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@lolita_astr

Yesterday I hugged my parents for the first time in 8 months. To say that I am happy is to say nothing)

They settled in a small house with a large garden in the Kyiv region. This is the summer cottage of dad's friends who gave them the opportunity to live there until the war ends. Because in our native city there is constant shelling from aviation and it is very dangero...

Selfportraits

I have been in Kyiv for a couple of days. And I still can't come to my senses. I haven't seen a boyfriend, parents, or friends yet... the first person I met was my dentist) And I've already visited her more times in these couple of days than in all 5 years (and there are a few more sessions to come) . Yulia's advice - go to the dentist every six months to clean your teeth from stones and you wi...

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My journey to Ukraine has already begun.

My boyfriend called me and said that the commander promised them a vacation next week. And this is the only opportunity to see each other in these six months. Without hesitation, I set off with my friend Tony in the direction of Germany by car (where he just needed to have a minor operation). Now we stopped in the small French town of Bessonance. W...

Shooting with

@winderwind

last month i feel like nothing. I didn't shoot other girls, I tried to feel inspired and shoot self-portraits. But already 4 shootings in a cool location, with good light - I feel inspired... but when I start shooting, I get angry in 10 minutes. Because I don't get what I thought up in my head - as if everything is wonderful, but something is missing. Maybe I exhausted myself,...

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Next week my contract at work ends and I am going to Ukraine) I will finally see my parents, friends, my boyfriend.

The only thing I fear is my reaction to the destroyed buildings. I will cry all the time from grief (because of the war) and from joy (because I saw my relatives) at the same time, and in between tears I will eat my mother's borscht. )

I plan to stay there for a month ...

Selfportraits

I procrastinated in my bed for two weeks, sometimes distracting myself by eating. I couldn't force myself to do anything, even the trivial thing of going to the sea (which I never refuse). And finally I came out of this state. And my friend who came to Barcelona for a couple of days helped me. It was enough to just get my ass out of bed and go outside with someone I know and can talk to (I don'...

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@leartbeau

Procrastination accompanies me for the second week. I just sit at home and can't force myself to do anything. Although a couple of days ago I already planned to shoot a lot and finally sit down to select photos from the last shootings.

Well, I have two more days of the weekend ahead of me to get out of this state)

Understanding the problem is half the way to solving...

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@burquinaona

I bragged to everyone that I was going to shoot a hot Spanish girl) and on the set it turned out that my muse is from Turkey and has been studying in Spain for a couple of years) and does not know Spanish at all) And it also turned out that she has never been filmed naked. What really surprised me was that she immediately agreed to the shoot when I wrote to her in private mes...

Selfportraits

1. I found a place where I could finally meditate. For these almost 6 months, I couldn't relax at all... and finally, an almost deserted place, a big stone blowing coolness, trees with a fancy bark and the singing of patsoks. I meditated for about 10 minutes and felt such relaxation that I had not felt for a long time. Now I go there every morning on my weekends.

2. I still decided to ret...

Selfportraits

I'm sorry but I'm devastated today

Shooting with

@assttriid

I have a dilemma. I want to return to Kyiv in October and stay there and go abroad only for my exhibitions and shootings. But from the first of October, all women who have a specialty related to the military must register for the military and, if a summons comes, go to defend their country. On the one hand, I support this law if a woman is a doctor, those women who really worke...

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@sultan_chic01

I start making out on set with other girls. For example, last week I had the opportunity to go to the beautiful places of the Costa Brava .... I specifically discussed the moodboard with the girl and asked if it was okay for her to be naked. To which she said that she likes everything and the only thing she is worried about is that she has never posed naked. But she agreed ...

Selfportraits

One thing worries me... In 4 months in Spain, I already removed the nerve in a tooth, got sick with covid and twice with some kind of cold accompanied by fever and weakness, poisoned twice, treated my nervous system and cut my foot so that I could not walk. Now the question to the universe - what are you trying to warn me about? Psychosomatics may you explain what is wrong?

I have not bee...

Video)

I've been wanting to share a video with you for a long time ... but with the built-in suggestions of Patreon, it's just impossible to do it when you're filming naked. All platforms ban your video because it contains nudity.

I was advised to try another platform - I hope it will work. Do not hesitate to write in the comments that something is not working!

I will show you a short vide...

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@sultan_chik01

it's time to show you this beautiful woman)

This is exactly the moment when a professional fashion model and a nude model are combined in a one girl. It was a pleasure to work with her. We felt and understood each other with half a word. The only thing I got used to was reminding the models about natural manicures ; (I was so inspired by the shoot that I only saw that...

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I cleaned the memory on my phone and found these pictures. I think I did not share them with you. (if I have sclerosis - correct me ;) )

These shots were taken on a phone. It was a film shoot, but the film ran out and we had 15 minutes left, so we decided to film it on our phone. And somewhere in the depths of my soul, I will say that shooting on a phone turned out to be more alive and at...

Selfportraits

Yesterday I talked with my parents and close relatives. They all left Mykolaiv together for a safer place. Since Mykolaiv is constantly under shelling and airstrikes. (They didn't want to leave for a long time, but when you hear automatic queues nearby - you stop doubting and being afraid to leave your home.)

They now live in a village in the Kyiv region. Everyone lost their jobs (because...

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Not so long ago, I told you about two shootings: with a professional model and with a girl who just likes to be in the frame. Here is the soulless shooting with the model. The girl's name is Katya. I offered her a creative shoot, showed her the mood board of the shoot, agreed everything with her. On the set, I tried in every possible way to talk to her to find some kind of connection, but Katya...

Selfies

always dreamed of taking pictures in the shower - naked body, drops on the glass. But when will I find a shower room with a window? I want to take a picture with a camera and not with an iPhone 😑.

Today i returning back from Amsterdam to Barcelona. I came here for shooting for one

I found Amsterdam too boring. all architecture is the same and you can just walk in circles and not...

Selfportraits

Thoughts diverge - I want to tell you so many different things. All the news is only good) (I fixed the tooth, signed a contract at work, bought tickets to Amsterdam and back, and even plan to create a brand of lingerie and swimwear with my friend)

I'll just tell you how today my friend, who helped me in Spain with documents and finding housing, decided to show me the surroundings of Manr...

My muse

So here is the same live shooting with a young mother. We only had 40 minutes to get to know each other, discuss what plan to shoot and do everything until her baby wants her breasts again.

And despite the fact that I don’t like to shoot cape in a hurry, Lolita very quickly found a common language - she understood me perfectly. Yes, it was difficult to convince her not to pose. But in t...

Selfie

I just don’t have words) I spent 5 days with a friend on the seashore, in complete relaxation and enjoyment ... which I haven’t allowed myself for so long. My tongue hurts and I'm hoarse from how much we talked 😅

We just slept, ate delicious food, swam, sunbathed and in the evenings drank wine on the terrace admiring the moonlit path. Well, isn't that happiness?

only one thin...

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@kataryniss

I have a question for you. Why is dental treatment so expensive? I'm honestly just shocked by the prices. I knew that these services are expensive in Europe... But damn it, even with a minimum wage, a person cannot afford to treat a tooth... he has to borrow money from a bank. Yes, in Ukraine this is not a cheap pleasure either, but we have state clinics where you c...

Selfportraits

I had to complain to you that the models are not written off to me, as everything changed at once. So now I plan to shoot a lot and go somewhere every two weeks. Or maybe every week) Next week I'm going to Nice with my friend from Kiyv. We will reveal her sexuality, which she carefully restrained through filming) 

I like to shoot people who have never been photographed naked. This is...

Selfies

I'm starting to take pictures of myself on my phone more and more.

I don't get the grip of my portrait lens on my nikon. I am increasingly thinking about buying a new camera and a radically different lens. I want to experiment and capture more surroundings, create more dynamic shots. In the meantime, I will periodically shoot on the phone and try to find myself in it.

P.S...

Selfportraits

began to shoot in the interior and, as always, the shooting was transformed into abstract 😀 . I don't know if it's good, but it makes me mad sometimes. Especially when I specifically come to the location for the sake of location.

You're used to the fact that I've been whining for the last three months) So, I'll complain again) I do not respond to messages from the model from Spain to w...

My muse

@kataryniss

I'm all right. I finally received some of the documents - a work permit and temporary protection in Spain. It remains to make a plastic passport of an EU resident (if I called her correctly). I finally went to the sea - sunbathed in the sun and swam in the sea. I have dealt with the transport system and am no longer afraid to go somewhere alone. My cat received the ...

Selfportraits

You know that im im love with flowers. but unfortunately in Spain a little tight with flowers. Due to the fact that it is very hot here, all my favorite flowers wither quickly. So it makes no sense to buy them at all, just a waste of money. This lilac was brought to me by a woman in whom we lived for the first time in Spain. This is her favorite flower. I would like to say "like mine": but I lo...

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Sorry please that so long has published anything. All this time I didn't have a normal Internet. But finally from today I am with a wicked Internet in my apartment)

I share the second part of the shooting with Angelina. And on Friday wait for my new self -portraits)

Selfportraits

Today, for the first time in a long time, I woke up feeling completely calm inside. This is the first time in almost two months. Although I'm safe for a month now. The feeling of "runaway" and anxiety did not leave me.

And you know this feeling is not my merit. It is the merit of people who support me and believe in me. Support with words, deeds, hugs) Thank you guys 🙏

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