July BTS

Good morning everyone, with the last post of the month!

2 photos while I was shooting in Tenerife with the super heavy wind ahah

I’m on the train to Ottawa and I’m gonna take advantage of the time to write this post on my laptop :)

So! July was very intense for me. I’m going through changes, and after a bit of negative feelings, I think I’m heading in the right direction.

I started the month super exhausted from my last trip, with a feeling of being lost, angry, anxious, and unsatisfied. I realized I needed to change something. I felt like I was falling again into the same patterns and making myself overwhelmed.

I spent the first three weeks in this way, with bad thoughts. I worked with nice people in the meantime, but the good feeling lasted only a moment.

This trip to Canada brought a lot of pressure. For the first time, I was alone during a long trip and far from home.

But! I ended up enjoying it a lot! I figured out that I needed this time by myself, which, by the way, I wasn’t really, because I was working with some amazing people and sometimes hanging out, having occasional drinks and fantastic conversations.

And then, I had time to truly be by myself, to do my own things without thinking too much about everyone else, to allow myself to rest and work on my body, my diet, my thoughts, and my future.

For now, as maybe some of you have noticed, I’m investing more time on Patreon. I really want to make it work, put more energy into my personal projects, and stay on schedule with the content, trying not to miss any posts!

So, I hope you’ll appreciate the effort and keep supporting me as much as you like.

That said, this month I worked only with a photographer I collaborated with many years ago, at the beginning of my career, and we shot some fantastic photos that I really look forward to sharing with you next week.

So even if July wasn’t extremely productive from an artistic point of view, my upcoming trip to Toronto, starting tomorrow, will be very busy! I’m really looking forward to working with everyone on my agenda.

I hope you enjoyed this month together. As always, I thank you all for your fantastic support, and for allowing me to live through art.

I’m going to take a few days off, as I always do at the end of the month. I’ll see you next Monday, with new amazing photos and videos!

💙Nausicaa