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Added 2020-02-18 20:07:20 +0000 UTCdang i'm still a lil sick.. also been kinda down lately. went home to see my family over the weekend and to celebrate my grandfather's memorial. i had a nice time hanging with cousins and bonding with family. i've never felt so close to my family until recently. i think the passing of my grandfather awakened a sense of new responsibility towards my family and my extended family. looking at my grandfather's shrine, i felt it was even more important for me to continue on my creative path. no matter how difficult this path is. life is waaay too short to be doing anything else for me. acting and entertainment are all i've ever pursued since i was 13 years old. this path has been 12+ years in the making. maybe next post, i'll show you some professional theatre shows i was doing in my younger 12-14 years. yes, i was getting paid to be in theatre productions as a young tween. that was how it all started for me. then after theatre, i started doing commercials. i have plenty of pics from verizon wireless, nationwide insurance, audi q5, disney, mcdonalds, & more.
don't know why i've been down and uninspired lately :/ maybe i'm just tired of everything. i haven't been trying to shoot to get new content or writing music or anything creative. i think i'm hitting a creative block.. or maybe i just want to try to pursue something else. i used to teach theatre to underprivileged communities such as women's shelter, adults with special needs, senior citizens and LGBTQ youth centers. i really miss those times. i am really considering going to grad school too. i guess the acting grind in LA is really just a bit too repetitive for me, but i know if i am going to strike big, i can't give up yet. i am SO close. it's probably because i know i have so much more to offer than just performing. to be honest, some random comments on the internet due to a react/fbe video have been getting to me and i'm kinda getting tired of the negative attention regarding my relationship and how people perceive me as "the dumbest reactor". i just want to prove everyone wrong. i have a lot to think about.
thank you for indulging me in my thoughts. love you fam xoxo
Comments
Hi Jeannie. So exciting to see another Patreon post. It’s something I always look forward to. Please don’t let the trolls get you down. Life’s too short to pay attention to the thoughts of the inconsequential morons who have nothing better to do than to give their uneducated opinions on things that don’t even concern them. The loudmouths that know everything are the ones that truly know nothing. So Jeannie, just keep being you, and continue to live your best life. Your kindness, grace and humility are such endearing characteristics that people will always be drawn to you, and want to have your back. Don’t feel burdened if things feel like they get too much because people love you and will always look out for your sweet soul. Take it easy, Jeannie. Sending love and hugs. xo
James Churchill
2020-02-18 21:00:11 +0000 UTCI'm sorry you're not back to 100% yet, i'm sure it will pass soon. Don't be discouraged, maybe try and find something not career related that you can do just a few hours a week, something with no pressure to perform. I can;t believe that someone would post such negative things about you, it just shows how ignorant they are. You are an amazing, creative, talented person and you should never let anyone tell you different. Unfortunately in this day and age trolls are part of our "culture" and cannot be avoided, but you need to do your best to ignore them. Looking forward to your posts of your exploits earlier in you life. Sending lots of love and good wishes your way. Never give up, and keep shooting for the stars, you will join them one day.
ricky zjawinski
2020-02-18 20:53:50 +0000 UTC12+ years in the making clearly demonstrates that you're not going to stop now because of some random comment on the Internet. To even go for a line of work like screen acting takes a special kind of guts that most people don't have. How do you think that person on the Internet would have dealt with auditioning and going for a life's dream. I wouldn't expect that sort of negativity would lead to much. Because of my weird interests some people seem to genuinely think I know everything. But the reality is that I am dumb as a doorknob in so many subjects. And as a result I am constantly disappointing people because of my lack of knowledge The variety in interests and knowledge between people and differing reactions between people and types of people makes life (and the React videos) interesting and entertaining. Whatever it was you said or did in whatever video does not detract from you in any way. It only adds colour and flavour to people's lives. I don't think anyone here would disagree with that
Jógvan Jákupsson
2020-02-18 20:48:39 +0000 UTCA good rule for the internet, when in doubt, don't read the comments. Years ago I reviewed television for AOL, and good grief, some of the things those people would say. You just need to trust in what you are doing. You are a good person, putting positive things into the world. I've been continually impressed with your drive and how you move through the world since being here. You're doing great!
Brett Love
2020-02-18 20:43:28 +0000 UTCgorgeous pic Jeannie, I'm sorry to hear about your Grandfather, I, myself am a litle down, my dad had been ill since October, with fluid in his lungs, he would get taken into hospital get the fluid rmoved from his lungs, and then released 3 days later feeling great, 8 or 9 days later, his lungs would be full of fluid, again, he was eventually taken into hospital, and was there till middle of December, where he wasnted to be home with family, he eventually died at home on January 9th, this year, we had to wait till 30th January for auopsy, which determined he had cronic heart disease and pneumonia, my dads funeral was only on 7th February, so I'm still hurting just like you. Only time will heal. So my thoughts and hugs with you xx
John McGoldrick
2020-02-18 20:24:03 +0000 UTCaw thank you for your positive response cesar. yes i've been a lil more sensitive lately. used to not give a fuck about what people said.. i'm going through a different pattern of thought right now that's making me even more anxious than before. i am grateful to hear that you have my back :)
Jeannie Elise Mai
2020-02-18 20:21:52 +0000 UTCU r definitely not dumb. Don’t let the trolls get to u. That’s what they want. Next time u see a negative comment just reply with something positive like “thank u for taking the time to write your comment” positive vibes will immediately destroy those trolls they get off on making positive people like u feel down. Just know that whatever is that u decide to strive for we (your loyal patrons) have your back
Cesar
2020-02-18 20:18:30 +0000 UTC
