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Pause on Patreon and Payments. And Thank You!

First and foremost 

THANK YOU!. The Patreon started off stronger than I thought it would and it was fun! And your patronage had help me personally! 

I don't want to spill my personal life on the internet. I never liked when other artist did it but you guys have supported me so I feel Patrons deserve and answer.

The Short answer is out of no where I had a bit of a mental break down. I always thought I was above it, but it found me and it hit HARD. Mind racing, Can't eat, convinced my world is crumbling down around me. it scared me. but after talking with my friends, family and DR. I have already been feeling better. But I want to take time off and make sure I can really control this monster. So I am cutting the obligation of Patreon till I feel better. I may still post drawings from time to time on my other social medias. but for now the monthly Quota of Patreon is a stress I feel I need to remove temporarily.


I know Mavis won the Spooky poll but I don't think she will make it in time for Halloween. My apologies.


So again thank you all! I apologize if this upsets any of you but I do plan to be back! The Patreon will remain up but I will halt monthly charges till I am back and in shape.


Thank you.

Comments

Hey. I know it's been a while, but I just want to say I love your art. Found it on a random art search, and while I'm a new fan, I can say I love every single new piece you make. A lot of people here already said it, reason why I didn't comment, but now, as the holidays approach, It's important to tell the people you care about that they matter to you. And to me and a bunch of others here, you matter. Don't forget that.

June

Take all the time away you need, your personal well being is most important :)

Di Dark

Don't worry, it's fine if you want to take a break; it sounds like you need it. And for whatever it's worth, I believe you can beat this depression. So don't give up. There are plenty of people here, and I'm sure in real life, that care about you deeply and just want you to get better.

Mister E

I'm so sorry to hear about your breakdown man. It sucks hearing anyone going through all that pain. But I know you can get better, and as others have said, we care about you, your art and yourself have value to so many people, and we're willing to wait however long it takes for you to recover.

Robin

I'm seriosuly sorry to hear your going through some rough shit, dude. It's completely fine that you want to take a break, emotional issues are an absolute train-wreck to deal with. Just know you got a lot of people who care about you, both in real life and here on the patreon.

Seed

I thank all for comments but I appreciate this. I was never in denial of depression being a thing. I too lost family to it. But I had signs it was in me years ago but was afraid to call it depression. I felt naming gave it power and denied I had it. I thought I conquered it. I was good for years. Then suddenly it went from a 3 to 100! I GET IT now. And doing what I can to fight it. Thank you for your words!

Jayson

Take upmost care and feel better!

Bruce W. Liu

Hey, ever since I found you through that old Merida artwork you did, you became one of my favorite artists. If you need time to deal with your mental health, I ain't gonna complain. There's absolutely nothing wrong with taking time to deal with your issues, big or small, especially now when everything's so god damn chaotic. Take all the time you need until you're sure you can come back, man. We'll be here waiting, no matter what.

Electric Frog

We understand. Mental illness is awful, one of my family members even killed himself due to his own issues, and no one deserves to experience it. I'm honestly really sad to hear you've been dealing with something so bad. I hope from the bottom of my heart you get better. And never forget, there are people who love you, and that your wonderful art and especially you yourself have value.

Velvet

Do what you gotta do. Your health comes first.

B_Rud

feel better mate! mental illness can be a mf to go through, don't lose hope and take as much time as you need, we'll be here when you come back 🀍


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