I tried on the darkness for you.
You said, I looked beautiful in Black.
I wanted so much to embody that, slip away from the day and become even one of your nightmares just to be a part of your dreams.
I ask you not to lose me, like I am your motorcycle keys or sewing machine bobbins.
You don't get it, because to you I'm like a little piece of gold you found and keep in your pocket to rub for good luck.
I feel calm in the silence, but I still wish you would reach out and say hey little one, I miss you.
I remind myself I'm polyamorous. I'll probably want to have so many different loves and experiences throughout my lifetime. But some nights
Like tonight,
I
Just
Want
You
suyien2
2023-04-20 05:35:48 +0000 UTC