update! & sneak peak of newest bed shoot coming for huge support & up :)
Added 2020-10-19 22:42:55 +0000 UTCI will be posting the full set from the bed shoot for huuge support & up!! lots of photos in this set :D i've been posting more images in my specific tier sets than usual lately!!
so update: my face is finally almost healed and now i'm back in business! i just officially moved in with chelsea and my sister and cass came over last night to use my brand new kitchen for the first time!! we made cass's specialty, thai basil pasta with lemongrass and japanese curry with vegetables!! then we played just dance with chelsea to kpop music. things have been progressing with family stuff, but i need extra support right now so i finally started looking at therapy and made an appointment with someone for next week! i'm very excited to start receiving extra help from a licensed professional regarding my past trauma, anger management, stress, anxiety, and seasonal depression. y'all don't ever really see, but i have emotional breakdowns and manic episodes that i disguise as confidence and normalcy, but internally, i am very confused and conflicted on a lot of stuff right now. thank you for everyone who has been so respectful of this sensitive time right now.
i have a lot of content i want to show you still!! thank you so much for those who are actually here genuinely supporting me, not only as an artist, but as a human being who goes through difficulties as well. i don't share too much about when things get really bad, but i hope that sharing that i am at a point where i need additional help and finding a therapist should tell you exactly where i am mentally.
i will be posting and focusing more on my middle and higher tiers because i still have SO much content i want to show you all. i apologize if it's taking longer than usual. i've been moving and being more support to my family, while recovering from a horrible bacterial skin infection. as i said earlier, i am almost completely healed and should be shooting more new exclusive content very soon for you :)
please help my engagement by giving my posts a like/comment! every lil like / comment makes a HUUGE difference especially for me to feel more supported. i definitely love posting more when i'm receiving feedback. thank you for being such an amazing community to create for. i am so excited to share more too hot-for-instagram content for you ;) the more engagement i get, the more i will give you hehe.
Comments
glad to hear that everything is healing well. I suppose it couldn't have happened in a worse place for you as an actress. anywhere else could have been covered with appropriate wardrobe. Sorry to hear that you have been a tough time mentally lately, if you feel that a therapist is the right step for you then go for it, i hope he/she can help you out. Look forward to more contact as always. love ya
ricky zjawinski
2020-10-20 18:37:15 +0000 UTCreally? wow that lifts my spirits up so much to know that i somehow was able to be a source of positivity to you.. i miss u so much. we should personally catch up soon ♡♡♡
Jeannie Elise Mai
2020-10-19 23:28:19 +0000 UTCExcellent news about the skin situation. It isn't fun when stuff like that happens. I have allergies, and sometimes the skin swells round my eyes. Even though I know what it is and how to deal with it, it's not fun. I lost a day and a half the summer before last just because I mowed the lawn. I saw the food on IG, and it looked good. And I was actually going to eat Thai food tonight, but the place wasn't open. So I chose fish and chips instead. Good for you to seek help for your emotional needs. I promise you are not alone in with emotional downturns. I have had horrible downturns in my time, but I feel have been doing a whole lot better, actually since I joined this Patreon.
Jógvan Jákupsson
2020-10-19 23:00:45 +0000 UTCWOW! she is so stunning and this setting is just *chef's kiss*. love you brett. always great to hear from you & seeing your work ♡ so grateful to be supported by u ♡
Jeannie Elise Mai
2020-10-19 22:52:16 +0000 UTCyou are the prime example of the most respectful and supportive patron. i wish there were more of you. so much love for you, always. ♡♡♡
Jeannie Elise Mai
2020-10-19 22:51:07 +0000 UTCIt's great to hear that your are healing. :) I am sure that was a very difficult process. You were amazing through all of it! And good on you for getting the help you need with things. That first bit is so often the hardest part. I will think happy thoughts for you in that regard as well. This photo is lovely, and that pose instantly called to mind a shot I took just yesterday. I went out for a photo adventure with my favorite actress, and she hit a very similar pose, just in a very different locatioin. :D https://1drv.ms/u/s!Age5gIHH9vKOlo165Q03uiKZ4IONEA
Brett Love
2020-10-19 22:49:43 +0000 UTCI'm glad you're getting back to a semblance of normality. I've always got your back, Mean Jean. I'm also glad you're seeking help. Nobody should ever have to go through things alone, and you've certainly gone through a lot, and I'm sure I don't know 10% of it. As I've always said, your well-being is much more important to me than content, and while I'm sure I don't speak for everyone, I absolutely hope that MOST of the group agrees.
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