nudity.slip

Shooting with

Alfonso

Today was a very interesting day. I tried to show aggression. As it turned out, I accumulated a lot of negative emotions inside and they started to come out through psychosomatics. My task was to try different options for the manifestation of these emotions that are possible and find out which of th...

My muse

In a week I will have an exhibition in La Rochelle. And I'm nervous. I'm a little tired of expressing my thoughts in English. it is easy for me in normal life with friends or in the store, but it becomes much more difficult in stressful situations. I will probably come and just smile cutely all the time)

A week later, I took tickets to Kyiv. 

I've had thoughts about spring in U...

Selfportraits

today here will be no stories) 

I hug everyone and wish you a nice and warm week

Shooting with

@brandis.photo 

I began to think about working as a model.

For so long I apostatized from this, for so long I was angry at the fact that I am perceived as a model and not a photographer.... But with all that, I like to pose, I know that it is easy and comfortable to work with me, I a...

My muse

@di_mintt

I haven't filmed anything for a little over a month. And not because I have a lot of other things to do...I just don't feel like it. I have a new lens, there are models who want to work with me (and they are really cool and interesting to me), but I have the impression that I am shooting the same thing. When I see some cool location, someone's backstage, other people's photos - ...

Selfportraits

Today was supposed to be a publication with my muse, but today is February 24. The war has been going on for exactly 1 year. And I wanted to share a mini-shoot of self-portraits with my favorite studio in Kyiv - Teletype.

It is located in the very center of the city near the Olympic Stadium. The studio itself at first glance is not at all unique, especially if you got there in cloudy weat...

Shooting with

Polina

A couple of days ago I had a very strange condition. I woke up and felt that I "don't care". I felt nothing inside, no emotions, no sensations and desires, there were almost no thoughts. I was completely apathetic.

It would seem nothing strange, I just woke up without a mood. But usually such a mood of mine is reinforced by sadness or anger or fear - there is some basic emoti...

Selfportraits

I once (back in the fall) shared with you my feelings that I am standing still and not developing, that in recent months I have been disappointed with filming - there is always something missing. And I promised that I would experiment. So these are my first efforts with artificial light in the studio. I can't say that I was satisfied with the result, but everything is not so bad. I have to try ...

My muse

I now have another lens - 35 mm.

It's been six months since I started to feel that something was missing in my pictures. Somehow everything seems the same to me, too correct. And remember I once said that I would experiment? So I started with studio light - I'll show you the result soon, and the second stage of my experiments is a wide-angle lens. I'm already so curious what will come of ...

Shooting with

@alfonsovq_photo

part 2

These shots have been around for six months, and they still never cease to amaze me.

You know, there are photographers who shoot only models - professional models who walk on catwalks, who were on the covers of magazines and lookbooks of world brands. And when these photographers shoot these models semi-naked or nude, the shots come out simply divine. E...

Selfpoprtraits

Today I want to talk about what hurts my heart. Maybe few of you will understand me, but I have to share it.

Those who are here from Ukraine know about the news that spread on the Internet very quickly - about guys who organized parties in their apartment and filmed there and raped girls under the influence of alcohol (and possibly drugs). It gained wide publicity because the boys did not...

Selfportraits

I am finally home (in Spain). I will finally sleep in my crib and be able to plan my next shoots. The trip to Tenerife exceeded almost all my expectations. I thought it would be a little warmer there, but... the weather turned out to be perfect for fully enjoying the island and seeing it differently. We visited an incredibly beautiful volcanic beach near the ocean in cloudy weather - we tried t...

My muse

Next post will be with my thoughts) today just take a look at the beautiful @ppure_gold

Shooting with

@alfonsovq_photo

there is no time to write my thoughts, I have to hurry to the ocean. Only two days left to travel to Tenerife

I'll be back soon)

Selfportraits

Forgive me my dears for such a long silence. Too many events in my life have happened in this past year. During these two weeks I :

- managed to do two studio shootings (fashion type), which I had planned for a long time

- to go to Ukraine, because my boyfriend was given leave at the front before a difficult task

- meet two beautiful photographers from Ukraine and take a pictu...

Shooting with

@kuchma.oleksii

Somehow, when I was in Kyiv in October, Lyosha offered me to take a picture of me taking self-portraits. It was an unusual offer for me, since I always take self-portraits alone, if someone else is there, I start to feel shy and tight (and it doesn't matter how close or far this person is to me).

But I agreed because I thought it should be interesting. Moreover, I ha...

My muse

I am delighted with the nature of Catalunya I wanted - I went to the sea, I wanted - to the mountains: caves, cliffs, waterfalls, rivers, lakes... I wanted warmth, I went to the south of Catalunya, and if it was cool, then to the north. Just heaven for me.

I never got high from hiking in the mountains. But now they have become a consolation for me. you enter the forest in the mountains, f...

Selfportraits

25.12 is Catholic Christmas) I congratulate all Catholics on this holiday!

I am not a master of greetings, especially on religious holidays. But I just wish you to spend this day with the people closest to you - hug them and tell them how much you love them)

It's no secret that Ukraine celebrates Christmas on January 7. And for the first time, I will celebrate it not with my family,...

Shooting with

@trainspott.er

Whats new?

- I found a good photo studio in Barcelona for a more or less good price) and immediately took a pack for 10 hours. I decided that itʼs time to learn to work with artificial light. This is my weakness in nude photography. I can set up a light scheme for portraits, but it is difficult for me to get into nude. Therefore, you may soon see many of my failed sh...

My muse

So this is a shoot that I did not show you for a long time because I considered it insufficiently worked out.

Katya is a girl with whom we worked in the same photostudio, but we never communicated closely. And because of the war, it so happened that we ended up in the same country and almost in the same city. And she admitted that for a long time she wanted to take a naked picture with me...

Selfportraits

I finally got around to making an appointment with a psychologist.

I have always been proud of people who go to psychologists, because they seemed to me to be more balanced, adequate) and the very fact that a person understands that he has problems and is not afraid to ask for help from a specialist.

Perhaps in other countries, going to a psychologist is the norm, but in the post-So...

Shooting with

Arnold

I don't know why, but in Spain, photographers take a long time to give the result of shooting. These shots were taken back in July. And I received them in October.

When I shoot myself or someone else, I can't help myself and immediately sit down to select photos and correct them on the same day) my maximum sending of model photos is 2 weeks (and its only if i have a shooting ...

My muse

@makivkaya

This is beautiful Ruslana! She is my like-minded person. She is also a photographer and also takes self-portraits and is delighted with the naked body. Her self-portraits inspire me. (I advise everyone not to be lazy and go to her Instagram or Patreon page).

I am glad that there are more and more such women in my life.

I don't know if I shared one of my dreams with ...

Selfportraits

Today I slept in a hat😴😑)

In the literal sense of the word.

I'm used to the fact that with the first cold weather, the central heating is turned on in my apartment. But I am not in Ukraine, Im in Spain. And only yesterday I realized that here (in my apartment) there are no radiators. It's only the end of November, and I'm already walking around the house in knitted woolen sock...

Shooting with

@makivkaya

It's been a long time since I've been photographed by female photographers.

It so happened that there are far fewer female nude photographers than male photographers. It is not for me to decide whether it is good or bad. But I was always interested in whether it is clear from the photos who the author is - a man or a woman.

But the shooting process and approach are ...

My muse

@margooooooo

I want to share with you a strange thought that came to me when I got on the Kyiv-Przemysl (Poland) train.

When I was going to Kyiv, I understood that I was going home, to my relatives, friends, boyfriend, to my favorite studios, work, creative shoots, to my beloved autumn Ukraine. And when I finally arrived there, I seemed to feel peace and joy, but the feelings were n...

Selfportraits

The trip to Kyiv is coming to an end. On Saturday, I am already starting my way to Spain via Krakow.

What can I say? This trip helped me understand many things. First of all, it is the fact that life goes on and one must continue to work and create. In Ukraine, people go to work despite air strikes, falling missiles and all-day power outages. Even cafes and shops do not close - they work ...

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Today I turned 27.

For the first time in 7 years, I celebrate this day together with my parents and relatives. The war creates its own corrections and you no longer think about a happy birthday, but how to spend as much time as possible with your relatives, because you do not know when you will have the opportunity to see each other again.

But surprisingly, right here in the village...

My muse

You simply do not represent what beautiful muses I filmed when I came to Kyiv.

Sometimes such girls will come to me for a shoot, after the shooting I don't even want to shoot myself. They are so beautiful and in harmony with their body that I start to complex))) But it passes quickly.

This is beautiful Diana (in Patreon @margooooooo). She wants to be a professional model because she...

Selfportraits

In half a month in Kyiv, I took self-portraits three times, took pics with new muses three times, saw my friends, saw my parents, spent time with my boyfriend. But of course I spent the most time with my dentist)

When I was driving home, it seemed to me that a month would be so long... I thought that I would not find anything to do here. But yesterday I realized that I still have 10 days ...