a rant about time
Added 2023-06-17 06:52:31 +0000 UTCI hate that when I'm really inspired to write or work on a story, and I have to work. I always have to fucking work. And that sounds like an excuse because that was my last excuse when I was in IT. And nothing changed.
I either work, or do absolutely nothing while feeling bad that I'm not working. Both sprinkled with anxiety because I need to make money. I always need to make money.
I just want to not think about money and bills for a week or month so that I can just focus on my hobby and passion - writing and story. I really need this, it's been so long.
Don't get me wrong, I love doing art. But I am worldbuilder first, and an artist second. My tools are dulled.
Vent over.
