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Saihate no Ima Video Update #2: They Should Give Me An N1 Certificate Just For Being Able To Read This Game

Saihate no Ima Video Update #2: They Should Give Me An N1 Certificate Just For Being Able To Read This Game

Hi all -- as usual, I hope you're doing as well as you can!

Last week, I posted an update on my adventure through 2005's beloved torture nexus, Saihate no Ima. Since that update, I have finished what I presume is at least 2/3rds of the game, if not more, and figure it's time for another update. This post will contain spoilers for some pretty major plotbeats of the game, but I'm going to ...

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Saihate no Ima Video Update #1: The Good, The Bad, and the Gutenberg

Saihate no Ima Video Update #1: The Good, The Bad, and the Gutenberg

Hello everyone, I hope you're all as well as you can be!

After a short break from video production following the To Love-Ru video so I could clear out music commissions (more on the fruits of that labor later), I've been getting back on track with video work. As I mentioned in the last blog post, and is clear by the title of this one, the subject of the next video is going to be 2005's b...

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December 2025 Update + Q&A: Weirdly Prescient Media Edition

Hi everyone - I hope you're all as well as can be! It's time again for another update on how things are going. And I'm going to start labeling these general updates by the month they come out in, since that frankly makes more sense than "mid-video update" now.

First, I'm sorry it's been a few weeks since I've said anything. I sorta crashed right after finishing the To Love-Ru video, and d...

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To Love-Ru is a Boobiful Masterpiece

To Love-Ru is a Boobiful Masterpiece

A special thanks to Very Ok Vinyl for sponsoring this video on To Love-Ru! Check out their wide selection of video game and anime inspired vinyls at: https://www.veryokvinyl.com/

Patrons got to view this early, and without anything...

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To Love-Ru is a Boobiful Masterpiece (Patreon Cut)

To Love-Ru is a Boobiful Masterpiece (Patreon Cut)

The video can be found here on Dropbox! Click me to watch!
A mirror can be found on Proton Drive as well! (Streams onl...

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To Love-Ru Video Update #5 - The First Half is Live & Watchable!

To Love-Ru Video Update #5 - The First Half is Live & Watchable!

Hello again everyone!

This post is pretty much what it says on the tin. The first half of the video is completed, and you can watch it here! Just bare in mind it is not at all censored, and you almost definitely do not want your boss seeing this. 2025-10-31 21:08:41 +0000 UTC View Post

To Love-Ru Video Update #4: Cat Edition (and also video editing I guess)

To Love-Ru Video Update #4: Cat Edition (and also video editing I guess)

Hi y'all! I hope you're all doing as well as you can.

It's been a bit since I posted an update, and there's a few reasons why.

First, as the title and image of this post makes clear: my husband and I have two cats now! Their names are Amina and Polônio, and they're absolute gremlins (as expected of six month old cats) that we've been spending a lot of time with to help the...

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To Love-Ru Video Update #3: The 30,000+ Word Script is Done

To Love-Ru Video Update #3: The 30,000+ Word Script is Done

Hello everyone once again!

It's done, it is FINALLY DONE, oh dear god I am tired. This isn't my longest video yet, but it's pretty high up there in terms of length. And honestly? I'm happy with how it's looking so far. Being able to dedicate more time to my work than I could on a monthly schedule has allowed me to be attentive to details and formulate my thoughts in a way I never...

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To Love-Ru Video Update #2: So I Also Watched 64 Episodes of Anime, and a Bunch of OVAs

To Love-Ru Video Update #2: So I Also Watched 64 Episodes of Anime, and a Bunch of OVAs

Hello again everyone!

Just under 2 weeks ago, I posted about having finished the To Love-Ru manga for my upcoming video on the whole series -- well, at least the original manga, Darkness, the anime adaptations, and the light novels. If I went over everything this video would never exit product...

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To Love-Ru Video Update #1: So I Read 250+ Chapters of Manga

To Love-Ru Video Update #1: So I Read 250+ Chapters of Manga

Hello everyone!

Today's post is going to be a bit different from my usual updates, as it's going to be the first video specific update! As I promised when I mentioned switching to videos being released as-done rather than (mostly-)monthly, I'm going to be making posts whenever major milestones in the production of a new video are reached as a way of signaling "I'm alive," and al...

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Mid-video update + Q&A: Something or other Edition

Hello everyone -- I hope you're doing well! Or, well, as well as you can with how things are. It's time for another mid-video update post; that space for channel and life updates, video plans, questions, and other niceties!

This is the first one of these I'm writing after the change to videos being released on an as-done schedule rather than a (mostly-) monthly schedule, which I wrote abo...

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Witches, Colonialism, and Reclaiming History in Majo no Shokuzai

Witches, Colonialism, and Reclaiming History in Majo no Shokuzai

Patrons got to view this early, and without anything hidden!

In 2004, RPG dev AliceSoft released an oft-forgotten VN; a look back at the witch hunts from the perspective of a so-called witch... and the resilience it took to live. Let's dive into 2004's Majo no Shokuzai (魔女の贖罪).

T...

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Witches, Colonialism, and Reclaiming History in Majo no Shokuzai (Patreon Cut)

Witches, Colonialism, and Reclaiming History in Majo no Shokuzai (Patreon Cut)

Dropbox repository with downloadable and fully uncensored copies can be found here!

In 2004, RPG dev AliceSoft released an oft-forgotten VN; a look back at the witch hunts from the perspective of a so-called witch... and the...

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Witches, Colonialism, and Reclaiming History in Majo no Shokuzai (Script Preview)

Witches, Colonialism, and Reclaiming History in Majo no Shokuzai (Script Preview)

Hello everyone!

This script took a bit longer than I expected just because of how much reading I had to do for it, but it is more or less done now! The witches in my audience are gonna be eating good this time.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1yDvmx...

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A very important Mid-video update + Q&A: Onto a brighter future for this channel

Hi all, and I hope you're all doing well! It's time for another mid-video update - that vague time of the month in which I post about what's been happening in life, this channel, future video plans, and give space for the next Q&A! The first two of those are... well, very interlinked this time, so let's get into it and talk about what the title of this post is referring to.

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Human Nature is (Not) Hopeless: A Dive into Swan Song (2005)

Human Nature is (Not) Hopeless: A Dive into Swan Song (2005)

Patrons got to view this early, and without anything hidden!

In 2005, FlyingShine released Swan Song - a visual novel that at first looks like any other disaster story. But within it is hope for humanity, sympathy for the unwanted, and a call for empathy. It's time for a revisit, 20 years later...

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Human Nature is (Not) Hopeless: A Dive into Swan Song (2005) (Patreon Cut)

Human Nature is (Not) Hopeless: A Dive into Swan Song (2005) (Patreon Cut)

A Dropbox repository with downloadable and fully uncensored copies can be found here!

In 2005, FlyingShine released Swan Song - a visual novel that at first looks like any other disaster story. But within it is hope for huma...

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Swan Song: The Apocalypse, Human Nature, and Finding Hope (Script Preview)

Swan Song: The Apocalypse, Human Nature, and Finding Hope (Script Preview)

Hello everyone!

Boy howdy was this one another long time coming. I think this might just be one of the most famous translated VNs, yet I've somehow avoided it until now. Well, that oversight is fixed now! And sorry it took so long for me to actually get this out, this script gave me a LOT of trouble due to the structure of the game and the amount of reading that went into making ...

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Mid-video update + Q&A: (It's Somehow Not The) Apocalypse edition

Greetings everyone, and welcome to another mid-video update -- the time of the month for ramblings about the life and channel, video plans, and space for the Q&A segment! It's been rather quiet on the personal end of things, besides trying to better manage my time so I have the opportunity and energy to watch/read/etc things outside of work. Which, on that note, Star Wars Andor is Pretty Go...

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The Clannad Creators' Forgotten & Wild Dark Horror Game

The Clannad Creators' Forgotten & Wild Dark Horror Game

Patrons got to view this early, and without anything hidden!

Long before KEY created classics like Clannad and AIR, some of their most famous members came together in 1997 to create a dark horror mystery nothing like the heart-touching romances that would come after... and boy howdy, is it som...

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The Clannad Creators' Forgotten & Wild Dark Horror Game (Patreon Cut)

The Clannad Creators' Forgotten & Wild Dark Horror Game (Patreon Cut)

A Dropbox repository with downloadable and fully uncensored copies can be found here!

Long before KEY created classics like Clannad and AIR, some of their most famous members came together in 1997 to create a dark horror mystery noth...

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The Clannad Creators' Forgotten & Wild Dark Horror Game (Script Preview)

The Clannad Creators' Forgotten & Wild Dark Horror Game (Script Preview)

Well, this was... an adventure. People weren't lying when they said MOON is a video game.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1v5ofgsNnJJnS_XCNe7KNdRuUeeRPsr2P0g0X4tF-hR4/edit?usp=sharing

See you all soon! o/

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Mid-video update + Q&A + Poll: Canada Edition, But Also An Important Question

Hello everyone, and welcome back to another mid-video update! Or I guess... late video update? Honestly not sure, this one is way off the usual schedule since I was away for most of May on vacation. As I've mentioned a handful of times, I was in Canada for a couple of days to hang out with friends, go shopping and get great food, and also quite importantly, attend Anime North! Which, I have to ...

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The Deep Themes Hidden in the Best Pet Femboy Simulator

The Deep Themes Hidden in the Best Pet Femboy Simulator

Patrons got to view this early, and without anything hidden!

In 2005, Black Cyc released Mugen Kairou (夢幻廻廊); a deep horror mystery about family, social dysphoria, and free will... which is also a pet femboy simulator! It's wild, it's deranged, it's beautiful, and I want to tell you all ...

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The Deep Themes Hidden in the Best Pet Femboy Simulator (Patreon Cut)

The Deep Themes Hidden in the Best Pet Femboy Simulator (Patreon Cut)

A Dropbox repository with downloadable and fully* uncensored copies can be found here!
(*There may still be some parts here and there that I missed unblocking during production. Sorry!)

In 2005, Black Cyc released Mugen Kairou (...

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The Deep Themes Hidden in the Best Pet Femboy Simulator (Script Preview)

The Deep Themes Hidden in the Best Pet Femboy Simulator (Script Preview)

Oh my god it's finally done. Sorry this is so late. I intended to cover both Mugen Kairou games in one go, but there was absolutely no freaking way I was going to accomplish that given how massive this script already is... time to go crazy on editing this all together I guess. Maybe we'll see MK2 in a couple of months?

2025-05-08 22:22:22 +0000 UTC View Post

Mid-video update + Q&A + Poll: Mansion edition

Hello all, and welcome once again to the mid-video update -- that bit of monthly rambling text where I give some life and channel updates, talk about planned videos, make space for Q&As, and maybe occasionally more! And as for the former two... well, like I've said quite a bit, I'm gonna be going to Anime North 2025 next month! Which is both looking to be awesome and means that the...

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A Dive into the Denpa Horror of Tsui no Sora: The Original SubaHibi

A Dive into the Denpa Horror of Tsui no Sora: The Original SubaHibi

Patrons got to view this early, and without anything hidden!

A special thanks to Very Ok Vinyl for sponsoring this video! https://www.veryokvinyl.com/

Before KeroQ created the denpa classic SubaHibi, they created Tsui no...

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A Dive into the Denpa Horror of Tsui no Sora: The Original SubaHibi (Patreon Cut)

A Dive into the Denpa Horror of Tsui no Sora: The Original SubaHibi (Patreon Cut)

A special thanks to Very Ok Vinyl for sponsoring this video! https://www.veryokvinyl.com/

A Dropbox repository with a downloadable copy can be found here!

Bef...

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A Dive into the Denpa Horror of Tsui no Sora: The Original SubaHibi (Script Preview)

A Dive into the Denpa Horror of Tsui no Sora: The Original SubaHibi (Script Preview)

IT'S FINALLY HERE.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1of5nak0s5s5Uu6Ko6g9M2rQ0tneVoqIohmF0yPAw3kY/edit?usp=sharing

See y'all soon! o/

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