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It's my mom's birthday today :) 

it was hands down the most significant and important birthday we've ever had together. we surprised her! she didn't think we were free until sunday, but my sister and I came to surprise my mom with a beautiful flower bouquet, a delicious mango crème brulee cake, a balloon bouquet, elegant jewelry, and a handwritten card with a meaningful letter in it. she cried and got so emotional seeing us all together to celebrate her :') 

it's silly to say that before, i never really even put a lot of thought in my mom's birthday as deeply as i did this year.. it's because now i have fully realized the limited time we all have on earth together, to share and express love and appreciation to one another. yes, i know i am still young, in my mid twenties, but my parents have lived over half their life span already. this is the youngest i'll ever get to see them. that thought hits me hard every time. sometimes i feel regretful not being more there for them in my younger teen/early college days, when my parents were more youthful and energetic. now, i am experiencing that their sight is not as great, their memory not as sharp, etc. with a huge surgical procedure coming up, my heart and soul have been very heavy, but i have never been so connected and grateful for what i have. this experience has definitely brought my family so much closer. it has healed a lot of traumatic scars that were once there. forgiveness and sharing time together is the most important thing right now.

i am so thankful for the wonderful patience of this beautiful community of genuine patrons who bring me so much positive support, especially during a time when i need the most hope. thank you for your understanding and patience right now while i experience so many emotions and be there for my family more now than ever. i will always look back at this time and remember the incredible kindness my patrons have shown me during such a difficult time for me and my family. thank you for your genuine support, kindness, love, and positivity. you truly make me feel blessed and give me so much hope for a better tomorrow. 

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