~happy march exclusive double post part 2~
never before posted or seen photo taken of me by Lizzie Steimer from 2 years ago !!
2020-03-03 02:17:13 +0000 UTC View Post
never before posted or seen photo taken of me by Lizzie Steimer from 2 years ago !!
2020-03-03 02:17:13 +0000 UTC View Postfrom my latest shoot with Sebastian and my homegirl debra (to my left). i'm finally not sick anymore !!! my body is still so weak though.. even though i don't feel as sick anymore, my body isn't back to full strength. i lost so much weight :( i need help gaining weight fast. any tips? i'm too skinny and i hate it.
2020-02-28 21:11:41 +0000 UTC View Posta polaroid shot by sebastian from my most recent shoot with him. no one's ever seen this full up close version of the polaroid except for my patreon fam <3 xoxo
ugh sorry i had to put patreon duties on a pause.. been sick with horrible food poisoning the past few days.. non stop throwing up and shit lmao. literally feels like my insides are coming out like i'm giving birth or something...
2020-02-24 22:14:55 +0000 UTC View PostHere is a first look at my most recent shoot with Sebastian! There was a dope framed in his room of photo of Mac Miller and him after he shot for Mac once. Rest in paradise Mac. I will be continuing skype calls within the next few days so be on the look out for a private message from me if you're a skype patron :)
2020-02-21 00:39:22 +0000 UTC View Postdang i'm still a lil sick.. also been kinda down lately. went home to see my family over the weekend and to celebrate my grandfather's memorial. i had a nice time hanging with cousins and bonding with family. i've never felt so close to my family until recently. i think the passing of my grandfather awakened a sense of new responsibility towards my family and my extended family. looking at my g...
2020-02-18 20:07:20 +0000 UTC View Postwill continue skype calls next week :) whoever i didn't skype, i will for sure get to you next week!! thank you for your patience everyone!! just got two auditions for next week. currently working on a lead role for a film being made by SONY.
2020-02-08 04:02:34 +0000 UTC View Postit's been a busy pilot season y'all. filming a lot more with react lately as well! just came back from an audition where i played a super smart punky edgy hacker. so far, no roles landed.. been a bit discouraged, but still persevering on!! it's only the second month in, and last year, i booked four roles. that means probably hundreds of auditions to work on four sets. i know my skills are even ...
2020-02-05 02:44:48 +0000 UTC View Postit's been a busy week!! yesterday i auditioned for an NBC pilot that is being produced by Kevin Hart, Will Packer, & Malcolm Lee. now I am working on a guest star role in the Apple show I was SO close to booking last year. Last October, I made it down to the final 5 for the series regular role to play Joel Kinnaman's adopted daughter. Now, they are specifically requesting me back for a gues...
2020-01-29 22:26:43 +0000 UTC View PostHad a couple big auditions this past week for a lead in a Hulu film and series regular in an HBO pilot!! A lot of dialogue to work on and memorize! 10 pages to prepare for each project with 3 different scenes per project to create a fully fleshed out interpretation of each character. For the Hulu film lead, I played an 18 year old high school senior stoner who's discovering her sexuality ...
2020-01-22 02:56:23 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes when things get super busy, I can be pretty slow to reply and keep up with Patreon, but trust me, I am really doing my best!! Please know I am always grateful everyday I have this platform where I share a deeper connection with my true supporters. I am always looking through archives to find the best content to post for you. (which is harder lately, since I got my laptop and hard driv...
2020-01-14 05:11:49 +0000 UTC View PostI never posted this full image in color anywhere. Just a special thank you to all of you who are so kind and supportive to me and my creative endeavors ♡♡♡ my patrons will ALWAYS be the first to hear exciting news and my exclusive secret content.
Wow, 2020 is already starting out with so much promise for the future !! Already been SO productive this week. I got back to LA from my cr...
2020-01-09 00:52:56 +0000 UTC View PostI celebrated the new year with my favorite band The Strokes !! :’) I legit cried so much. I discovered them in 2010 when I was a young high schooler and now I’m closing the decade with them. it was so cosmic and divinely timed.. so grateful to be alive and to see 2020 with you all ❤️ Thank you for being here with me in the new year patreon family !!! I appreciate u all so much. This yea...
2020-01-02 21:24:51 +0000 UTC View PostTomorrow's live stream schedule will be starting around 12pm noon PST for a couple hours! I will post the private live stream link via patreon when i'm live :D My guest for friday is a fellow reactor :)
I will let you know Saturday's live stream time tomorrow when I get a better idea of my schedule. Most likely will be an afternoon / early evening stream with my friend from acting class. ...
2019-12-19 23:53:30 +0000 UTC View PostNever posted this picture anywhere. It's probably too much for my normal instagram. Since people in the past have reported my photos and got them taken down, I only post "safer" content on my public instagram. All you lucky patrons get to see my secret work that I never post :) Here's one from my favorite photographer, Sebastian Maldonado (@cbfour.co on instagram)
Just taped an audition f...
2019-12-17 08:39:56 +0000 UTC View PostShould I do an afternoon stream like approximately 2-4pm or an evening stream like around 7-9pm?! I'm on PST time zone. I could do an afternoon one day and an evening the other day. What should I do ?! Should I bring a guest or do solo stream? What games should we play? Definitely will be doing a dance party like always :) Please let me know fun suggestions that we can do together. Can't wait t...
2019-12-13 00:02:52 +0000 UTC View PostSo happy December is here!! Seasonal greetings to all :D It's getting even colder and I LOVE IT. I can't wait to visit the East Coast again for holiday festivities.
I sent my audition tape for the Netflix vampire role playing one of the two vampire lead girls. I'm the kinder one of the two, but beware, I am a viscous killer and a wild party girl. I even got to show off a couple smoke tric...
2019-12-03 01:43:27 +0000 UTC View PostYo it's cold a f, but i'm a lil baby californian who doesn't know what cold weather is so i think 50 degrees is SO cold lmaooo.
Right now i'm working on an audition to be in a film produced by Sam Raimi who produced a lot of amazing horror films and another audition for a netflix feature where I get to play a vampire. Last post, I was in really depleted, but after experiencing an am...
2019-11-28 02:25:41 +0000 UTC View PostYesterday was not my best day :/ I found out I didn't get the role in the two indie movie I had callbacks for. Therefore, I straight up had the worst auditions in a while. I was so off. After both auditions (one for the showtime pilot & one for a small role in Grey's anatomy) I couldn't keep tears from flooding my eyes and I couldn't stop crying from feeling like a failure. I was really dis...
2019-11-19 22:43:59 +0000 UTC View PostI have an audition for a showtime pilot Monday and I have a nasty sore throat & cough :/
let's hope I get better before then.. don't want to have a cough spell during my audition with the casting office.
2019-11-15 19:11:22 +0000 UTC View PostRight now I'm preparing for a callback tomorrow for a fun indie film that shoots in Oklahoma (◕‿◕✿) really crossing my fingers to book one more job before the year ends! more unreleased never-before-seen pics coming your way ~ woo I've actually been posting more on patreon this month than my insta tehe
2019-11-14 05:07:38 +0000 UTC View PostWho likes that I've been way more active posting on patreon this month?! Honestly, posting on here is way more fun than Instagram because I get to post whatever I want here, whereas I'm way more strict & selective on Instagram.
I just finished a callback today for a film at CBS studios. I'm auditioning for a huge role on The Good Doctor Tuesday. I need to memorize so much dialogue and...
2019-11-11 00:54:43 +0000 UTC View PostGet ready to be spammed with a bunch of unreleased never-before-seen photos from my archive! I love that there is a place like Patreon where all my archived past work can be seen & appreciated, instead of locked away on a computer hard drive.
I was so close to getting this role on a Disney channel show this week. I had the audition on Thursday. They told me to come back to the callbac...
2019-11-09 21:42:50 +0000 UTC View PostHere is a behind the scenes iPhone pic of my most recent shoot collaboration with my friend Willow Shields! You might recognize her as her role as Primrose Everdeen from The Hunger Games. She is starring in a new ice skating Netflix show "Spinning Out" coming out January 2020. We met via Instagram. She slid into my DMs actually. She was doing a photography project for Beautycon and wanted to sh...
2019-11-04 21:21:03 +0000 UTC View PostHope everyone had a great October!! Wow, it was truly the most lit month of my entire life. I still am shook I finally got to see myself on the big screen in a horror film. I've always been a huge fan of scary movies and the fact that my first big screen moment was being the reason why the plot of the movie starts is HUGE . I'm only in one scene, but this moment is such an accomplishment of the...
2019-11-02 02:47:53 +0000 UTC View PostHere's a selfie from my trailer! I played Lyli, a lacrosse athlete. Although I've never played before, I am great pretender hehe :D Madison Pettis is the lead of the film! It's insane I used to watch her on disney channel when I was super young.
So it's not public information yet . . . about the film I just worked on today so shhhh, I can't name it anymore LMAO. I trust y'all. You're my t...
2019-10-25 07:03:07 +0000 UTC View PostOfficially signed the offer for my new American Pie role! I am filming next Thursday.
My first ever studio horror film is coming to theaters next Friday ٩(●ᴗ●)۶ I have literally waited my entire life for this moment.. IT IS ALL HAPPENING EVERYONE !! I AM SO EMOTIONAL. THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY JOURNEY ♡^▽^♡
2019-10-17 21:30:14 +0000 UTC View Post