There's a place I go in my dreams where I am in no pain
Movement is effortless and there is no shame
Love feels like the sun
Not a dangerous game
And when I wake up, I'm sad to be awake. There's a kind of loss that's so hard to explain.
I know I should be doing, being, becoming, but the panic attacks get worse when I try to get better. I feel like a stranger in the body of a robot that broke
Right now I don't see the signs
And I don't feel the hope , even though there is no reason for me to be doubting.
there's an ache in my heart and whenever it starts starts I can only define it as longing
John Sodoma
2023-09-13 23:48:57 +0000 UTCRick
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