Aliens built the pyramids

He holds me like I mean something without me doing anything.

I feel the only kind of peace I feel when I am held by a valley looking out on the waves.

Words are like encrypted hieroglyphs on the pyramids

We don't even try to make sense of them now, all we do is marvel.

I know that he's just here to play with me

But I can imagine that my name meanS the world to him or maybe a couple pyramids.

He's won the game already, walked off with my heart already, and I've already spent Half 1000,000 lifetimes trying to get it back inside me.

I don't know him from a past life, I don't know that look in his eyes, it isn't familiar, but it holds me like the future.

If he is an alien, I hope he ties me up and makes me his slave

I hope I'm nothing more than another little bitch to him

I hope he forgets about me when he's fucking other women.

I hope he looks into my eyes and stays wide awake creating and obsessively channeling inspiration

I hope he falls asleep in the middle of the day

With me in his lap

Like a large piece of rose quartz

Warming to his touch.

I hope he never reads this, and I hope he never laughs when he reads this.

I hope he thinks this whole time I'm pretending to fall in love with him,

So that when he walks away

I can convince myself that's the truth.

I go through life learning to let go

Before I have even held on properly.

So I cry now before you take your leave

So that when it happens all I will do is breathe

And you'll think that somethings wrong with me.

It's some kind of curse, or some type of spell, to sit here and imagine how this will go to hell

To let myself fantasize

But whenever I hear you or see your face

I know it's impossible to replace

This feeling

Makes me old and new.

I'll play and I'll play until the play just stops

I'll love and I'll love until my heart just drops

Straight from your hands and I'll catch it as I planned, put it somewhere it can beat less fearfully.

Or maybe you'll just hold me. Hold me. Hold me.

Maybe you'll just hold me.