Concern for the future
Added 2025-03-20 02:35:32 +0000 UTC"Nothing left to do but wait.
I've had my panic attack, the screaming, the frantically letting the neighbors know through the door that everything's ok even when it's not. I've inspected every inch of my freak body, these hairy arms, all the breasts hanging off me, my nose, my ears, my...t-tail...I've googled this shit every which way and there's nothing about a sudden outbreak of opossum transformations. I've paced around, curled up in the fetal position, spent what felt like ages freaking out in front of the mirror. I'm done. I think I need to be done, I don't have the bandwidth for anything else, I just...just need to lie here until my husband gets back...
Is it this place? Something about this resort we came to for our honeymoon, that turned me into this? What will he say, what will he think? How will I be able to go...anywhere, looking like this? What will the people at work say?
No, I need to stop spiraling...need to take some deep breaths...and wait..."
