Elle Rose

Scars and… Feet?

Some of you really like my feet. No shame, to each their own… but I hope this close-up of my scars gives you a visual.
Before my car turned upside down on itself, I flew out of the windshield. Thank God I wasn't wearing a seatbelt because otherwise I'd be talking with God right now not you. I landed on my left hip after the windshield lacerated my eye and almost blinded me in the process. ...

Colorado cryotherapy

… because I'm crying in this cold weather.! But it will keep me young forever so I guess it's a good reasonable exchange?!

I have to get out of the house tomorrow, like I MUST, I can't stay home like a hibernating bear cub, because I have not yet used my November coupon provided by the Chanda center for spinal cord therapy treatment for a free supply of edibles. Might have got way t...

My heterochromia!

Did you know that when I was around three years old my blue eyes, at least the one on my left, turned a golden brown hazel color? If you look close there is still a slice of blue in it!
I fucking love you all.

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PS I'm uploading footage of me on the bike trail breathing the Colorado cold tomorrow! I'm just SOL tired and I still have to meditate a little before bed

Goth bondage… disabled style

I think fishnets make everything look better. And, they remind me of my Washington state home by the Ocean. For all you know, I'm just a mermaid going through some major changes.

Also… I'll share more about this later… but what do we think of a male caregiver? Somebody expressed interest in response to the ad for college students, I'm just curious because I've never had anything but f...

Options

This post is for somebody awesome who requested a FaceTime call and I can't figure out how to send photos through messages!

Sidenote: for FaceTime calls I have other options that are more casual as well!

L-O-V-E,

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Winter blues

When you're paralyzed, it's difficult to stay warm. Often times I'll have my heater going full blast in my little room and in a sweater and still feel tingling this pain. A lot of people take a drug called baclofen to help prevent spasms and gabapentin for nerve pain.

However, I stopped taking any sort of medication's other than my bowel movements early on in my recovery because I believe...

Reminder!

I am offering FREE unlimited FaceTime calls 5 to 15 minutes Long for those of you who have subscribed to scandalous.

The main reason for these calls is so that we can Connect more and I can answer any questions you might have about quadriplegia and my injury. Questions about my personal life may or may not be answered depending on how sensitive they are.

If you care about what I wea...

Shrooms and music

Singing has always been a constant for me, so relearning how to sing on a ventilator after singing so easily before pre-injury is a challenge to say the least. My voice has been getting stronger on a ventilator though as far as singing goes and I'm glad because I don't know what I would do without this form of expression.

Also, Yvonne my caregiver may be going into premature labor as we s...

Feeling down…

I really need to start exercising on the stand up machine and FES bikes again at Craig hospital in their gym, because I want to get stronger in my legs and quads. I get so depressed around this time of year all the way up until New Year's. I cry myself to sleep almost every night because two years ago at this time I was being neglected in a long-term acute care facility with only my ex J by my ...

O my God

… first of all… Vimeo sucks… I uploaded a 20 minute video and they would only let me post a 10 minute video. Most of the 20 minutes was after the real ACT ahem, mostly just me talking about my sex life before my injury. I lived in Seattle Washington where I grew into my identity as a bisexual polyamorous demisexual. Although I had one partner I considered to be my main thang , I had other...

I microdosed…

… And made a very special video!

It just so happens I'll be uploading it on the national holiday even though I do not go along with this one for obvious reasons… I'm sure some of you understand. This land we are on is haunted and the people we should be thankful to are the wise ancestors we stole it from. Mushroom medicine has a lot to say about that.

Anyway, you've been wai...

Weekly massage and acupuncture

Up in the massage chair for almost two hours! This time I had no panic at all and was able to just keep breathing when I started feeling stressed.

This kind of therapy it's so important even for very high-level injuries like mine, because it challenges the body to adapt to a totally different position then what my body was accustomed to about a year into my injury. Blood pressure, incitin...

Hips don't lie…

How was it possible to be comforted and turned on at the same time gazing into someone's eyes?

She didn't care, she held his stare and without knowing gave him a peculiar comfort he had been seeking. Fuck it she thought I can't keep from falling.

She let go, falling into deep blue

Getting around with limited Head movement

WHEW this took me like three tries to make using Vimeo create with voice access alone. I'm laying here in bed and it's past midnight and I feel quite proud that nobody helped me with this… all day long I can't do anything independently because while I'm sitting up in the chair my head can fall over or I may have respiratory issues, but at night I am snuggled up in bed and on the ventilator. I...

Body jewelry

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My wheelchair

I am grateful to be alive, some days it's just really hard or let me say cumbersome directing my care so specifically every moment of the day.

Because we are down one caregiver, Yvonne has been taking on extra shifts even though of all people I feel bad that a lot of the work is going to her because she is due in February.! She works a split shift for me on the weekends because no one els...

Idea

If you are not subscribed to scandalous, this doesn't apply to you… but it might at some point so I'm sharing it with everyone…

I'm now offering FaceTime calls in telegram, with the option of just a normal friendly call or a more advanced call. This is all included in the subscription because I want to make it worthwhile for anyone who is interested. I'm thinking of posting different ...

LBGIV

I really really want to film the climax… we'll see

Little black dress part III

Vibration is a friend of mine…

Little black dress part two

Just practicing my orgasm…

Little black dress part one

I have a large vibrator we use on my back, but today we used it somewhere else;)

I came so hard my blood pressure went up to 132/90. It's normally 95/75 as a reference.

I'd love to film what it looks like because I spasm like crazy… just thought you should know that….

My polyamory story

I'll be getting a microphone soon so it will be easier to hear me for videos like this.

I was recently talking with an able bodied guy who was interested in me. He had a misconception of what polyamory means and claimed he could never be Sharing a woman that he saw as his territory. Surprised me because he did not come across originally as a chauvinist. I guess he even thought it was sexy...

Touchable

Depending on how energized my caregiver is feeling , we may be making some more scandalous content this weekend.…

Might be playing around with my vibration;)

Mmm

There's something about a man who says Mmm elle that really gets me…

I'm having a really tough day and I had an accident in my wheelchair which was very embarrassing for me anyway and I couldn't take any sexy pictures so here's one I revisited.

I know I know, even able-bodied people don't feel sexy every day.

But it's nice when you do

Update on my urology appointment!

Who knew there would be so many decisions to make as a quadriplegic!

Urethral catheter's versus suprapubic catheters.

Autonomic dysreflexia which happens because my body cannot regulate normal bodily functions such as alerting me of pain, so my blood pressure goes extremely high when there is any kind of bad stress in my body which needs to be addressed. As I explained in the video,...

New Vape video

Trying out a new way to make videos;)

It's extremely snowing today so we canceled my urology appointment because I really don't do well in subzero temperatures! So far my bladder has been doing pretty good lately, I am still getting a lot of sediment some days and it will get trapped in the upper part of my catheter unless somebody pushes on it or squeezes it with their fingers. This is p...

Physical therapy at home as a quadriplegic

There's not a whole lot of physical therapy that I can do as someone with a very high-level spinal cord injury.

However, my neck strength has gotten a lot better in the past year, although obviously you can see my neck is still very crooked because of the hardware called a Harrington Rod that was placed there as a fusion.

Recently I started to use these balls to help my posture whil...

My pink llama socks

Funny fact, I actually don't like llamas. As a young adult I took care of several farm animals and horses in my neighborhood, in rural Northern California,… including llamas who liked to spit. I never met a nice llama. Alpacas, on the other hand, while I have never taken care of them I think I find them quite cute. My caregiver thinks it's funny that the llamas used to spit at me though so sh...

Snowed in

Currently: hibernating and about to watch Game of Thrones…

I'm not a fan of winter so I just keep my room super hot…

It might be the best form of denial.

Update about my video chatting

For those of you who have subscribed to my second level TIER I am now offering FaceTime calls!

Depending on the amount of questions you have, I'm starting them off as 5 to 10 minute calls, with the option to go longer. Obviously if you want a 30 minute call that might be a little too much, because I don't want to charge extra. I'm also considering taking requests if you want me to talk ab...