~ Full disclosure ~
Added 2019-08-04 18:48:16 +0000 UTCIf you're still here, thank you. I apologize for not writing on here. I completely understand from your point of view if you deem me unworthy of your support and cancel being a patreon. I have no idea what I'm doing to be honest. I want to be the best me to everyone in my life, and sometimes I invest my time into people and things that aren't good for me. I get distracted easily. I can be immature and think stupid thoughts. If anyone thinks I have it all together has completely no idea who I am. I am so sorry if it seems like I have forgotten about Patreon. I haven't. I actually think of you every day in my thoughts and am so grateful to be alive at the same time as you. I have been insecure lately. I want to write when I have great things to say, and recently, I just haven't felt like I could say anything of value. Sometimes I truly feel like I'm not important and ask questions like, "why do people even want to hear what I'm saying?". There is a lot of pressure in my life to constantly create content and most of my content revolves around my physical aspect. I have been taking time to reevaluate my artistic direction and vision. I have been changing so fast that I don't even know who I am anymore. I am investing time to discover what is meaningful to me. I need to squash my destructive tendencies. I actually am in the process of finding a therapist. I remember therapy was a huge turning point for me 3 years ago when I was in a circumstance that was so overwhelming, I needed all the help to push forward.
All in all, I am sincerely sorry if I let you down with the content on my Patreon. Anyway, here's a selfie of me filming for REACT & Fine Bros a week ago.
PS I really want to make it up it those who are still here. Live stream this week? I want to give you quality time. I want to talk to you personally. Let me know what is a good day / time. Is weekday or weekend better?
Comments
Only Love for You... your life is your own, Whatever respite you need, it will always benefit you...
Douglas R Mason
2019-08-11 07:39:36 +0000 UTCAs long as you keep on keeping on, I'll continue to support and love you. And yes, you are physically beautiful and very attractive, but my decision to support you was based on your songs on your youtube channel. After hearing Heroin, I wanted to hear more from you. And after joining your patreon and learning more about you, for as long as I can, I'll continue to support you.
Adam Y
2019-08-07 19:27:01 +0000 UTCthank you so much jeannette. hearing from you brings me great joy. i have so much appreciation for your continued support in any way. love you!!
Jeannie Elise Mai
2019-08-06 18:25:09 +0000 UTCyes, i am planning to do two live streams for everyone to make it. both saturday when i'm done with class which will be around 6pm and sunday morning! i want to interact with as many patreons as possible :) thank you for your support ricky. much love to you
Jeannie Elise Mai
2019-08-06 18:24:35 +0000 UTCwow thank you so much brett. i am so grateful to hear from you. thank you for supporting in me when, at times, i don't feel like i deserve it. i have so much love for you.
Jeannie Elise Mai
2019-08-06 18:23:19 +0000 UTCHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY FRIEND ! :) i am so happy to be sharing my life with you & that you share your insights with me as well. you mean a lot to me josh. thank you for your kind words. have a great birthday !!
Jeannie Elise Mai
2019-08-06 18:22:19 +0000 UTCHey Jeannie, no need to worry from me. It's not much to pay each month but if it helps you out then I'm all for it. We all get busy sometimes so don't stress too much and take it one step at a time. My one suggestion for this page is to post more unreleased photos of you. That way it doesn't take too much time from you and we all get to see new stuff as your patreon people.
Jeannette
2019-08-05 14:33:48 +0000 UTCJeannie! Good to see your face. I had to downgrade my tier only because I'm saving every last bit for vacation in a few weeks. But not to worry, I'll be back to where I was afterwards. Didn't want you to think it was for your lack of posts. Anyway, we all get burned out. We all have internal conflicts. Question what the hell we're doing with our lives. Today is my birthday and as I turn another year older, I have been having those same feelings. Get the help you require. There is absolutely no shame in that. Take care of your mental health first. Those who truly support you will be here no matter what. I sure will be as long as I am able. Much love for you, friend. Rest your mind. Take time to heal. Never think we don't want to hear from you. That's what we're here for! You're always so insightful, honest and open. One reason why you're the highlight of any react videos you're a part of.
Josh Peters
2019-08-05 04:58:33 +0000 UTChey jeannie, you don;t have to apologise for trying to get your life straight. nobody has their life 100% together all the time. I'm just glad you are on the back to being yourself and being happy. A live stream would be great. i think friday/weekend would be best, especially for patreons like myself who don't live in the US so there is a big time difference.
ricky zjawinski
2019-08-04 19:38:20 +0000 UTCThere are some positives you can take from this. First, if you ever have the thought that you are not important, remind yourself that there are 170 people that have patiently waited a month for this update. They do that because you are an amazing person. And second, even a post where you say you have no idea what you are doing is already garnering comments from people that are concerned, and curious to hear more. Don't worry about if what you have to say measures up to some undefined level of value. Just post anything and see what happens. I would wager you could post a photo of a duck you saw at the park that just said, "Look at this cute duck!" and it would result in some wonderful conversation. :) This is all to say, you are doing just fine. You are an amazing woman, and there are many people that want to support you on your creative adventures, whatever those may be.
Brett Love
2019-08-04 19:07:33 +0000 UTCSame 2 u Jeannie; Same 2 u; ur my NO.1 REACTOR & 1 my favorite PEOPLE IN THIS UNIVERSE; u give me hope 4 people like u 2 talk 2; wish these good people could all just b closer 2gether & live in peace & harmony
Chris Gabino
2019-08-04 19:02:59 +0000 UTCi have so much love for your chris. i can never thank you enough for being such a positive light in my life
Jeannie Elise Mai
2019-08-04 19:01:20 +0000 UTCyour kind words brought truly warmed my heart and got me all teary haha. thank you johnathan. reading your kind words brings me peace :)
Jeannie Elise Mai
2019-08-04 19:00:44 +0000 UTCthank you so much asim. i am so happy to see that you're still here :') this means the world to me.
Jeannie Elise Mai
2019-08-04 18:59:08 +0000 UTCI feel like Iβm letting down 4 not communicating with u as much 2; but u got deal with stuff 2; I understand; Iβm sure everyone understands 2 Iβm truly sorry if ur going through some things as well; as am I; i thought I was happy at 1st but now Iβm struggling 4 the moment but I know the ga will get better; as will u things will get better; positivity #DshitMaiSquad
Chris Gabino
2019-08-04 18:52:36 +0000 UTCYou are a stong person and have the support of many people. You letting people know what's going on is a big deal. You are doing great and takes a lot to talk about what's going on. Follow your dreams we are always here π
Johnathan Bond
2019-08-04 18:51:42 +0000 UTCItβs okay. I at least understand you have a life outside of the Internet. I will always support you no matter what. Youβre a great person and hope to see you so many movies and tv shows
Asim Pollard
2019-08-04 18:50:35 +0000 UTC
