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Added 2024-07-20 09:29:02 +0000 UTC

I want to immediately apologize for the infrequent posts this month. Every time I wanted to write you my thoughts and share photos, either the lights were turned off or there were problems with the Internet provider... Well, God forbid that when I finish writing my thoughts to you now, the electicity will not be turned off yet.

This time, Kyiv did not welcome me very kindly. My plans were constantly destroyed, changed, canceled - for the first time I felt some kind of emptiness here. And it's like the city is the same, and the language is the same, and the people are like the same - but something has changed (or someone has changed 😆 ). This time I did not feel what I always returned to Kyiv for. Completely. I faced the feeling of not understanding why I came here. I knew that I wanted to see my relatives, Kali, and also check and fix my health a little. And I knew that I wanted to experience Kyiv - I wanted to experience peace, home, belonging, delicious food, beautiful people - something special that I feel only in Kyiv and that is so difficult to describe.

And as a result, I didn't feel anything. Only then I realize that there is really nothing special about Kyiv except that it was a big part of my life - a beautiful part of my life. And it played its role to the fullest. I still love it, I also consider it special, but I no longer have that attachment. I understand that other cities in other countries also have all these qualities for which I seemed to return here... it's just that I have fewer happy memories with them so far.

And after the bomb hit the children's hospital that borders my house - I realized that it was time to grow up. The time has come to make decisions not with infantility but with a head that has brains, to think about safety and not about conditional and temporary "comfort". I reminded myself again that life is short and one should not dream, but do so that life becomes a dream right now)

Life is confusing but so beautiful.

I love and hug everyone!

I wish you to dream, but do not delay the realization of your dreams ❤️