Sketches and Studies July 2024

my favorite activity is to wake up before the sun , settle down, chill and study why certain things are sexy and reproduce them in lines, preferably on actual paper with pen and ink. my excuse is that I'm learning drawing this way, but the honest truth is that it's more to me, like I'm deep diving into my own psyche and understand myself better as in to understand why I like certain things and not others. recently I've been busy with commissions and hadn't got enough time to do these kinds of sketches. and that has brought up an art block. to those who are waiting for their commission, I'm truly sorry but art block hit me hard , just know that I haven't forgotten about your piece and I'll tend to them asap! I need to find a balance between work and fun... any path related to sex is a rather lonely path , maybe it's been just my experience, but people around me weren't comfortable with sexual stuff... and I guess that's why I'm so attracted to lewd stuff. I mean, growing up in a religious family, I was taught that sexual fun is sin, and my rebellious soul just said a big fuck you and developed such a giant love for this act. in my opinion , sex is the purest form of act we all share and understanding your sex means you understand yourself. and that's what everyone is supposed do in this life. because if you understand yourself well enough eventually you'll come to understand the godhood that's inside each one of us. sex is my door that I peer into in order to realize my own godhood. thank you all, I truly appreciate you to keep me company in this lonesome journey and making this a possibility for me. especially the subscribers make it possible for me to worry less about money and focus on my passion. I truly truly appreciate it , and you have no idea, I keep worrying that I might not be giving enough value in return, but I guess I am who I am and that can not be changed. so , in advance I apologize for any lackings on my side. well anyway, enough blabbing, here are some of those sketches and studies, I used to put these kinds of things on "secret drawings" stuff, but it wasn't cool, I shouldn't keep so many secrets lol