txt - may 2022

pinned post got another update., go check it out. here's what's new:

• beefed up the carrd, meet my characters there.
• my characters got a blog too, check out the tag guide to navigate that mess
• opened up an inbox. well it's the same inbox but i'm including it since i forgot i had one. we reached 50 patrons (which i'm sure will go back down next month) (again) so  i was due to open one anyway. use the patreon code and i'll know it's a patreon message.
• made a patreon trello board, specifically for tracking/keeping requests in one place, plus original projects. different from my commission board, if you're on that. now you can see what i plan to do next and what i want to make.

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in terms of online activity, i'm gonna continue to be distant. what i mean by this is that i've been putting myself, evelyn, in the background, and i've been introducing characters to throw into the fray instead. "evelyn what the fuck is that"

so basically, my friend has a twitter where he just dumps lore about his nsfw ocs that i've been following for a while. then it suddenly hit me that i can solve like 80% of my anxieties about making nsfw media through making characters and acting smut though them. wild.

if you liked the shizu series, congrats, every new sfw audio is gonna probably be like that from now on. more girls! more awkward dates! more accident boob touches!!

these characters help categorize and personify the different genres of online activity, stories, and smut i want to explore, and also just save me a lot of sanity. i'm still around, clearly, but i'm not gonna be super "present" in my rp audios. it's accurate to think of this as an author vs book relationship, and it helps with the separation-of-self-from-work-and-subsequent-comfort-and-confidence-boost.

smut is a different topic. but i think it'll be pretty easy to tell the differences of the audio you're hearing, and "who" it's from. hint, "i" am not going anywhere.

i'm really not sure how this is going to be met, but i expect with some disappointment since many of you came from my audios for "me".

i have a confession: to some degree, evelyn is just another character, and always has been. many audios from me have been a form of self-indulgent fulfillment in the past, but now i'm just gonna be absolutely shameless about it. i kinda can't do that when i'm just myself, you know? why can't i make audios pretending to be a shapeshifting demon?? wait, people do that already. which mean i can. and now i will. but now she has a name and i'm going to commission art of this demon getting railed and then show it all to you. ez.

i also recently had another reposting scare, and this helps curb it, and also adds another layer of anonymity, which i've found to value greatly. life is never calm for a niche online creator. vague hand gestures.

i know i have a lot of links, i'm still trying to consolidate my things. i made a page - wow, another link! - based off a neocitiies page i adore atm, but idk what i'm gonna do with it. i think i'll add it into my carrd, or maybe i'll kick myself to make a real website and use it there. hopefully that explains some of the things i plan to do, though. the current goal is to keep consolidating the tumblr blogs into just two/one, and eventually figure out what to do with twitter.

hope that made sense. i realized that i speak in a cryptic language sometimes so just dm me if you have questions. see ya

ps, i recorded something, finally! now i just gotta edit it.