Special birthday post for you (✿◠‿◠)
Added 2019-06-11 06:25:59 +0000 UTCI took this photo almost 4 years ago when I was turning 20.. now I am 24. I probably look the same to most people, but I KNOW I LOOK A LITTLE MORE MATURE than I used to!! :D
Thank you my special patrons, for your continued support. This community gives so much peace and spiritual grounding in such a superficial industry I'm navigating through. It feels amazing to know you actually support me and care about me. I hate being a commodity. For the most part, working as a social media influencer/artist/actress, has made me feel like my worth is based on my numbers and monetary value..
Sometimes I feel as though this industry is making me jaded.. being surrounded by people who thirst for money and success is so draining.. i crave deep human connections and experiences with people. Don't get me wrong, I love what I do. I love where I am. I love getting to work with amazing artists to create something meaningful and entertaining. It's just that I am noticing now that more & more, people don't impress me with their success, what impresses me is their humanity.
It's incredible I can just write about anything I want and post anything I want on my Patreon. With you, I feel like my most genuine, authentic self. I can't tell you how much I love you all and appreciate the support on my Patreon. This website truly gives me an escape from entertainment industry. Thank you for showing me that I am never alone. Thank you for being so kind to me. This birthday was the best ever and and huge part of it was knowing that I have my Patreon community supporting me. Thank you for sticking with me. I have so much love and gratitude for every single one of you.
PS I want to still do the exclusive live stream. Do you prefer that I try to make a horror game happen? Or are you okay with a simple stream where I just interact with you all? Let me know! I want to make you guys happy because you've helped me so much :')
Comments
Interactive stream would b nice; so we can c every1s thoughts & u interacting with all of us would b really sweet 4 a post-birthday 4 u
Chris Gabino
2019-06-20 14:02:00 +0000 UTCI don´t have a preference. If you wanna do a simple live stream go for it. Don´t feel bad for not making a huge production out of it. Especially on your first go. I´ll be there if time zones and schedules allow it. By the way I can see how you´ve changed, in react videos at least. I think your facial expression is more serious now, if that makes any sense.
Jógvan Jákupsson
2019-06-12 00:04:28 +0000 UTCa simple live stream is fine with me, i think i speak for most of us here when i say that what is important to us is the opportunity to interact with you. Also i would assume it would be a lot easier for you to set that kind of stream up. any dates in mind yet??
ricky zjawinski
2019-06-11 18:38:21 +0000 UTCSimple live stream would be grand. We can all have a drink and toast your birthday and recent success.
Doug
2019-06-11 14:02:53 +0000 UTCLike others have said, anything you feel comfortable with doing. I'll tune in as long as I can. ...Dumb idea, maybe. But, if you know someone with a projector, what do you think about a video/movie thing. Like play a movie or something on the wall behind you, and we can all watch it together, like we're all at the movie together, but chatting is ok.😋
Adam Y
2019-06-11 07:17:00 +0000 UTCThis is a wonderful post, and it makes me think you are on the right path to be able to achieve your goals while holding on to your empathy. It is an interesting symbiosis. While it is certainly interesting and inspiring from this side to follow along on your adventures, I am happy that our contributions are also helpful to you. You're a beautiful soul and I am looking forward to seeing what you do next. 😀
Brett Love
2019-06-11 06:57:08 +0000 UTCit might be that the reason these celebrities "don't give a fuck about you", is because you are the new fish, they could be jealous of your youth, good looks and gorgeous body, and it is gorgeous lol, and the more you stick with it, the more you will be appreciated, until someone new comes in, after you, and then they will get the same as what you are just now. xxx
John McGoldrick
2019-06-11 06:37:48 +0000 UTCI just want you to know that you can dm me on any social media platform you can find me on if you ever need anything. I’m really glad you enjoyed your birthday and that you found something you love doing. Tbh, I still look 13, height wise. And ok with whatever you decide to stream.
Matt Masuda
2019-06-11 06:32:46 +0000 UTCAn AMA sounds good actually. But whatever you choose works fine.
John shavers
2019-06-11 06:30:48 +0000 UTCIf you've already started buying the equipment for the horror stream then I say definitely try to do it - it's fun to stream games and once it's all set up you'd be able to do it again in the future! If a simple interaction stream is more feasible then that sounds good too.
David Macdonald
2019-06-11 06:29:41 +0000 UTC
