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Polina Laptii

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Fractured Flow

Fractured Flow

Mountain self-portrait series. Lumshory 2025.

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In Stillness I Roam

In Stillness I Roam

Self-portraits taken solo, with a tripod.

Sarzhyn Yar, Kharkiv.

Shot on 35 mm film.

I embrace my wild nature.

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Reputation: Soiled

Reputation: Soiled

Self-portraits on Ilford 35mm.

The skin is bare, the nameโ€™s still dirty. Grain hides nothing โ€” but Iโ€™m past hiding.

Let them zoom in.

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Exploring Intimacy on 35mm: A Wild self-portrait series

Exploring Intimacy on 35mm: A Wild self-portrait series

Enter my world through the grain and glow of 35mm film โ€” a space where sensuality meets wilderness, and self-expression runs free. ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ”ฅ
This exclusive series captures me nude, unfiltered, and immersed in the raw pulse of nature โ€” a dance of skin, florals, and fleeting heat, framed with the texture only film can offer.

Every shot is a love letter to freedom. A flash of confidenc...

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Where Lilac touches skin

Where Lilac touches skin

Elite Chrome expired

The candid self-portraits were captured, as always, on 35mm filmโ€”a ritual that feels almost sacred to me now. This time, I used slide film, which rendered the images in an unexpected lilac hueโ€”soft, otherworldly, and quietly haunting. The color wasn't planned, but it transformed everything, bathing the frames in a spectral light that felt more like memory than doc...

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No safe word โ€“ Just Desire

No safe word โ€“ Just Desire

This series is available exclusively for my subscribers โ€” a 35mm film ritual soaked in lust, fetish, and submission.

Dripping wax. A whip. Choke play. Breath control.
And the unmistakable thrill of obedience โ€” the kind that makes you crawl, pant, and beg.

Two women. Fierce and feral.
Fetishes in full bloom.

Your support keeps this art alive โ€” and this series demand...

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#35mm

#35mm

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Deeply personal 35mm film self-portraits.

Deeply personal 35mm film self-portraits.

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#35mmfilm self-portraits, Amsterdam โŒโŒโŒ

#35mmfilm self-portraits, Amsterdam โŒโŒโŒ

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The desired, forbidden fruit.

The desired, forbidden fruit.

Masterful self-portraits shot on film. Respond to this beauty.

Have a lovely evening!

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Today, Iโ€™m just a virgin girl. ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿป๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿชฝ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿš

Today, Iโ€™m just a virgin girl. ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿป๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿชฝ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿš

When you gift me flowers, be certain โ€” there will be an interaction. Today, I am an innocent, sweet child craving attention. But you know me well; I donโ€™t always stay in this mood for long.

As always, these are self-portraits, captured on 35mm film using only a tripod.

So, which image speaks to you more โ€” the pure, innocent girl ๐Ÿผ or the decadent mistress ๐Ÿ‘ ?

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Support artistic creation.๐ŸŒน

Support artistic creation.๐ŸŒน

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Empower the making of art.

Empower the making of art.

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Petals soaked in sin ๐Ÿฉธ๐ŸŒน

Petals soaked in sin ๐Ÿฉธ๐ŸŒน

I sink my fingers into the thick, warm liquid โ€” it clings to my skin, seeps between my nails, burrows into the ridges of my fingertips. The white roses freeze before me, as if they had been waiting for this moment. I drag my hand across the petals โ€” they drink in the color like parched earth devours rain. The red spreads, flooding every crease, sinking into the finest veins. The roses are n...

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b-day

b-day

Birthday. The next cycle, iteration.

Thank you for being with me.๐Ÿชฝ

A new post is coming in a few days โ€” stay tuned.

Hugs!

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Self-portraits on 120mm film. b-day.

Self-portraits on 120mm film. b-day.

In a couple of days, itโ€™s my birthday. Iโ€™d be truly grateful and happy for your support and greetings. In the meantime, hereโ€™s a series of self-portraits on 120mm film.

I want to sincerely thank everyone who stays with me. This year has been intense and challenging, but from here on, itโ€™s only onwards and upwards.

Kyiv friends, I invite you to the opening of my solo exhibiti...

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Velvet Obsession โ€“ Shibari on 35mm Film

Velvet Obsession โ€“ Shibari on 35mm Film

Sensual, hypnotic, bound in silk and shadow โ€” this is desire restrained. Captured on 35mm film, this series explores the elegance of shibari, where every knot, every touch of rope against skin, becomes a silent confession.

Indulge, surrender, and let the tension pull you deeper. ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ

See it all now:

patre...

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Red Room

Red Room

A new series of intense, raw, and hypnotic self-portraits shot on film in deep red tones is now available exclusively on my Patreon. This series captures sensuality, distortion, and the body melting into color.

As a bonus, youโ€™ll also get digital shots from the same series.

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35mm Confessions.๐Ÿ‘๏ธ

35mm Confessions.๐Ÿ‘๏ธ

Through intimate self-portraits on 35mm film, I capture the quiet moments โ€” the weight of the air before the storm, the hush between light and shadow. Each frame holds something fleeting, something real.๐ŸŽž๏ธ

Stay with me as I document this season, one image at a time. ๐Ÿ–ค

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Intimate bondage & seduction ๐Ÿ•ธ๏ธ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธ

Intimate bondage & seduction ๐Ÿ•ธ๏ธ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธ

Indulge in the seductive world of my exclusive Shibari self-portraits โ€” crafted just for my Patreon supporters, my dear ones. ๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ•ธ๏ธ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธ

For me, binding myself isnโ€™t just about pleasure; itโ€™s an art form, a ritual of beauty and control. Shibari, my personal freestyle, is my passion...

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In the Carpathian wilderness.๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒพ๐ŸฆŽโ›ฐ๏ธ

In the Carpathian wilderness.๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒพ๐ŸฆŽโ›ฐ๏ธ

In the heart of the Carpathians, nature was both my companion and my challenge. The wind through the trees, the crunch of grass beneath my feet, the constant awareness of wildlife โ€” it was impossible to ignore the living, breathing world around me.๐Ÿ•ธ๏ธ๐Ÿ•ท๏ธ Posing nude in such an environment was a raw confrontation with the elements. This second part of my self-portrait series reflects t...

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Light BDSM and ddlg vibes. ๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธโœจ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿซฆ๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›๐Ÿซณ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘„

Light BDSM and ddlg vibes. ๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธโœจ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿซฆ๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›๐Ÿซณ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘„

Crashing into your Tuesday with some light BDSM. Rushing in to spice up your week with sinful content. ๐Ÿซณ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’‹
Painโ€™s a love language, kinks are my study.๐Ÿ˜‡
Thanks for sharing this journey with me & for all the support โ€” love you.๐Ÿซฆ

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A quiet embrace.

A quiet embrace.

I created the plan for those who want to support me without expecting content in return. For $6 a month โ€” the price of a cup of coffee โ€” you can show appreciation for my work and vision. This is simply a way to support, with no extras attached.

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Masturbate in front of me, Daddy ๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿš๐Ÿฅต๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›๐Ÿซ€

Masturbate in front of me, Daddy ๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿš๐Ÿฅต๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›๐Ÿซ€

The first part of a lusty series of 35mm film self-portraits, captured with a tripod. I wish you a sweet week. Iโ€™m very thankful for your support, my friends! ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿซ€๐Ÿˆโค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

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Breathless moments: The art of control

Breathless moments: The art of control

In this latest series, I explore the raw intensity of asphyxia fetish โ€” a dance between control, vulnerability, and power. The gas mask, stark and striking, transforms from a mere object to a symbol of isolation and allure, capturing the delicate balance between desire and restraint. Each frame teeters on the edge of tension and release, offering a provocative glimpse into the beauty of human...

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The pomegranate spills like fresh blood across my tainted flesh.๐Ÿฉธ

The pomegranate spills like fresh blood across my tainted flesh.๐Ÿฉธ

This image is an intimate and raw exploration of the body as both a canvas and a symbol. The pomegranate โ€” a fruit steeped in mythological meaning, tied to fertility, life, and death โ€” rests against my skin, weaving a narrative of permanence and transience.๐Ÿ‘๏ธ

The scattered juice stains speak of vitality and fragility, echoing cycles of creation and decay. Itโ€™s a visual meditati...

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Fresh meat has arrived!๐Ÿฅฉ๐ŸŽŽ๐Ÿชญ

Fresh meat has arrived!๐Ÿฅฉ๐ŸŽŽ๐Ÿชญ

Presenting my latest 35mm film self-portraits โ€” captured with a tripod, as always.

Wishing you an incredible start to 2025 โ€” may it be filled with inspiration and joy!

Sending you many hugs. ๐Ÿชญ

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2025 FINNA BE MY YEAR FR!๐Ÿ๐Ÿฉธโœจ๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŽ„๐Ÿ‘๏ธ

2025 FINNA BE MY YEAR FR!๐Ÿ๐Ÿฉธโœจ๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŽ„๐Ÿ‘๏ธ

Happy New Year, my dearest ones! ๐ŸŽ„โœจ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‘น๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ”ฎ

Finally, this crazy year has come to an end! I wish for 2025 to bring you joy and happiness, inspiration and growth, love and friendship, the end of the war, and peace.

My self-portraits are a mirror of my soul and emotions. ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ 2024 was challenging yet wonderfully rebellious, like a teenager.โœจ This year, I lost a lot bu...

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Slide into my shadows.

Slide into my shadows.

Would you touch me through the grain? Let the 35mm film show you everything...

Shot on 35mm black-and-white, this self-portrait is raw and real.

More is coming, my loves. ๐Ÿ’Ž Stay with me. Always yours. ๐Ÿชฌ

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Savor me slowly....๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ‘…

Savor me slowly....๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ‘…

Would you lick it off me? ๐Ÿ’— Make me spotless, babeโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ‘…
Iโ€™m glowing โœจ with the last of my energy, closing out this crazy-ass year.

Hereโ€™s the first part of a new series, shot on digital video. What do you think of the vibe? You feeling it?

And guess what โ€” Iโ€™ve got something special coming your way for the new year. ๐Ÿ’Ž Stay close, my loves. You mea...

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