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Mood Tracker 2023

I made a mood tracker, feel free to use or edit it as you see fit! 

How does it work?

The idea is that you fill in the squares 4 times a day, every day for however long you want to keep doing it. 0, 5, 10, and 16 denote how many hours you've been awake roughly. Most mood trackers I've seen only let you fill in one square per day but that doesn't make sense for people like me wh...

Violapse: A Field of Sunflowers (15 year redraw!)

This started out as a redraw of an old drawing - a redraw of a redraw to be precise! The first drawing was from 2008, the second drawing was from 2018 and this is from 2023! It hasn't always been Melody but I've had Melody on the brain for a long time now so it ended up being her :>

Violapse: This is the End

:)

Violapse: A Little More

My favourite thing about this page is that the darkness in the bottom right is made up of music notes!! I realise that all of these snippets out of context make like no sense probably but bear with me OwO

Violapse: Why Should I Stop Now?

:>

Violapse: Melody Anatomy Study

Every so often I'll reach a point where I'm like 'shit, I don't actually know how to draw anything!!!' and I need to go back to basics.

[NSFW] Black Tar Melody (sketch)

Violapse: Melody Inked Drawings

The second image is one of my favourite drawings of her. I wish I could be more consistent each time but I'm adopting the attitude of 'close enough!!' I might actually still put that second drawing on a comic page, I just don't know which one yet haha

Violapse: Zachary

I've been having a TOUGH TIME drawing this man consistently, but I think I've finally found a way I'm happy with (first image). It's been difficult!!! I'm also saving myself a lot of trouble by just making his hair solid black

Violapse: Melody Sketchdump

Violapse: Line Test

For a very long time, I've been kind of on a quest to make my art more efficient and not sweat the small stuff - to basically be OK with drawing messier. Working on the iPad has been huge in helping me to achieve this. 

I was planning to go so far as to draw Violapse in the rougher style (1st image) but after some thought, decided that I would like it to have at least SOME polish (2n...

Violapse - Chisel

[NSFW] Dramatic Tiddy Melody 2 (Violapse)

I think this might have been the last thing I drew in Photoshop (as opposed to Procreate on the iPad). The quality is definitely better but as I mentioned in my newsletter I just really prefer the way the iPad feels right now. Anyway, enjoy my soft girl!

[NSFW] Dramatique Tiddy Melody (Violapse)

I was really happy with this one! I enjoy drawing NSFW the most when it's a little bit edgy lmao

NSFW Megapost (10 drawings!)

I got really into drawing these... Legitimately I feel like drawing NSFW is good practise for anatomy but also it's just fun as heck! Anyway hope you enjoy haha xD

Untitled Catgirl Comic (14 pages) (roughs)

I've been having a lot of fun working on this with my buddy Sheepdog @RB6K. It's actually very cool to work on something so far out of my comfort zone!! 

Silly Wishes (timelapse)

Splat! (timelapse)

Insufferable (timelapse)

FFXIV Drawing

This was my half of a secret santa exchange with someone on Discord!

D&D Character Standee!

I made this as a secret santa present for my friend, all of the characters are hers! This is a wooden standee with three separate layers! It hasn't arrived yet (boo!) but I'll share pictures of it when it does. I really hope it came out good!

Splat!

The eternal struggle... I was pretty pleased with the 3rd panel! It's notoriously difficult to draw characters from that angle haha

Silly Wishes

The thing next to the fireworks in the last panel is meant to be a thistle seed! I always wish on those things hehe

Insufferable

I'm very glad I can't experience myself from the outside. My social anxiety is really bad but I've discovered that I'm actually quite an extrovert. I often feel that social exchanges are something I have to be Good at (hello autism) and even when I feel like I'm doing a good job, I think I must be pretty insufferable to others probably!

January Newsletter

Hello!

Thank you so much for continuing to support me on Patreon. You might have noticed that I haven't posted here all Winter and I've been largely absent from social media. I've been having a quietly hard time for the past few months, but I cannot overstate how much your support has been my absolute lifeline for the past few months. For mental health reasons that I'll go into, I haven't...

Affirmation

Something about me that's very petty is that I don't like generalised affirmation posts because I always think about the shitty people that might read them, and might not deserve those affirmations (specifically, I think about my abuser, so when I say shitty person I mean like Actually shitty person haha, I'm not just being mean).

Anyway I made an affirmation just for me UwU~

Also t...

Just Checking In

Guarding my yes is not something I'm good at! I love helping people and being involved in stuff, and I'm glad that people can approach me, but it's getting to the point where I'm struggling to cope with so many people asking me for stuff all the time in every aspect of my life hooooo.

Physical Anxiety (WIP)

Constantly Available

Autism and the Fawn Response (WIP)

This is a collaboration between myself and my buddy Ryca! They did 90% of the writing and I edited it and I'm drawing it!

These thumbnails are super rough but the main thing for me was getting the layouts right, which takes so much longer than you might think! I also discovered a Way Easier Way to do my speech bubbles so I might share a little tutorial on that soon OwO

This won't b...