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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣hirteen

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week was amazing. Let's debrief chapter thirteen... I know you're all mad about this cliffhanger...

How do we feel about Monroe not chasing Liberty? Or the roses and notecard sent the next day?

Briggszilla was her usual uptight self, especially with the press conference. Monroe was not playing when it came to Liberty being addressed ...

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Dose 𝓣hirteen

Dose 𝓣hirteen

Dose Thirteen Observations:
Subject is insisting on a distraction. Shows signs of denial.

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Her voice echoed from behind me, but the further I ran, the less I heard it.

She wasn’t chasing me—maybe out of respect for my boundaries.

Or maybe she knows this is fucked.

We both know t...

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Dose Thirteen Visual Preview

Dose Thirteen Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties:) Hopefully, everyone’s October is off to a spooky start (in the best way). Chapter thirteen will be out tomorrow morning. The song lineup is below, feel free to make any last predictions/theories🧡


Song Lineup (In order):

  • The Heart Wants What It Wants-Selena Gomez
  • The Vapors-Jhené Aiko
  • Lost In The Fire-The Weeknd View Post

Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣welve

Happy Wednesday, Lusties. And Wow.

This chapter was heavy.

I think we can all agree that Eliza's engagement party was beautiful. Elan and his family were briefly introduced, and it was clear Elan already knew about Libs, especially when he mentioned Monroe by accident.

There was a lot of tension in this chapter, especially with Liberty dancing with Tessa. ...

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Dose 𝓣welve

Dose 𝓣welve

Dose Twelve Observations:
Subject is having subconscious issues. Dreams are taunting her every night.

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Five nights in a row.

She clung to my dreams five fucking nights in a row.

I hadn’t laid eyes on her since our conversation in her office.

Since I told her I never wanted to see her agai...

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Dose Twelve Visual Preview

Dose Twelve Visual Preview

Hi Lusties:) Chapter twelve will be out tomorrow morning (Wednesday morning-CST). Feel free to make any last predictions or theories💗


Song Lineup (In order):

Strange-Celeste

Lay You Down-Sam Smith

Stranger -Jhené Aiko

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓔leven

Hi Lusties:) Happy Monday to everyone. Let's debrief chapter eleven together.

How do we feel about Lia and coffee with her? Or about dinner with Zion and Sarai?

Also, Briggszilla is officially back. We even got to see a little of Dr. Wexler. What do we think of the conversation in the elevator?

Or about the dream Liberty had at the end of this chapter? Book club is...

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Dose 𝓔leven

Dose 𝓔leven

Dose Eleven Observations:
Subject is slowly beginning to struggle with distance.

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The seconds felt like minutes, and the minutes felt like hours.

That was the best way I could describe how it all felt.

I laid in bed all of Saturday, rotating between sleeping and scrolling on TikTok.

Every time I wok...

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Dose Eleven Visual Preview

Dose Eleven Visual Preview

Chapter eleven will be out tomorrow morning, Lusties. Feel free to comment any theories💞💞


Song Lineup (In order):

  • See You Again-Kali Uchis/Tyler, The Creator
  • Remember-Jhené Aiko
  • Every Breath You Take-The Police

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣en

Hi Lusties, happy Friday. I hope everyone enjoyed chapter ten, even if it was one of the harder chapters.

At least for me. This one was so hard to come back to and edit for me, personally. It's clear Monroe was hurt by what happened in that office. I know some of you think she deserves it, while others might disagree. She respected Liberty's feelings, rather than trying to fight ...

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Dose 𝓣en

Dose 𝓣en

Dose Ten Observations:
Subject insists on distance.

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The next day, I woke up with firmer intentions.

I aimed not to run into her.

And I definitely wouldn’t be talking to her.

There needed to be distance.

That morning, I got to Levane early for once.

I put my headphones...

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Dose Ten Visual Preview

Dose Ten Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, so sorry for the delays with the visual preview for today. Chapter ten will be out tomorrow morning. The song lineup is below, feel free to comment any last theories💕💕


Song Lineup (In order):

  • These Days-Tems
  • Exile-Taylor Swift/Bon Iver
  • Moral of the Story-Ashe

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓝ine

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone enjoyed chapter nine. It's time for a hugeee debrief after everything that just happened.

The office scene was one of my favorites, especially with Monroe willingly arguing with Liberty. Or Liberty mentioning that yogurt parfait and the ingredients.

Monroe was even willing to let everyone report to her, just to give Libby her fair tre...

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Dose 𝓝ine

Dose 𝓝ine

Dose Nine Observations:
Subject aims to be treated fairly.

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“I’m not reporting to you.”

It was the first thing I said as soon as she had the doors shut behind us.  

“Is that what this is about, Liberty?” I heard her say as I faced the windows, refusing to look at her. “I’ll assign you to...

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Dose Nine Visual Preview

Dose Nine Visual Preview

Hi Lusties:) Chapter nine will be out tomorrow. I’ve decided to make it a morning update since we all seem to prefer the morning over evening time. The song lineup is below. Feel free to comment any last theories below💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Out of The Woods-Taylor Swift
  • Been Like This-Doja Cat
  • Everyday-A$AP Rocky

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓔ight

Hi, Lusties. I hope everyone's week is off to a good start. Let's debrief chapter eight together.

How did we feel about Briggszilla this chapter? And her conversation with Liberty?

Or about the lunch Eliza and Liberty had? Eliza was very sweet for making sure Liberty was eating something...

Also, what are we thinking about Liberty attending Eliza's engagem...

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Dose 𝓔ight

Dose 𝓔ight

Dose Eight Observations:
Subject has pushed her own boundaries.

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My eyes were burning.

Only from how dry they felt—there was also a slight ache at the front of my head from not drinking water.

Or maybe it was because I hadn’t eaten since I had that toaster strudel earlier.

I was too foc...

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Dose Eight Visual Preview

Dose Eight Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow, Lusties:) The song lineup is below. Feel free to make any last theories💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Woo-Rihanna
  • Flatline-Justin Bieber
  • The Other-Lauv

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓢even

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week went well. Let's debrief chapter seven together.

Liberty is at it again with the dress code. How do we like today's outfit? Or her constant disobedience of the dress code?

Was anyone surprised by the clothes waiting for her?

How do we feel about Liberty not backing down with Briggzilla?

Or Monroe and what happened in her of...

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Dose 𝓢even

Dose 𝓢even

Dose Seven Observations:
Subject is bent on pushing further boundaries.

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Another day, another short skirt.

That was my motto at least.

The shorter the better, and this one was definitely the shortest I had gone.

The pinstripe material barely covered my ass, but it would be worth it if I cou...

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Dose Seven Visual Preview

Dose Seven Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow, Lusties:) The song lineup is below. Feel free to comment any last theories💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • bellyache-Billie Eilish
  • Without me-Halsey
  • we can’t be friends-Ariana Grande

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓢ix

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week is going well so far. Let's debrief chapter six together. It was definitely juicy.

Liberty unsurprisingly went against the dress code again. This outfit was a little worse than the last. How do we feel about Kara saying something? Or attempting to at least, since Monroe didn't let her?

And how do we feel about Monroe sending Li...

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Dose 𝓢ix

Dose 𝓢ix

Dose Six Observations:
Subject breaks dress code again as another attempt to get fired.

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The next morning, I woke up with an agenda.

Or technically, the night prior, I planned said agenda.

Briggszilla wanted me to properly adhere to the dress code, which was something that wouldn’t be ...

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Dose Six Visual Preview

Dose Six Visual Preview

Chapter six will be out tomorrow, Lusties (CST time). The song lineup is below. Feel free to comment any last theories you may have💞


Song Lineup (In order):

  • SexyBack-Justin Timberlake
  • You Don’t Own Me-SAYGRACE
  • Try Me-The Weeknd

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓕ive

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week is off to a good start. Let's debrief this chapter together.

How do we feel about the beginning of this chapter? Monroe was definitely caught off guard. Everyone was caught off guard, actually😭

Liberty, standing up with her short dress and a hand on her hip, was hilarious. Monroe immediately looked away too... she also asked...

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Dose 𝓕ive

Dose 𝓕ive

Dose Five Observations:
Subject's presence disrupts previously neutral environment.

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Nauseous.

Dizzy-headed.

A massive hammering in my chest.

It was overwhelming.

I reached for the desk before I could think it through, gripping my fingers around the cold surface.

I counted backwa...

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Dose Five Visual Preview

Dose Five Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow, Lusties:) The song lineup is below. Feel free to comment any last theories💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • &burn-Billie Eilish
  • Triggered-Jhené Aiko
  • The Grudge-Olivia Rodrigo

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓕our

Hi Lusties. I hope everyone's week was amazing. Let's debrief chapter four together:)

Starting out, we have Liberty waking up and Jynx hilariously throwing her usual fit about her leaving.

How do we feel about Liberty's outfit? She definitely had a point to prove, and did just that.

Kara turned out to be just as clipped as her emails. What are your thoughts on her, ...

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Dose 𝓕our

Dose 𝓕our

Dose Four Observations:
Subject’s disregard for the dress code appeared deliberate.

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I woke up with a pit in my stomach.

One settled so deep that it made me nauseous.

The sun had barely come up, and the sky was still dark, lighter at the edges of the horizon.

The city was quiet.

All I could h...

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Dose Four Visual Preview

Dose Four Visual Preview

Chapter four will be out tomorrow, Lusties… The song lineup is below, feel free to comment any last theories or thoughts💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • I Hate U-SZA
  • Gasoline-Halsey
  • &burn-Billie Eilish

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