creative & spiritual desert getaway with my fave ladies ♡
Added 2020-08-22 08:53:40 +0000 UTChello my lovely patron fam ♡♡♡ first of all, YES i have a brand new look. i am now rocking bangs hahah. i honestly hated it at first, but it's growing on me :) anyway, ya girl just got back from her short lil desert escape with my sister, Jaime & Chelsea from REACT :D i can't wait to share more content with y'all !! i will be on a family trip to mexico for a couple days next week so the content this month will be so so beautiful. this month has been hella emotional. i don't think i've cried this much in 2020 in the last month alone. it's been tough realizing truths about life, but i am so entirely grateful to be sharing my adventure with an intimate group of patrons. i love you all so much. i am so honored that you support me as an artist. thank you. for helping me out so much. this has been such a blessing. i could cry just telling you all how much your support means to me ♡
the desert the past few days was so fucking beautiful. the sunsets in joshua tree were SO SURREAL, SO dreamy. felt like i was walking on another planet. whoever is in charge of sunsets in joshua tree is the fucking dopest artist and i am the BIGGEST FAN. i cried SO much driving out of joshua tree because of my deep gratitude for the blessings in my life. pure, deep tears of happiness. i have never felt so close to my sister. i never got to share an experience like this with chelsea before either! :) if i could wish something for all my patrons, is go see the most magnificent sunset that brings you to tears.. the feeling of being truly so alive & present, admiring the majesty of the universe.. the complex, mysterious universe that we will never know the answers to, but all we can do is appreciate and be grateful we get to enjoy the ride.. the sunsets at joshua tree.. guys.. i have never seen a more intelligent and perfect sky. when i say intelligent.. i truly mean it. the earth we live on is fucking intelligent dude. have you ever actually looked at the crisp, high definition snowflake-like wisps of the clouds above your own head?? have you ever looked at a succulent or flower with it's perfect sacred geometric shape?? have you ever actually taken a look at how fucking perfect and artistic this world really is???? THE ARTIST BEHIND EARTH'S DESIGN... I AM THE BIGGEST FAN. if you haven't noticed before, i challenge you to look closer. the closest we have to understand the answers of the universe is in nature itself. THE SMALLEST DETAILS hidden in the crevasses of earth demonstrate so much awareness and intelligence of itself. through nature, i have found peace, clarity, and a very special relationship to the unknown divine. i would love to speak more freely on this, but i know many people will try to diminish my personal experiences.. i have personally felt a real powerful divine force present in my life and this powerful force has saved my life.. maybe that story will come at a later time ♡ honestly, i used to never believe in a higher power and was so ignorant and thought i knew better... the universe revealed itself to me with clear proof that there is crazy complex shit happening that i will never understand. the universe saved my life and i will forever praise the intelligent forces that are ever present and interwoven into our world and our DNA. we are all connected to it. if you have not been aware, i hope maybe i can help bring you closer to understanding how deeply connected the universe is to all of us.
i feel like my most genuine authentic self when i'm away from civilization & society. i am my most truest self when i am alone with my senses immersed with nature. it was so poetically silent in the desert. i could hear the sounds of nature and a soft wind during the day.. at night, the wind in the desert picks up and gets super strong. it felt like the wind was speaking to me. nature has it's own way of communicating. so many lessons we can learn from nature. i have never fallen as in love with silence as i did in the desert. no music could even enhance the wonderful sounds of nature in it's purity. the desert silence is the purest sound i have ever heard in my life. i am so in love with earth. i fall so much more in love with life after a couple days immersed in nature. i could go on and on and write essays upon essays about how much i love earth and how grateful i am to be alive. i love you all. thank you for letting me share with you ♡ ♡
please help my engagement by giving this post a like/comment. i love interacting with you all :D let's catch up & talk. comment something. ANYTHING. i am always up to have a conversation!!! have you had a truly transcendent experience in nature??? what was it like??? i love hearing your stories & learning more about each of you and your unique life ♡ ♡ ♡
Comments
thank YOU so much asher ❤❤❤ i feel so much more artistic and powerful with my bangs :D thank you for your support & kind words
Jeannie Elise Mai
2020-09-04 20:28:44 +0000 UTCMore of this energy! Such a beautiful message. Wishing so bad I could hop on a plane and retreat to Joshua Tree for a week after reading this. Less spiritual sidenote: YOU'RE KILLING THE GAME WITH THESE NEW BANGS BELIEVE THAT.
Asher
2020-08-23 20:50:53 +0000 UTCPatreon and my internet connection are not friends this weekend, so I have only been able to see a few of the pictures so far, but what I have seen, looks amazing. I am in no way or shape a spiritual person, but even I get struck with wonder and awe when I see amazing nature - be it the Great Barrier Reef, mountains, waterfalls, rainforests, or, as in this case, deserts. It makes one realize how small and insignificant a human is, compared to any of those things.
Kristjan Wager
2020-08-23 20:06:27 +0000 UTCSounds like a great trip! Can't wait to hear more about it :)
J.R. Pierce
2020-08-22 13:36:32 +0000 UTCOnce again mindblowing beauty and wonderful creativity. Thank you again for letting us into life.
Oliver Hines
2020-08-22 13:31:09 +0000 UTClooks like you had an incredible out there Jeannie, and you could share it with people you care deeply about which i bet made the experience all the more special. Would love to see Chelsea on one of your livestreams some day in the future. Have a great time in Mexico, can;t wait for the pics when you come back from that trip.
ricky zjawinski
2020-08-22 11:22:09 +0000 UTCHave I ever just sat down and viewed the world for all its majesty? Yes. Oh yes, I have! Mother nature is magnificent, and it's quite a show she's putting on. The feeling of being with nature with nothing but the view and the immersing silence is amazing. Some people like to bring some noise in their ears everywhere, but sometimes it's so much better to just don't. There is a patch of land on my home island that my mother and fathers sister own, where you go over a high point and down to a relatively flat place where you could pitch a tent. From there all you see is east to the horizon, and maybe some windmills on one of the northern islands. A view like that is very, very, hard to find in an archipelago with so little land as the Faroes. I have had similar feelings of being completely alone with nature and silence in the desert landscape in Finland and Iceland. Not with the ocean, though, just vast frozen land. Magnificent! I've told you before that I've come to view you more as a hippie as I've come to know you,and that makes me like you more. This is more of that! Off course I know Chelsea from React. As I know her and perceive her she is very amusing. It's like everything she says is the cutest thing anyone has ever said, if you know what I mean. Can't imagine that being true all the time. Your sister, however, I have only seen in a some photoes. What is she like? Its weird with siblings, sometimes they are weirdly similar, and sometimes they are nothing alike. How would you describe the similarities or differences between the two of you?
Jógvan Jákupsson
2020-08-22 10:00:40 +0000 UTC
