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I Don't Wanna Fight (Video Mix First Demo)

Added 2024-11-27 17:11:23 +0000 UTC

Hey guys! Today I have a nice demo for you. I think I actually like this one better than the one I released 😅

As you know, with chemo I have a lot of downtime. Those pills really sap my energy, so I can't do much more than rest and lie on the recliner for most of the second week of each round. What do I do to keep myself occupied? I listen to the demos of the songs I'm writing for my next album and I also go through my vault and listen to demos and previous albums and take notes and polish things.

So I found this demo that I had completely forgotten about. It's a first demo for the video mix I used for the music video you can find here on Patreon of "I Don't Wanna Fight" (the one with Farit, in two versions, I recommend the uncensored one 😜, follow the tags). This demo is surprisingly good, I think it's raw feel works better than the version I finally released with the single and video. Why didn't I use this mix? I don't remember, but luckily you can enjoy it now.

I'm in the second half of my 4th chemo cycle now and energy is limited, so excuse me if I'm not online much, I was a mess yesterday, spent most of the day sleeping. Today I'm a bit more energetic, but I'm going to lie down after posting this, just in case. Thank you so much for your continued support ❤️

Have a great Wednesday 😘 ❤️