Elle Rose

Shower time

This was the day before I got terribly sick, well actually I had been sick with a respiratory Cold or something, but the day after this I moved and I felt so sick to my stomach all day, and had really bad stomach symptoms for about a week. Just recently I got my appetite back and am really trying to gain a little weight because of the stress and strain depleting me of more than I wanted. Compou...

Shower: We get me in

It's taking me forever to upload these videos! There have been some strange things happening in my apartment and disrupting my sleep, so my brain has been adjusting to my new place as well as a lot of changes. And I had to let go of one of my caregivers and then they love it, she was not making me feel safe. More on that in another video.

SHOWER continued: taking off make up

SHOWER part one

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Not feeling great

I hate stomach issues😔

UPDATE

Sides stretch

Working on updating the podcast, I know I've been slacking… just a whole lot on my mind. Also still processing the aesthetics and NOISES of the colostomy bag👀 I didn't realize💨😂 and I feel like sometimes I can smell the bag, even though you're not supposed to smell it… And we keep it really clean.

How to properly change a colostomy

So I'll be changing this whole set up every other day, even though twice a week is recommended. I just feel very sensitive to smells or any idea of smells, and although the bag is supposed to not give off any odor, I still think it's better to be extra clean and change it every other day. Throughout the day, , I might have output, but lately we have been changing it once or twice a day. I'm s...

First glimpse of my stoma!

It's taking a little getting used to…

Stoma content on its way

Hi everybody, for some reason Vimeo is stalling tonight and I was trying to upload all of my colostomy contents videos. Among them are two in depth videos of how to change a colostomy bag, one of them is the hospitals way using a Hollister brand bag, and the other is renowned Craig hospital simplified way of changing a bag using the Coloplast method. I will say the hospital method is very time-...

Pedicure first, colostomy after!

This is the last video you see of me without my stoma😞 only fans have been taking down all of my content involving my colostomy, so I will be going ahead and posting all of that on my scandalous platform. I'm considering lowering the cost of my scandalous, to make it more accessible to everyone who would have been subscribing as well to my only fans. I'll still be posting on there, but keep ...

BIG UPDATE! My colostomy surgery

How it went… and how it's GOING. Honestly I am so exhausted and heartbroken, not about the surgery but just life in general, so I'm definitely taking a step back from social media just to kind of clear my mind. Since my life is opening up more now not having to do a bowel program, I'll be able to go do more things and hopefully document them via pictures and videos but as always in the back o...

Helping me stretch

I'm back in bed today with a stomach bug, but it was nice a couple days ago and I was out on the porch enjoying the sunshine. Yesterday was my birthday and I wanted to do something fun this weekend but we'll see how I feel

BTS porch video

Did not expect that to happen!😜

😜🍑

Can't post this on only fans because my caregiver does show up in it😳

New sideways stretch

This one is a really good stretch for my lower and upper back. Especially because my shoulder blades get kind of stuck together after being in a chair all day.

Special post😜

We were able to transfer me onto this chair in the living room. The other pictures and photos are on my only fans, because I have to tag other creators, and my caregiver hasn't sent her up yet, I'm not allowed to post this on only fans. So I'll still be using patreon to post things like this as well as other stuff

Stretching from the other day

I do have OF now, but since it won't allow me to include caregivers in any of the shots, I'll still be posting on here. I'm thinking about getting either META glasses or a GoPro

Update time!!!

I'll be delving into this more during my next podcast, but things are finally starting to look like they are moving FORWARD! Also, I don't know why I sound so nasally other than the fact I have a lot of allergies and my nose is stuffy.

Very exciting news!!!

There's a lot going on! I'm barely starting to get a grip on things because it's just now settling in with me that my settlement is ALMOST completely OVER and I have a whole new Life ahead of me. There's lots to express, and because I don't want neglect the fact that I've made this patreon almost a journal of sorts, I think I will just make a video tomorrow as well as a podcast explaining what ...

UGH spasms!

They don't want to come out and play right when I want to film them! Honestly I spasm the most in the morning, which is the hardest part of the day to film because there is so much going on with just one caregiver. I might be able to get a GoPro or something like that so my caregiver can just wear it and show my cares up close in personal! Which I promise, will involves spasms. Compared to most...

Transferring

Every night I transfer onto the ventilator, because I don't get enough air on the diaphragm pace to sleep well at night

Trying to film spasms

When I don't get massaged a lot, I have a lot of spasms. Lately I've been more achy and not enjoying the cold weather, it doesn't help as far as pain is concerned

Podcast episode two: why I've been so quiet lately

Thanks for listening!🩷

Let's try this again!

I think the subscription to my VIMEO renewed, even though it doesn't really make sense because the card I used last year has been replaced with a new card said then… let me know if you all can see the video and maybe it did work. I really didn't wanna pay $300 for the year just to make videos again but here we go

Massage 💆‍♀️

I keep getting strikes on YouTube, maybe because I don't put age restrictions in place. I tried posting this on my OF but it didn't work because it needs me to tag another person and their account isn't completely set up yet. Anyway, let me know if you guys have any difficulty accessing this link

Vent sessions podcast: episode one!

Let me know if this link works, it's supposed to go to my spotify.

Black lace dreams

Lounging around

Now that holiday festivities are ceasing, I can relax more and Focus on what makes me happy: making content and sharing pieces of my life with all of you. I'm getting more of my energy back, and I'm excited to Focus on creative ways of Sharing more. You can always comment on what you would like to see more of!

Thank you!!

Yayyy I made it to 300 subscribers! I love you all❤️