Dreaming of photography shoot…

I'm going through a creative dry spell, so I'm thinking in the interim Time before I receive my new outfits to try different Photo shoot ideas, I'll be doing some audio files describing all the events of my accident and injury. I know a lot of you have asked me and it's an extremely complicated and traumatic story.
Also I was sick yesterday or at least feeling sick to my stomach because I ate a donut and frankly after being on a mostly carnivore/ greens/ popcorn/chocolate diet it didn't agree with me at all. I used to be a vegan but I have found that organic red meat does miracles for my body and skin… never thought it would be saying that! I also I am a fiend for kale… I rarely eat the things that a lot of people say they have trouble craving, maybe it's because sometimes when I get a craving I'm by myself so there's no way I can snack all day ha ha! As far as helping my appetite in my leaky gut issues, being carnivorous has really helped and I guess it's because of the healthy animal fat which I read seals off your gut. My stomach used to hurt all the time like how it did yesterday, and I struggled with bloating and uncomfortable feelings. It's really important that I can predict what I wanna eat because if I deviate and eat processed things, the result is me feeling sick to my stomach and I can't just get up and use the bathroom like a normal person.

I'm realizing it's so nice meeting people, through this platform or other social media, who actually reciprocate the amount of energy I'm giving. I still have my insecurities and doubts, but I think I'm starting to trust that everything will work out somehow. I'll be doing an audio file tomorrow with my new microphone and I'll go into a little more detail what's happening with my caregiver is coming and going. Trust is so vital to all of life…

Also I'm just letting you know I'm extremely horny. Extremely. All the time.

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