film outtakes ~

film outtakes taken by my lovely actress friend willow shields aka the one & only primrose everdeen in the historical films "the hunger games" & the youngest person to ever be on "dancing with the stars" ♡ if y'all don't know how we met.. she slid into my instagram DMs 3 years ago and asked me to be her model for a photography project! when we shot, our souls clicked and ever since then, she's been one of my closest & dearest friends out here in entertainment industry. she's truly one of the most genuine kindest souls i've ever met, yet also the most fearless, fierce, & badass. she is unafraid to use her voice to speak up for what's right. i have always admired her bravery & superior talent. it's crazy to watch someone in a popular movie and years later have them sliding into my DMs! she entered my life when i was at my lowest and weakest.. our friendship is an example of real miracles happening in every day life. she truly helped me get out of the worst toxic physically and emotionally abusive relationship by giving me hope that i am meant to meet better people.. our friendship has always been so deep to begin with and she is someone i will always cherish and protect with all my heart & soul. because of her, i really do believe i have a spiritual connection with the universe and that the universe is truly looking out for me.

thank you for your patient as i start rolling out highest tier content this week!! like i said in previous posts, it's been hella busy so i have to prioritize accordingly, but i will have new patreon content up very very soon loves. i have a lot of scheduled shoots coming with, a couple of shoots with michelle, and continuing to film my horror/comedy sketch episode with chelsea. i will be posting more behind-the-scenes action with chelsea soon :D she fucking killed it. she is literally such a superstar. she gave me such a chilling, oscar award winning performance as a possessed demon and then switching into her cute playful cheerful self. i cannot wait to scare everyone (and hopefully make people laugh) when i drop my first episode on halloween next month. muahaha. thank you so much to a very special patron - you know who you are - for your very special donation to this project. everyone on set who is working on it will be getting fairly compensated. the horror special effects make up artist told me that she was emotional because she had not worked at all this year and this experience truly awakened her love and passion for make up again. i am so deeply grateful i was able to provide a special creative opportunity for these talented artists in my life.

i have to talk about something important though. i am now implementing a two-strike system. two strikes and you're terminated and blocked from my patreon page. this concern came up during my most recent live stream with chelsea. she agreed to appear on the patreon live stream because i hyped you guys up to her and told her how respectful this community is. well someone, not naming who, but i definitely remember the name.. said this comment in the chat while i was streaming with chelsea.. someone left a comment insinuating me and chelsea were going to a sex scene.. which is completely disrespectful and inappropriate to say when i have a high quality artist come be my guest for my stream.  have you done any proper research before saying dumb shit? look at chelsea's brand. she is the purest, most wholesome person. she does NOT feel comfortable when people sexualize her or categorize her like that. that makes me uncomfortable too, but i can tolerate it better than her. i will NOT allow my guests to be disrespected like that. if i see something that makes me or my guests uncomfortable, i will keep record and block you if you get two-strikes. no warnings will be given either.

again, my patreon is about ART and the process of creativity. PERIOD. good vibes only. unwanted de-humanizing comments are NOT preferred.

please help my engagement by giving my posts a like/comment! every lil like / comment makes a HUUGE difference in helping me feel more supported. i definitely love posting more when i'm receiving feedback. thank you for being such an amazing community to create for. i am so excited to share more exclusive content for you ♡♡