A little life update .. things are bad.
Added 2024-12-21 13:26:48 +0000 UTCHello luves , just wanted to get some stuff off my chest since i'm in a really bad mental zone at the moment
i was saving up to make an initial payment on an apartment so i can have something to keep me and my family safe in the future , but things have went terrible recently with the constant conflicts in middle east and my very very corrupt goverment witholding payments from civilans , no goverment worker has been paid for past 3 months and all businesses are shutting down because of that
i had to use all my savings in order to survive this inflation so i'm very broke rn , besides the money i get from patreon i have nothing else and patreon takes a big cut from whatever i make (i'm still thankful that i even have some left for myself so i cant complain about it ) , so i had to resort to canceling the apartment payment in order to keep some savings , i had to pay 10k as down payment for it , now the company wants to cut 50% from it because i want to cancel it so they'll only pay me back 5000 which is really bullshit because no where in the inital contract was that said and i cant even take them to court because our goverment is very corrupt so it'll just be a waste of time and more money , i'm in a really bad spot right now mentally so if you have any nice words for me i'd really appreciate hearing it now because i'm really doing bad mentally ...if you can donate or renew your sub i'd also really appreciate it because i have nothing else right now , i really dont know what to do and i'm losing my mind because i also have to provide for my little brother's school payment and my mothers medical bills ....
Comments
I'm sorry I forgot to reply to this! On your side, we're all in this together, Merry Christmas ^_^
Calen Nakash
2024-12-25 20:08:59 +0000 UTCI really hope and wish that everything will unfold in your favour!
LiveFlame
2024-12-24 06:25:23 +0000 UTCI am am barely doing better myself. The state I am in was taking almost 50% of my checks at times. I was not able to live on my own for 3 years because of it. So just know that you are not alone. There were times I just wanted to go insane. Hang in there.
Cynderg
2024-12-23 06:28:26 +0000 UTCThank you! Absolutely take your time! Your mental health always comes first! Just let me know where I can donate or help out! We love you Darling! Hang in there!
Adella Smith
2024-12-23 02:29:26 +0000 UTCthank you sooo much , i really appreciate you , thank you alot !
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:53:39 +0000 UTCthank you so much , i'm grateful to have people like you around me and to have such an amazing supportive group of lovely people behind my back , thank you so much
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:53:17 +0000 UTCI will absolutely try :;)
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:52:31 +0000 UTCThank you soo so much , i really appreciate those words , i've been so stressed out about my family that i havent had time to focus on myself at all , thank you so much
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:52:17 +0000 UTCThank you so much , i took some time away from everything , the stress was terrible and anxiety was really making me completely sick , thank you so much for this kind words , i'm doing a bit better mentally right now and have been trying to keep my thoughts positive and this will absolutely help , thank you so much
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:51:24 +0000 UTCThank you so so so much , i really really appreciate it , you're an amazing person and i hope i can make you proud with what i have in store for the future <3
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:50:00 +0000 UTCThank you so much adella i will not forget this kindness of yours , i really really appreciate you and i'm so grateful to have amazing people like you around me , thank you so much and once i find some time to settle down and get a breath i will absolutely take on your requests <3
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:49:08 +0000 UTCThank you so so much , and i'm hopeful despite the situation , thank you so much for your kind words <3
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:47:34 +0000 UTCThank you so much , bless your kind heart i really appreciate it !
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:46:59 +0000 UTCthank you so so much , you're an amazing and caring person and i couldnt ask for a better person to enjoy my designs and mods , life has been rough but i know it will get better because lovely people like you exist around me <3
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:46:41 +0000 UTCthank you so so much , you can donate to my paypal @https://www.paypal.me/AlexandriaScuderi and thank you sooo much i will never forget this kindness
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:45:48 +0000 UTCthank you sooo so much , its been a rough week for sure but i'm surronded by loved ones like you all so i'm thankful that even in this bad situations i have people who i can talk to and confide in <3
KenshiMods
2024-12-22 23:44:49 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry for the situation you're experiencing and I understand your state of mind very well. I wish you the best, that things get resolved as soon as possible! You deserve it!
Beatrice Giustini
2024-12-22 06:02:16 +0000 UTCHey I'm willing to help a bit if you have a method by which I can donate without the cut going to the leeches
Fat Face
2024-12-22 05:37:49 +0000 UTCI'll definitely look into grabbing a subscription, you're such an amazing designer for BG3. Just know that none of that is on you. You're doing the best you can in our crazy freakin society that absolutely does not make that easy.
Calen Nakash
2024-12-22 01:33:04 +0000 UTCGood luck for you, the subscription will be renewed.
Axel
2024-12-21 21:37:34 +0000 UTCThings will get better! Even if it doesn't feel that way right now! I wish you the best! 💜
Milie Madourie
2024-12-21 20:28:33 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing Ren, It's not easy to share something so vulnerable. I am definitely going to be renewing my sub and even one better on my next check I will be upping my sub to your patreon to a higher tier. I personally appreciate all you do for the modding community and I look forward to seeing your work continue to flurrish. I know I have a request in with you for a commissioned Mod and I hope whatever I put towards that will help! You are a beautiful soul in a world full of corruption. Hang in there and know that we as a community support you!
Adella Smith
2024-12-21 19:00:53 +0000 UTCRenewed my sub and will definitely donate to help you somehow, you got this Ren. This will pass and you'll be back on your feet in the better days ahead, keep pushing 👊🏿❤️
Ruben Makaya
2024-12-21 17:22:24 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing, I know that opening up about what you’re dealing with can be difficult. So I’m proud of you! Take a good deep breath, hold, exhale slowly. Despite the shit storm raging around you, you are doing amazing. And you don’t have to be strong all the time, allow yourself moments to grieve and rage. You are a warrior, and you are so strong. I am sending you so much strength and comfort and kindness. I pray to the universe and any god that will hear me that this storm shall pass soon.
Ivan
2024-12-21 15:19:29 +0000 UTCOh no I’m so sorry. That sounds truly awful. I hope you can manage to focus on yourself in all of this, even just for a few moments. I know that seems difficult or maybe even impossible right now, but you can’t take care of others if you’re running on empty. I hope for the best for you, Ren.
Ashllewelyn
2024-12-21 15:13:09 +0000 UTCHoly Cannoli! Take it easy, Ren!
Chey (KorsetKitten)
2024-12-21 15:01:41 +0000 UTCWhat a shitty situation! I'm really sorry that things are going this way, but you have to hold on! There are bad days and they pass, and then you'll have a good days. Take a long breath! Breath in, breath out. Just breath.
LiveFlame
2024-12-21 14:23:33 +0000 UTCI hope stuff will work out and we are here for you! Best wishes
Rivsy
2024-12-21 13:30:12 +0000 UTC
