My Reality, Now

I'm so sorry, but I will need to slow my pace down a bit. The book took so much out of me and left a husk in its wake. It didn't take long before it started again. But I’d never guess there’d be so much shit to do so quick after The Leangains Method. 

I couldn’t be happier with the response. Couldn’t be more disappointed in my inability to keep it together and man the fuck up. 

But my workload and stress has increased tremendously due to many small and nagging errors that seemed to have made it into the first edition. Others not so small. 

These were supposed to be in yesterday. Nope. Since I want the print absolutely perfect, the stress but also the frustration is killing me.  

There will be a lens up for the next 24 hours that shows what I mean. I just feel like I can never win. And this was so hard to write, like the book was, almost every day. It's hard to stumble over the victory line and then tasked with a victory race when you can barely stand up of exhaustion. 

I’m flawed just like the rest and time-management doesn’t seem to be my strong suit. Even though I feel like I work all the time. And still, I feel useless at the end of the day. And it really puts me in a foul mood.

So this is the reason for the few days I’m taking to center myself before I destroy another Magic Mouse. That means the print is going to delayed by a week, minimum. 

Because it might be this guillotine I see hanging over my head. It’s been looming over me for so long now. Just one swiiiish away from catching up. So I'm simply putting down the pause button. 

But don’t worry. I will be around. Maybe that’s more like it. I need to be more here to feel good and not beat myself up with the print book so much. Cya in the WDC thread then. 

Just needed to get it off my chest. 

Good night.