TRIGGER WARNING BLOOD/MEDICAL
Added 2023-09-18 03:54:59 +0000 UTCBig big change of plans for tonight haha. My recent health issue got very bad in the evening and I had to go to emergency. I thought my insiders were gonna explode, the staff were so mean to me, and I started bleeding out through my bandages and panic attack in the corrridor and the nurse was smiling after I told her how uncomfortable she is making me EVEN tho I’m ALREADY so anxious, it’s the last thing I need is smirking and snarky comments. I’m trying so bad to go home but they won’t let me leave because of the catheter and apparently too traumatic for the body to take it out so soon. But I’m writhing with anxiety , body jerks in this place and I need to get out. I’m trying to figure out a way. I feel so humiliated, walking around dripping blood crying, piss all over me, catheter falling out of me so uncomfortably and no one helping when I ask , feeling like everyone around me is staring, and being told to stop it when I’m moving because I’m in pain. Im sorry for the dramatic essay but I’m jsut so angry and I don’t deal with anger very well so I’m very furiously typing in the corner to let it out .
