Clowncore cottage, memes, inside scoop

Sooo many projects for one little ADHD clown to juggle. From the bus project, to the clown car, to getting high off red paint in this soon to be clowncore cottage / storage space...

Sometimes I wonder if having a patreon is silly. Like what am I really offering and do any of the people subscribed actually pay attention to what I post? I guess it doesn't matter if y'all do read these; I think it's still good for me, in practice to share. Sometimes I don't have something put together for y'all, so it turns into me writing about what's going on and sharing a window to my life. Something extra, beyond what social media already sees. 

I've had my bus since the summer of 2019 when I dreamed of driving it to the states for Houseless Records Front Porch Tour (which epically failed). So most summers since then I have lived in the bus in the summer in Alaska. Since then I've also been collecting an assortment of old ass subarus. This summer when my housing fell through and I had decided not to live in the bus to keep it available for deconstruction, I coped by deciding to make my baby blue (Subaru) a clown car. That is still a very unfinished project. Now, I need somewhere to store my things that have been getting peed on by rodents in storage and what's left in the bus (so that we can deconstruct and insulate the floors), so I'm painting this little cottage as a work trade for cheaper rent of the space this month! 

Going through my baggage (storage) has been difficult and emotional. This fall I feel like I'm doing the shadow work. Sitting through the uncomfortable. It feels good and bad. It's growing pains I think. I'm excited to make progress on alllll the projects. Also I'll try to get back to the videos of Rapscallion. We've taken a break from traveling together but there's still a few more videos of our adventures to share on instagram. Thanks for reading if you're out there haha. 

xoxo Foot E. the Clown