Finished material (I'll add some backgrounds I think) for the commissioned comic
Added 2024-05-20 23:13:59 +0000 UTCI took this commission a long time ago, and it was my first big comic.
This comic is about transformation the main character into cute ingame avatar. And at the start of working on it I decided to make separate scenes, and I really had (and still have) problems here to put everything together, to be honest. Due some hard situations and decisions in my life I'm having something like art block, tho I can draw commissions with detailed description, It’s extremely difficult for me to come up with something from a scratch...
All this could be MUCH faster, I didn't expected from myself that I gonna melt so easy. I mean, those events like moving to another country due the war, lack of any close people exсept my partner here, the language barrier here (my spanish is still very bad, can't even talk with people casually), then my partner's health problems became worse, all those clinics and doctors stuff in the new country, then my relations with my parents have deteriorated, and they are really old and soooo far away, plus they are always in danger because they are living close to the war border... Oh, maybe I can't explain how complicated everything is... But I'm working on my life, I’m trying to fix problems one by one, at least what’s in my hands. And I think now I can find the strength and ideas to finish everything I have!
Yes, I still take small commissions despite my backlog, due to the fact that drawing is my only job. And as I wrote earlier, my partner has health problems, I don’t want to dump all the financial responsibility for our life on them. But I’m slowly closing my backlog, completing all my commission debts. Sometimes I draw something and don’t even post it anywhere, don’t even show the sketches to clients, because I’m dissatisfied with myself, oh.
But everything will be fine, thank you for being with me and thank you for your support! ♥
