a gander at the picture after watching your video and I can say that here on Patreon we just happy 2 have u. Sorry u had such a terrible experience however if u ever want to experiment nude again we will b here cheering you on.
Vice
2017-03-02 22:33:17 +0000 UTCIdk if you can see the photos on phones, try a computer
Sheridan Hall
2017-03-02 22:16:13 +0000 UTCGood choice Pekkachu! You should do that more often ππ
rubbertongue888
2017-03-02 22:02:38 +0000 UTCWell.... I guess I won't be able to see what pics your talking about since my phone wants to act like a cunt but what evs, its cool. π£π Any-who, don't worry about a thing, me and everybody else here that are your true friends/supporters don't see this as a big deal, I know I personally don't and I'm happy that you could get all that weight off your shoulders.
Aaron Carter
2017-03-02 21:58:32 +0000 UTCI think you should do a fan service Friday nude
harry still
2017-03-02 21:57:05 +0000 UTCNo need to explain or apologize Tara it's your body and your life PS. If those were you boobs before you did the surgery recently your boobs most be out of this world now
Ryan Chappell
2017-03-02 21:43:02 +0000 UTCMight be the only time that i will agree with this cuck ππ
Pekka Laaksonen
2017-03-02 21:32:59 +0000 UTCWell if this really does go south, i guess i have some reason to feel like shit, cause you know.... stuff. And if and when there's gonna be backlash from, we know who the real homies are. Plus like Obie said on Discord, at least she ain't a saleout and did porn to gain fame like Paris or Kanye...... oops i meant the another attetion whore in that family πππ
Pekka Laaksonen
2017-03-02 21:31:49 +0000 UTCYou don't owe us an explanation Tara. It's your life and your body. You do you - and thank you for sharing your life with us.
John Schupp
2017-03-02 21:20:46 +0000 UTCI know this is a very personal message and I feel like you shouldn't have to explain yourself. But I want to point out how balls-ass-awesome the "core message" in this video is! You are super brave for admitting past mistakes and telling your fans to only do what they feel comfortable with and to speak up if they don't. I think this is the perfect example of a mistake turning into something more powerful than before. Thank you Tara! *All the thumbs up*
Hunny S. Thompson
2017-03-02 21:16:56 +0000 UTCOMG Tara you have a cute innie like me!! No flapping meat curtains or anything. Haha we are vagina twins! <3 And of course, like others have said, you have nothing to apologize for in all honesty. We love you for you, and if you chose to not share something like this earlier, that is your complete right.
Kaedia Lang
2017-03-02 21:02:25 +0000 UTCDon't let this bring you down, you're fans are with you. We will always be here. We will always support you. Stay strong!
B
2017-03-02 20:55:31 +0000 UTCI was not fooled. You had the nintendo tat on your foot in the pics so it was obvious it was you. You were should do nude fanservice. It's possible to do it now on Patreon. And it might gather more patrons here. You should make a poll on it.
Blueno
2017-03-02 20:54:37 +0000 UTCHonestly, I saw what I saw from Muscletease, and decided, if this is her, it is her. If she wants to dismiss it, that's her decision, and I have no right to get my pitchfork out and call her out on it. I'm not going to judge you for your decision to say those were fake. Everyone has their own reasons for what they do, be it one way or the other. I've never NOT had a good laugh or good time watching ANY of your content, and I like how you are WAY more than just a pretty face with a killer body. It's the reason I want to support you. Keep doing what you're doing!
metallistad (Jason)
2017-03-02 20:49:00 +0000 UTCThere is nothing to forgive LMT. You were young, You made a decision and learned from it. That's the beauty of life. To learn everyday. It is very brave of You to make this video. And I don't see this personally as a lie, but more a protection of Your privacy. I am really proud of You. Keep up Your good work and I will serve and support You 100% of course! β€β€β€β€β€β€β€β€
rubbertongue888
2017-03-02 20:34:25 +0000 UTCNot only does it takes balls to admit its life stuff like this happens all we can do is learn from them
Edgar Sanchez
2017-03-02 20:33:51 +0000 UTCHow do I see them
Labe Edward Griffith
2017-03-02 20:33:26 +0000 UTCThem naked pic where hot x
harry still
2017-03-02 20:30:34 +0000 UTCit's totally okay Tara! i don't judge you cuz of that. Don't feel bad about not telling your fans about it sooner, you told i when you felt the time was right. And i think that it is SO COOL that you stand up to what you have done in the past, even thought you are not proud about it.
The dane
2017-03-02 20:20:18 +0000 UTCWell if that's how your lips look after sucking off a smurf then, I guess I am a BIG fan of girls who suck smurf dick? (Never thought I'd say that) But I seriously doubt anyone will be butthurt by this. It's entirely your prerogative what you chose to tell us and as it really nothing to do with us anyway I don't really see the problem from a fan perspective. But I am a demon so my opinion may not be suitable for extrapolation to your wider human audience. You have pretty valid/logical reasons for not being honest about it anyway IMO. (Also I like your recent adoption of chokers, always been a fan of chokers/collars - but who even fucking cares what I think)
Fox
2017-03-02 20:18:22 +0000 UTCI think it takes alot of balls not only to admit to your fans that you lied but to also show your actual nudes it goes to show how much you love your true fan base
Matthew Torres
2017-03-02 20:18:03 +0000 UTCDon't worry about it.. I was actually more surprised that you had managed to sidestep the "naked pic avenue"... it's better you release them than someone else leaks them. I'm pretty sure there's a "that must be a weight off your chest" gag in this situation π€πππππ
Dave McQue
2017-03-02 20:17:22 +0000 UTCThanks for sharing Tara. I can understand why you might have wanted to kept full nude pics to yourself. But you have nothing to be ashamed of.
Troy
2017-03-02 20:13:45 +0000 UTCAlso, i've never understood the non-nude thing. Don't get me wrong. You do what you want and i have nothing against it what so ever. I've just never understood the show everything.. almost-thing :) And i've never understood the purpose of pasties etc. I find it a bit.. strange. :) But do what you like and it's awesome no matter what.
HΓ₯kan Eriksson
2017-03-02 20:13:09 +0000 UTCThere is no reason to apologize. I still love you the same.
slipknot1194
2017-03-02 20:12:25 +0000 UTCDoes the zip is suposed to be a joke ?
Pierre-luc. L
2017-03-02 20:11:24 +0000 UTCI don't know anything about those pictures, so i have no idea what you're talking about when it comes to lying about them :) But hey, no problems. You share what you want to share. :)
HΓ₯kan Eriksson
2017-03-02 20:11:04 +0000 UTCHoly crappie nice photos and you got my support if a fan leaves us because u have nudes then they aren't really your fan are they
liamsmith
2017-03-02 20:09:53 +0000 UTCThere's no need to apologize to us!! We all love you no matter what has been said. Thank you for sharing these pics with us, they look amazing!!! You're amazing!! :)
Brownone26
2017-03-02 20:09:36 +0000 UTCIt ok you do more than enough for us! I will always support you no matter what and I will never hold anything again you, it's your life and you deserve to be treated like a goddess! Any true fans will never stop caring about you <3
Mwrw_Art
2017-03-02 20:07:19 +0000 UTCGreat photos and you're loved by your fans and friends, everything works out. Have some fun today.
Felix Real
2017-03-02 20:07:10 +0000 UTCI don't care if you posed nude. You're still an awesome person. I don't think any less of you.
Zoey Vang
2017-03-02 20:06:52 +0000 UTCHey, things happen. I just hope that you know that your true fans won't care or judge you, and we appreciate your full frontal honesty all the time, no need to keep stuff like this from us. :)
Macplatypus
2017-03-02 20:06:25 +0000 UTC
