Not everyone is able to pick me up, but whenever someone is, this is a Quick and easy way to transfer me. At the end of the video you can see me coughing a lot using a cough assist… otherwise I would not be able to effectively cough using my lungs alone. I'm not sure if it's the high elevation here and maybe the current pollen in the air, but sometimes I cough a lot more then usual. At the be...
2023-07-03 20:50:04 +0000 UTC View Post
So for everybody who complains that I don't make enough videos about my cares happening… complain no more. Or, as Nina from Portlandia would say, cacao no more.
Just be patient. Sheesh. Just a severely disabled girl over here trying to make ends meet🥵😭 all while fun stuff like my blood pressure dropping to 75/40 out of the blue tonight happened… surpris...
2023-06-30 04:51:55 +0000 UTC View PostoffGoing to be posting more care content, I just had to hire two new caregivers so I'm still training them. Filming in the morning is especially difficult as we have only one caregiver at a time, no cameramen. But this is when the majority of my cares take place. So I'm working on buying a tripod and ring light so we can set it up well and see which one of my caregivers is comfortable. Current...
2023-06-29 18:31:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Strawberries, cherries, and an angels kiss in spring
2023-06-22 04:01:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Together, forever, nostalgia
It's crazy, baby, I wantcha
I'll watch you pick strawberries…
2023-06-21 05:03:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Without a desktop or laptop, I've been struggling to find out how to go live for just my patrons. Just wanted to let you all know that I am working on that and also working on making more content!
2023-06-06 22:36:05 +0000 UTC View Post
It was so good for me to get out of the house for a non-physical therapy appointment! I had a lot of anxiety and because my bowel program did not go well that morning, I ended up having an accident at the end of the day after we got home. So I went again today to the Gardens to explore the indoor part which is like a tropical paradise… I'll be posting about that next. It was good to have a re...
2023-05-31 04:09:08 +0000 UTC View Post
My caregiver who helps me out with shoots like this is going to be picking up a lot of shifts this month. I'm hoping to revamp my wardrobe in a complete style change, going for a pixie soft goth spin off, featuring Long flowery dresses and High heels, both of which Will be lifted up in a variety of ways😉 I have one friend in the area who wants to do a sex scene with me, but should I make a m...
2023-05-29 05:56:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I don't ever show this part! Hopefully it makes more sense showing how I get attached to the bike
2023-05-26 04:18:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Laying on my stomach at least once a week is a game changer
2023-05-23 01:44:46 +0000 UTC View Post
This position looks effortless but it's not… overall I feel better laying on my stomach but it's tough to get in this position and my breathing it's a little weird because I can't stabilize myself unless my arms are under my forehead, and even then my arms slip away easily… it's crazy how this disability has challenged even my ability to sleep on my stomach.
2023-05-21 04:48:41 +0000 UTC View Post
Getting on my side let alone getting on my stomach has always been so difficult because of the hardware in my neck. Usually as soon as I get on my side, trying to turn me onto my stomach, I get really dizzy and have to go back on my back. Gradually, I've practiced getting on my stomach and tonight Yvonne was able to help me all by herself… rockstar caregiving. I'll be posting more from this p...
2023-05-21 04:07:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Because of my diaphragm patient, I can't get in water all the way. I could try covering the opening and breathing on my own but sometimes in the morning I'm scared to breathe on my own because I'm not as strong.
2023-05-20 05:49:01 +0000 UTC View Post
We're just all looking for a little inspiration from the universe to keep going
2023-05-16 17:57:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Because I have hardware in my neck, on my right side I experience more pain and dizziness when I try to move positions such as getting on my stomach. Usually I get massage while I am still on my back, which does not off load my back obviously so I do not get the same benefits of lying on my stomach for a massage. This time, by making sure the bed was tilted upwards, with a pillow under my stoma...
2023-05-13 19:14:23 +0000 UTC View Post
This evening my caregivers were able to get me onto my stomach, which is usually very difficult,. Because I have hardware in my neck, I usually get Super dizzy and almost pass out when I turn my head to lay on my stomach. This time, we were able to stabilize my head and I rested it on my arms while they massage me and held me in place. I got a whole video of it, fully clothed for my inside look...
2023-05-12 06:45:36 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope you enjoy… next time I will be more careful with audio volume L O L
2023-05-08 03:37:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Um…
You're welcome.
2023-05-07 18:55:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a tease while you're waiting for my shower and 18+ stretching videos this week end;)
2023-05-06 03:38:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I got some work to do this weekend;)
2023-05-04 03:07:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes I think about what it's like to be loved, just for who I am, not for just a couple weeks or a couple months, not manipulation and flattery, but real and deep, for a really long time.
