She became very jaded by the hopelessness of her job. While she was a very skilled medicine cat, seeing the deaths of others constantly took a toll on her. Her clan were either dying of starvation, infection, problems during birth, fox attacks, or from eating something they shouldn't have. The last straw was the death of a kitten who ate something sharp. That was when she gave the leaders one last chance, before venturing into the Dark Forest to search for help that Starclan nor her leader was giving her.
This is a test for future projects. I wanna make more short comics of my dnd characters and put it to music, since I don't have the stuff to make AMVs.