December!! Resolutions, auditions & a pic of me at da beach ~

So happy December is here!! Seasonal greetings to all :D It's getting even colder and I LOVE IT. I can't wait to visit the East Coast again for holiday festivities.

I sent my audition tape for the Netflix vampire role playing one of the two vampire lead girls. I'm the kinder one of the two, but beware, I am a viscous killer and a wild party girl. I even got to show off a couple smoke tricks since it said to do so in the script. I can blow O's and french inhale ;) Would y'all like me to post my audition tape?

Today I went in to the casting office for the Sam Raimi project. I spent the entire week studying as hard as I could and to be completely honest, I feel like I'm back and even better on my game!! It was an amazing feeling performing. It was 11 pages, three scenes, and one monologue. I even met with my coach and mentor to practice rigorously with her before I taped and auditioned. 

Since it is December, I want to write my resolutions and I encourage you all to reflect on your year and visualize what it is you want to accomplish for the next year and future. 

 - be brave to try & fail at something new 

- read a book a month (self healing, study craft, poetry, mystery thriller, philosophy)

- exercise regularly (every day for at least half an hour)

- yoga & meditation every day when i wake up or before i go to bed

- journal more (document both good and bad experiences & passionate thought tangents)

- continue working on my poetry book project with my sister

- record another song (at least another song)

- start playing and posting my original music i've written (will give patreon exclusive first listen)

- take a dance class a week, improvise dance movements and create choreography 

- listen to more podcasts (learning about industry, true crime, comedy improv)

- get back into improv classes

- submit my short film Holly to festivals

- produce more of my scripted series

- dedicate to play time (nothing involving career or industry, hiking, video games, see family, girl time)

- develop more empathy and compassion for people and do more kindness for those in my life

- find ways to give back and help those in underprivileged communities

- show gratitude every day

- call my mom more and find any opportunity to see my family

- establish boundaries for myself when i am uncomfortable

- cut off negativity, but find lessons & learn from it

- forgive the past & let go of trauma. find inner peace with the past

- make art from the pain of the past

- cook more homemade meals

- donate unused clothes and clean out closet

- finally buy a beat pad and start making beats

- learn more about music producing

- dedicate time to learn beginning DJ

- not to mention continue pursuing my professional acting endeavors

This is not the full list, but it's mainly everything I want to do for 2020 :) everyone tell me a resolution & reflection pls!!

Thank you so much my wonderful patrons to continuing to support me here.. Keep losing members but know that I am always seeing who's really supporting me and know that you true supporters are coming with me to the top. I am so grateful to have experienced this year with you. 2020 is going to be even bigger & better :) also let me know if you would like to watch my vampire audition tape with the smoke tricks hehe

(i hate to ask, but since I've lost a lot of patrons these past few months, I am asking if you are able to go up in a tier to help me continue this path of creative production. it's okay if you can't, i understand not everyone can. i am so grateful either way. i might to pick up more hours working, which is less time for me to dedicate to my craft, but that's okay.)

i love you all. 2020 IS GONNA BE LIT Y'ALL