DISCIPLINE

[EN] I couldn't sleep... Who could in my situation? Two or three hours had already passed, I don't remember exactly, well, what difference does it make?
[ES]No podÃa dormir... ¿Quién podrÃa en mi situación? habÃan pasado ya dos o tres horas, no lo recuerdo bien, en fin, eso que más da.

[EN] Anyway, I decided to insist, I knew Megan, I knew what was going to happen, I knew that it was very likely that she didn't want to, but I was hoping, this stupid hope that she...
[ES] En fin, decidà insistir, conocÃa a Megan, sabÃa lo que iba a pasar, sabÃa que era demasiado probable que ella no quisiese, pero tenÃa la esperanza, esa estúpida esperanza de que ella...

[EN] Well, for a moment it was like that, she was really enjoying it, and that alone was enough for me...
[ES] Bueno, por un momento fue asÃ, ella realmente lo estaba disfrutando, y solo eso me bastó...

[EN] But then she got up... I think that was meant to happen, maybe if she had gotten angry and then continued sleeping none of this would have happened, but it didn't, she got up and started insulting me... I've always been a calm guy, but I don't know, that day something happened...
[ES] Pero luego ella se levantó... creo que eso estaba destinado a ocurrir, tal vez si ella se hubiese enfadado y luego hubiese seguido durmiendo nada de esto habrÃa pasado, pero no fue asÃ, se levantó y comenzó a insultarme... Siempre he sido un tipo calmado, pero no lo sé, ese dÃa algo paso...

[EN] I knew it in that second, the change in his gaze, maybe that was what made me react, he seemed to be another person, I think that for the first time in our lives we were really seeing each other, the masks had finally fallen... I could see it clearly... That really was Megan.
[ES] Lo supe en ese segundo, el cambio en su mirada, tal vez fue eso lo que me hizo reaccionar, parecÃa ser otra persona, creo que por primera vez en nuestras vidas nos estábamos viendo realmente, por fin se habÃan caÃdo las mascaras... podÃa verlo claramente... Esa realmente era Megan.

[EN] I don't know how angry I was, it really is a bit confusing, but I can clearly remember Megan's face, for the first time I saw her like this, so vulnerable, even after the years I remember it.
[ES] No sé qué tan enojado estaba, realmente es un poco confuso, pero puedo recordar claramente el rostro de Megan, por primera vez la veÃa asÃ, tan vulnerable, aún con el paso de los años la recuerdo.

[EN] What I did after that night doesn't make me proud, but it was necessary, Megan knows it and I know it, well, it's enough for me that we both know, but I can't help but think that if… bah… forget it.
To be Continue...
[ES] Lo que hice después esa noche no me enorgullece, pero era necesario, Megan lo sabe y yo lo sé, bueno, es suficiente para mi que los dos lo sepamos, pero no puedo evitar pensar que si... bah... olvÃdalo.
Continuará...
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